Widower finding purpose in loss

[Becaa57]

This is driving me crazy!!!! The feather so light, almost tickling as it moves over my skin. My nipples are super hard!!!! I know I must be leaking I'm so turned on.

But you stay away from there, trying not to say anything feel the sensations you're giving me

Your tongue is even worse, I've experienced it before and I know how good you are with it!!!!!

thinking, god!!! Please lick me!!!! I've got to cum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Houstonguy30]

After the final 'round' of my tongue all over your body, I stand. Your eyes dart over to me and I see you have noticed the large wet spot on my silk boxers. Yeah, I'm getting as much, if not more pleasure from this as you.

I walk over to the bank of drawers and pull out something. Walking over to you, I show you it's a blindfold. I slowly allow it to touch your skin right about your hip, and then I drag the cotton material up your skin.

Your eyes register that arousal and fear again. Good.

I lean down and give you the gentlest kiss I'm able to. Our lips just barely touch. I hold my lips there, breathing in your breath. "I love you."

As I slip on the blindfold, I speak to you very clearly. "Now is when we need to decide on safe words, my love. I need you to decide on two words. One means, 'I'm reaching my limits. Slow down a little.' Many people use "yellow" for this. The other means, 'stop right now.' Many people use "red" for this. But people use lots of words for safe words. Just make sure it's something you can remember under stress.... What are your safe words, Rachel?"

 

[Becaa57]

I look around, blindfolds? I've been blindfolded before. This is driving me insane, I'm wanting to cum so much, but you keep denying me that.

"Now is when we need to decide on safe words, my love. I need you to decide on two words. One means, 'I'm reaching my limits. Slow down a little.' Many people use "yellow" for this. The other means, 'stop right now.' Many people use "red" for this. But people use lots of words for safe words. Just make sure it's something you can remember under stress.... What are your safe words, Rachel?"

"Oh god, I have no idea right now, I can't think. How about Stop for now???"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I pet your head. I know you can hear me moving but you don't know where I'm going to touch you since the blindfold is on. I lean down, again bringing my lips to yours. I speak into your mouth. "The one word I won't allow you to use is 'stop.' People say that when they don't mean it all the time. I'm going to need a safe word if we're going to continue. Although I doubt you will need to use it.... today...."

I kiss you gently. I decide this is a better discussion to have when you're not so turned on. I look across your body and see your stomach muscles tight. The pool of wetness on the leather between your legs. "For now, and just now, we'll go with 'stop,' but only because we're not going to be pushing many limits this morning..."

I go back to my earlier movements. The feather, down your legs, back up. Not touching you THERE. Back around, underneath your breasts, then over them. Not touching your nipples. Up your inner arm, your fingers, and back down. The difference is I've robbed you of one of your senses, so it's all much more intense.

After the 2nd round of the feather on your body, I start with my lips and tongue again. This time, spending more time on your thighs and inner thigh, tasting your wetness that is leaking there. But still not touching where you want. Then along your stomach, and around your breasts.

I just love how you arch your body even more, trying to get me to touch you where you need it.

Then, suddenly I stop. I stand up and you hear me walk away, then the slide of a drawer. More footsteps.

"Mmmm. I think it's time to take another sense away." You hear a soft click and then hear what sounds like white noise, just barely reaching your ears from the high-end noise cancelling headphones I'm about ready to put on you.

 

[Becaa57]

I'm confused, my sense all jumbled up. Ive never been more turned on, but you keep doing everything except letting me cum.
Then headphones, I'm deaf and blind now.
"This is scary!!!!"

My heart is pounding in my chest, I can hear it now I hear my breath too. When I spoke I could hear that too. Just nothing from outside of my body

I jump when you resume your torture of my skin, it's even more sensitive now that I can't see or here, can only feel. As you move up and down, I realize I'm going to cum, just from this a light touch I normally would barely notice.

Your up on a nipple when I screarm
"I'm cummmmingggggggggggg oohhhhhhhhh god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
My arms and legs pulled hard as my body convulses from the orgasm

 

[Houstonguy30]

I'm gently licking, not even sucking, your nipple when you arch your back into my face and shove your nipple into my lips. I suck as your whole body starts to spasm.
"I'm cummmmingggggggggggg oohhhhhhhhh god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Your scream surprises me. I didn't expect you to cum yet. Not until I started stimulating your clit or pussy. Wow. You must enjoy this even more than I expected.

I continue sucking on your nipple as your legs and arms writhe and pull against the restraints.

I allow you to calm down for a moment. I tenderly pet your damp hair and pull one of the headphone earmuffs off your ear. I whisper to you softly, "Good girl." I place the headphone back and step back and look at you. Sweaty, presented so perfectly. Gooey between your legs. Fuck. You are SO beautiful.

I look at the door to the hallway, wondering how Lindsay didn't hear your screams. She's probably in her room on in the wing the other side of the house, but still - that was LOUD.

Is it time for the ball gag? I wonder if you're ready for that.

Tapping the button to turn on the "transparency" mode, so you can hear my movements, I start humming to myself as I walk away from you loudly. I want to build the anticipation for the next items I'm going to use on you.

I open a drawer and start clanking around in it, moving leather and metal hold downs and other restraints. You can hear the clanking and metal-on-metal noises. I then lift a few vibrators out of another drawer and turn them on briefly. One loud, one soft. Then your favorite from the other night, the 'clit sucker'. Mmmm..

You speak a few times while I'm over at the drawers.
I say, forcefully, but not angrily, "Quiet. Do I need to gag you?"

 

[Becaa57]

I'm surprised how hard I came from what he was doing, and hasn't even touched my clit yet.

You do whisper good girl, then do something to the headphones and I can hear, still can't see though.

Hearing you open a drawer and move stuff around. some of them jingle some must be metallic as you bump another

Then the obvious sounds of vibrators being turned on. Some loud some soft.

"What's going on?"

"What are you getting?"

"Is it going to hurt?"

you respond in the commanding voice you are using

"Quiet. Do I need to gag you?"

"No sir, I'll be quiet"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"Is it going to hurt?"
"No, my pet. I'm not into hurting. Not even one bit."

"No sir, I'll be quiet"
"Good girl."

Grabbing the "clit sucker" from the upper drawer, I close that drawer and open another. Here, I grab a harness that goes around your hips and thighs and will hold the vibrator in place.

I look over to you. You look relaxed from your orgasm but your body is still tense. Good.

I walk over to you and lift your hips, threading the leather harness under and around your hips. Then I hook the other parts to your thighs, holding everything in place.
Then I switch the "clit sucker" on the lowest setting and secure it into the harness, holding it directly on your clitoris. No matter how much you move, and you can't move much, you can't get even a second of relief from the sucking on your clit.

"Mmmm, good girl. Low and slow for now."

I turn the headphones back on "noise cancelling with white noise." Your back to just smell, touch, and taste as your available senses.

Back to the feather, running it up and down your body while the slow, irritatingly slow sucking on your clitoris start driving you higher and higher.

 

[Becaa57]

This all feels surreal being tied in place, sometimes able to hear, but other times no.

Then he fastens some kind of harnest around my waist and thighs

Feeling the what he calls a clit sucker on to me, on a low section, but still drives me crazy

and starts with what I think is a feather, stroking my skin, soft sexual

Trying to shift, to change anything!!!

But the way I'm strapped down!!!

Thinking this is what he used to do to helen??? Ohhhhh god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Would Lindsay like this??

 

[Houstonguy30]

I follow up again along the same path, this time with my lips and tongue. I spend a bit of time between your legs, licking between your anus and pussy, enjoying the seeping juices from your arousal and the constant sucking on your clitoris from the vibrator.

But then I'm moving up again, sucking, kissing and licking along your stomach and under your breasts. Then soft kisses and sucks at your nipples, then up, your neck, chin and then at your lips. There, I kiss you, allowing you to taste your juices from my lips and tongue.

I look up at the clock. It's 9am. Lindsay has got to be up. We should probably get down to business. I consider what I want to do next. Should I use the fucking machine? It thrusts a realistic dildo, non stop into you. No stopping until I say so.
Or should I use the nipple sucking clamps? You seemed to really get off when I was licking and sucking your breasts before.
Hmmm.. Or the Magic Wand? Really up that vibration on your clit.
Or should I just fuck you myself. GOD, I bet you are WET right now.

Lost in thought, I realize I'm just looking at you... Fuck, you're so gorgeous, all restrained in front of me. A thin sheen of sweat over your body as the clit sucker brings you closer to an orgasm. But not getting you there because it's just too damn slow at this point.

I decide a little more teasing. I take off my silk boxers and use my cock like I did the feather. Sliding my very hard cock across your side, arms and legs. Then I place the tip of my cock against your lips.

 

[Becaa57]

He'd stopped touching me for a bit the only thing happening was the damn clit sucker, but so slow I couldn't cum from it. I know he wants me to be quiet so I don't say anything.
Is he there? what's he doing?
This is driving me crazy!!!!

Then suddenly he's touching me again, not with the feather something I finally realize is his cock!!! But so lighty touching me!!!!

Moaning as he slides it over me
wanting to scream fuck me already!!!!!!

God I've never wanted that more then I do now

Finally feeling it pressing against my lips, opening my mouth

sucking him in, licking I can't move my head much but I do as much as I can

 

[Houstonguy30]

I slide my cock across your lips as you try to suck at it and capture it in your mouth. I don't let you. My cock pulses and I release a glob of pre-cum from the head. I slowly slide the head across your lips and I can tell when you taste my pre-cum. Your body tenses and you moan a bit.

I lean down and turn the clit-sucker up a notch. Just a bit faster and more powerful.

Fingertips. I start gently sliding my fingers along your body. Up and down your body, teasing you again. I press against your ovaries and massage there. Helen loved this part. She swore it made her release more hormones and make her hornier.

Then my fingertips down your legs, your inner thighs. NOT touching your pussy directly. You're oozing there. Fuck. SO hot.

Yes. The fucking machine. I quickly step over and grab it, rolling it over to you. I slide the dildo through your pussy lips, getting it wet so I can insert it into you. Once inside, I turn on the power and it begins a relentless, constant thrusting inside you, angled up just enough to hit your g-spot. I tap the clit-sucker twice, increasing the tempo.
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[Becaa57]

I'm frustrated that you won't let me suck you. God!!!!

Your hands start stroking me. up and down, breasts stomach massaging me a bit there

down to my thighs, the inners so close to touching me Ohh god

Moaning in desire and frustration

Then feeling something being pushed into me, sensing that it's not you, a dildo maybe???

but when it starts moving in and out of me

Some kind of fucking machine?????? Oh my god

you turn the clit sucker up

Then the machine changes angle and it's banging my Gspot every thrust

I can't be quiet now

"Ohhhhh goddddddddddddddd, I'm cumminggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg yessssssssssssssss"
Screaming it as my orgasm washes over me, prolong because it keep fucking me!!!!

It doesn't stop, doesn't give me minute to catch my breath, keeps going like a damn machine

I cum over and over again, screaming yelling!!!!

my arms and legs sore from being held in place

my face and hair soaking wet

"No more!!!! Pleaseeeeeeeeeee ohhhhhhhhh gooooooooooodddddddddddd another"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"No more!!!! Pleaseeeeeeeeeee ohhhhhhhhh gooooooooooodddddddddddd another"
Your body goes taut again as another orgasm rips through your perfect, slim, sweaty body. YES. This was what I've been needing. Bringing this kind of pleasure centers me. I feel fantastic.

But it's better than when Helen and I dabbled in it. I might have given her 2 or 3 orgasms at a time, trying to find her limits, but was never able to do THIS. And it's all because of this place. Built just for this. This is what Helen and I wanted to explore. Pushing true limits.

And YOU. Willing, trusting. So perfect. God, I'm falling even deeper in love just watching you writhe one the table.

But there is NO way Lindsay didn't hear that last scream.

Sensing that you're getting at your limits, or at least what you think they are because of your 'No more!!!!' plea, I decide to go big for the last few orgasms you hopefully have left in you.

I tap the clit-sucker three times and turn up the speed on the fucking machine. You're really getting pummeled now.

I lean down and drag my lips across your lips as you pant while another orgasm takes you. Then I kiss down your taut body and start sucking on one nipple while rolling the other between my fingers.

Back up to your lips with mine, I use my hand to cradle your head, trying to be as tender as I can. As your body shakes from another orgasm, or maybe just one long multiple orgasm, I'm not sure... I mouth "Just one more..." into your lips, hoping you can understand my words just through your lips.

 

[Becaa57]

He doesn't stop and the orgasms keep cumming, or just one huge one, I don't know. I had no idea I could cum that much ever!!!!!
Then his mouth on my nipples, ohhhh godddd he sucks them making me cum more!!!!

Finally lifting my head and kissing me a soft one actually but so sensuous. I hear as he speaks in to my mouth
"Just one more"
I nod my head "One more honey!!!!"

He clicks something and suddenly the fucking machine goes into over drive, slamming the cock into me over and over
ripping my last orgasm from my body
I cry out pull my arms and legs as my body tries to curl up holding it into me

then darkness, not the I can't see darkness but I am out

 

[Houstonguy30]

Your entire body goes rigid and you scream louder than I knew you could. It's a mixture of extreme pleasure and exertion as every muscle in your body goes to its maximum. I watch as you pull with all of your limbs, trying to rip yourself from the chains. I know you're going to have marks where the cuffs are. Thank goodness we didn't use rope.

Suddenly, you go totally slack. You've passed out.

I've never moved so fast. I turn off the clit sucker and the fucking machine. Then I roll the table flat, so you're no longer stretched up in the V. Then I unhook each of your arms and your legs.

I lift your completely limp body and take you over to the round bed in the middle of the room. I lay you down and quickly grab a bottle of water and a pre-made protein shake from the refrigerator in the corner.

Getting quickly into the bed, I lift you so you're sitting up and I hold you against me as I sit down behind you. I hold you against my chest to support you. Grabbing the impossibly soft blanket, I wrap it around you to make sure you're not cold.

The two drinks are off to my left and I remove the headphones and blindfold. You're starting to come around now. My cock has never been harder, pressed up against your back as I hold you. Your skin is slick with sweat and hot against my chest.

That was the sexiest thing I've ever seen.

I pet your hair as I keep whispering "Good Girl, You did SO good." I say it over and over as you come to full consciousness.

"Good Girl, You did SO good...." I feel you turn your head. I whisper into your ear, "I love you, Rachel."

 

[Becaa57]

I wake up slowly, no longer on the table, but in a bed, your arms around me. whispering good girl

I snuggle against you

"So thirsty"

You hand me the water and I gulp it down, then the protein drink, I drink that as well

"Good God!!! That was intense, I've never experienced anything like that"

Hearing a pounding on the door

"That's probably Lindsay, you may want to let her in, and more water please"

You go to the door and open it, she pushes past you running into the room looking around, when she spots me she climbs on the bed

"Are you ok??? Oh my god I was so scared, the door was locked and I knocked and knocked!!!!"
"I'm ok thank you. It was an incredible experience! I wasn't prepared for how intense and how uhmmm many orgasms I would have!!!"
"Daddy!!!! What did you do to her??????? Why didn't you open the door??? You scared me"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"Are you ok??? Oh my god I was so scared, the door was locked and I knocked and knocked!!!!"
"I'm ok thank you. It was an incredible experience! I wasn't prepared for how intense and how uhmmm many orgasms I would have!!!"
"Daddy!!!! What did you do to her??????? Why didn't you open the door??? You scared me"

"I'm sorry. I must have been too focused on just getting her taken care of...." Thinking back to how you were completely passed out from that last orgasm and how I just moved into action. It was a bit scary, experiencing you passing out for the first time. Helen never got to that point during our much more limited play-time. It's frightening.

My mind comes back to the present, still a little out of sorts from being 'caught' by Lindsay. "Plus... the noise of the machines..." I say, not realizing I'm drawing attention to the 'fucking machine' sitting on the floor just a few feet away from the leather table with chains and cuffs laying splayed out on the floor.

I watch as Lindsay looks around the room and then back at you. She pets you out of concern. Her look is one of surprise, fear, and.... arousal? I don't know my daughter's look of arousal, but she seems to be licking her lips a lot. Maybe it's just that you smell of sweat and sex.

And then I realize I'm naked, and still HARD. Standing in front of Lindsay. I grab a robe from the hook next to the door.

"I'm... I'm sorry. The whole thing caught me off guard...."

 

[Becaa57]

Still coming back, but watching the interaction between Lindsay and her dad.

He tries to explain why he didn't hear the door, and Lindsay is looking around. I follow her gaze to what can only be the fucking machine he used on me.

"That's what you were using??? God"

I think both you and Lindsay notice that you are standing nude with a hardon in front of her
I feel her gasp for air when she see's your cock, before you turn to get a robe.
whispering to me
"Wow!!!"

"I'm sorry to scare you Linds. what we were doing in here was very intense and very very pleasurable"
"But I'm all sweaty and worn out and tired"

turning to Lindsay
"Take a shower with me?"

"Honey you may need one too"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I turn around and pull the robe on. I see you two looking around the room. You're still wearing the harness that held the 'clit sucking' vibrator to you. I took the vibrator away. The leather looks so sexy on your sweaty skin. All I want to do now is literally lick every drop of your sweat and juices from your body. But dammit, Lindsay is here and fucked up my plan. TASTING your pleasure was part of my fantasy...
"I'm sorry to scare you Linds. what we were doing in here was very intense and very very pleasurable"
"But I'm all sweaty and worn out and tired"
I hear you talking to her. Yeah, all I want to do is bathe your body with my tongue.

I fidget with the robe. My cock is FAR too hard to be able to hide and if I don't move just the right way it keeps popping out the front between the two sides of the robe the way they are pulled together.

You turn to Lindsay -
"Take a shower with me?"
Nooo.. I wanted the fun of washing you! And you give it to her? I'm suddenly jealous. This whole triangle is fucked up.

"Honey you may need one too"
I look down, trying to make light of the fact that my cock keeps peeking out and is obviously still hard. Fuck, a blowjob would really be nice right now.
I sound a little more dejected than I realize I'm going to - "Yeah, probably need one. A COLD one. You two can take the Master shower. I'll grab one here in the bathroom" I point to a door at the back of the room.

 

[Becaa57]

"Take a shower with me?"

"Ok Rachel if your sure"
Whispering something in her ear

She thinks and nods yes
whispers back
"Ok, but not touching"

Turning to you

"Honey?"
"Will you join us? Lindsay is ok, but no touching ok?"
"You can watch as we do, kind of payback for today "
"No pressure, if you're not ready I will shower and come back"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"Honey?"
"Will you join us? Lindsay is ok, but no touching ok?"
"You can watch as we do, kind of payback for today "
"No pressure, if you're not ready I will shower and come back"

Fuck. I wanted to lick all the sweat and juices from your body. Slowly… maybe build you up to a point where you’d beg me to fuck you. I know I wouldn’t last more than a minute after all the emotional stimulation of watching you orgasm over and over….

“Um… No touching? I mean, Lindsay sure, but I can’t touch you? Am I in the shower or just watching from outside?”
Do I get to touch myself? No… don’t ask that - masturbating in front of your daughter is a societal NO NO, Mark.

 

[Becaa57]

Um… No touching? I mean, Lindsay sure, but I can’t touch you? Am I in the shower or just watching from outside?”

"You can touch her of course Dad, she is your lover too. I'm just not ready for it"
"And if I get uncomfortable I will step out."
"I love you both, I want to remember that"

I step into the shower, get the water going good.

"Ok well I'm here waiting, you can both join me, or I'll wash myself"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I watch as you use your hands to feel the water, making sure it is perfect. You start first the normal shower head and then the 'rainfall' shower head. Before you step under the water, I stop you.
"Don't step under the water yet. There is something I want first. Call it my prize for... pleasuring you the last hour.."

I step in and smile at you. I kiss you softly and kneel a bit in front of you. I motion for you to open your legs. Running two fingers up your left inner thigh, I gather the still wet slickness you leaked there. God, how I wish I could just lick and suck all of your sweat and juices from your body right now. I look over at Lindsay and say, "God, this feels so weird to say to you, but I wish you could have seen it. She came SO much. I swear she was just leaking for an hour straight." I look at my fingers. Your juices are milky white on my fingers and they look delicious. I lick at them, almost loudly suckling at them, moaning in satisfaction. "So.. perfect." Musky, sweet, salty from the mixed sweat. God, perfection.

I look back at Lindsay. Her face... arousal? Disgust? Surprise? I can't tell.

I gather up the juices from your other leg. There seem to be more there. I turn back and smile at Lindsay, deciding to do something wicked. Holding my fingers in a way that makes it clear I'm offering her to lick them. "Want a taste? I've never tasted her so sweet...."

 

[Becaa57]

Watching as Rachel turns on the water, I know how much she loves a shower, then Dad stopping her, going in kneeling in front of her. Touching her in a way that I've done so often. Feels weird, but hot to watch that.
Then he's offering his fingers covered her juices to me.
I gather up the juices from your other leg. There seem to be more there. I turn back and smile at Lindsay, deciding to do something wicked. Holding my fingers in a way that makes it clear I'm offering her to lick them. "Want a taste? I've never tasted her so sweet...."

I step into the shower, still dressed actually. But I kneel down besides dad, taking his fingers in my mouth, I suck and lick them clean.

"I always love how she tastes, you're right she must have cum a ton for all of this!!!"

Kissing her thigh, then her pussy, the way she jumps I can tell she is sensitive

"Thank you for sharing daddy!!!"

I get back up and move to the doorway again