Widower finding purpose in loss

[Houstonguy30]

I kiss you again, tasting your pussy juices on your lips. Fuck, I'd REALLY like to kiss you after you ate someone's pussy.

"You can use that vibrator again, nipples and pussy!!!"

I stand and open the second drawer down. I grab a "clit sucking" vibrator. In this case it's one of the best suckers made by Womanizer. It's designed to seal over your clit and "suck" with air, simulating lips sucking on your clitoris.


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I walk around the bed and sit next to you. Your eyes follow me the whole time. "Not 'that vibrator' again. Let's try something new. Many, many women report the ability to have multiple orgasms with this little friend. The stimulation is more direct and at the same time doesn't leave you over-stimulated." I look at your eyes and I'm not sure you're hearing me. You have this look like shut up and fuck me. I laugh. "It's so fucking sexy how turned on you are."

I drop down and kiss you again. I turn on the vibrator and run it across your cheek, so you can feel the suction pulling your skin into the orifice. It pulses with air, vibrating your cheek. I pull away from the kiss and look at you deeply.

"This is going to be a little harder than normal, since I can't remove your damn clothes." I kiss you again. "I'm going to need you to tell me when this is sucking directly on your clit..."

I run the device down your body with my right hand. With my left and I pull your panties away from your drenched core and I use two fingers to feel around your entire pussy until I feel the hood of your clitoris. I spread you and pull the head back and guide the sucking head to where I think your clitoris probably is.

 

[Becaa57]

I've never ever seen anything liked that one. But as you demonstrate on my cheek, I can see that it will be insanely intense on my clit. Crosses my mind, that I'd love it on my nipples too.

Then you are down trying to find my clit. I'm glad you're sticking to the no nudity. But you're missing my clit
I reach down and guide you to it.

"Here it is"

 

[Houstonguy30]

You guide the toy right over your clit. I make sure your hood is pulled away so the “clit sucker” can seal as well on your clit as possible.

I leave it on low for now, letting you get used to the sensation and also allowing me to figure out how to hold it in place in just the right spot without being able to see. Damn your “no nudity” rule.

I start kissing your neck, licking your chest, down toward your breasts. I click the toy twice, increasing the suction power and the tempo of the suction. I hear you gasp and feel your hips start gyrating a bit, pressing into the sucking sensation.

I lift up and look you in your eyes, “Like this one?”

 

[Becaa57]

I start kissing your neck, licking your chest, down toward your breasts. I click the toy twice, increasing the suction power and the tempo of the suction. I hear you gasp and feel your hips start gyrating a bit, pressing into the sucking sensation.

I lift up and look you in your eyes, “Like this one?”

Not trusting myself to speak I nod. Feeling the sensation
If feels like a tiny mouth sucking on my clit, a bit of a vibration, but mostly the sucking.

"Harder!!!! God!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I smile, proud at you leading me. Verbalizing your needs already in this short (yet long) relationship. I'm SO proud of you. This is going to be FUN.

I click the vibrator twice, increasing the sucking pressure and tempo. I move it around just the littlest bit and watch your reaction, making sure from your moans that the toy is directly sucking your clit into it.

I kiss down your stomach, and start kissing your legs. I feel you open your legs to me. "Good girl."

My other hand, not holding the vibrator, slides up your inner thigh and slides into your sexy panties. I make sure to not pull your panties to the side, to honor your 'no nudity' pledge. With both the vibrator and two fingers from my right hand inside your panties, I slide my fingers around under your panties until I can feel your labia part slightly. I press a finger inside you and feel how absolutely drenched you are. I begin sliding my single finger in and out of you, finger fucking you while the vibrator sucks at your clit.

 

[Becaa57]

My other hand, not holding the vibrator, slides up your inner thigh and slides into your sexy panties. I make sure to not pull your panties to the side, to honor your 'no nudity' pledge. With both the vibrator and two fingers from my right hand inside your panties, I slide my fingers around under your panties until I can feel your labia part slightly. I press a finger inside you and feel how absolutely drenched you are. I begin sliding my single finger in and out of you, finger fucking you while the vibrator sucks at your clit.
I moan as your finger adds to the sensations, feeling you finger fucking me. God ohhh god

"Don;t stop!!!!!!!!! I'm trying not to cum yet!!!! But I want too!!!"
My hands gripping my tits, squeezing them wishing the bra was gone too, but not today!!!

Pinching my nipples through the cup.

"So close!!!!!
"Put it full strength!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I click the button several more times and feel the device vibrating in my hand. I know that it's sucking very hard now, almost uncomfortably so. The tempo is much faster than any person could do with their tongue or by sucking with their lips.

Pressing a second finger into your pussy, I crook around my middle finger and search for the puffy, ribbed skin identifying your g-spot. I notice that in adding my second finger and moving my hand around, I've slid your panties to the side. I look away, trying to respect your wishes.

Fingers pumping inside of you, pressing against your g-spot as often as I can, and the Womanizer clit sucker at maximum speed, you don't have long. Your whole body tenses and I smile, awaiting your explosion.

 

[Becaa57]

I'm barely aware you added another finger, evething going so clear the feelings the sensations.

Grabbing my tits even harder as my orgasm flows over me.

"Ohhhh goddddddddddd Cummminggggggggggggggg"
I'm convulsing almost on you, my pussy tightening on your finger
A orgasm like I've never experienced from the vibrator, but also feeling fluid coming out, a lot of it as I cum
as I calm down

"God I've never cum like that!!!! I never produce that much liquid!!!"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I feel your perfect pussy spasming around my fingers as I press against your g-spot. I must have hit your G-spot really good, because you briefly squirt as you cum. Your entire body shakes and then you push my hands away from you, causing your panties to snap back in place.

"God I've never cum like that!!!! I never produce that much liquid!!!"

I smile and look down on your sweaty body. Your panties and thighs are covered in your juices and your chest has an incredibly sexy sheen of sweat all over. Your right bra cup is still out of place from when you were mauling your breasts during your orgasm. I can see just the top of your sexy light-brown areola peeking out of the top of your nude colored lace bra.

I slide down your body and then between your legs. I lift your legs over my shoulders and quickly move up, licking your inner thighs, cleaning your succulent pussy juice off the perfect skin of your upper inner thighs.

I groan, “Fuck you taste good.”

 

[Becaa57]

I feel your perfect pussy spasming around my fingers as I press against your g-spot. I must have hit your G-spot really good, because you briefly squirt as you cum. Your entire body shakes and then you push my hands away from you, causing your panties to snap back in place.

When the panty snaps in place, it actually gives me another mini orgasm.
"God!!!!!"
I love how your mouth feels licking me. I know my thighs are wet from my orgasm. And the licking around my panties actually is nice adding something to the moment. I know you'd rather rip them off me, but you are true to my request

I groan, “Fuck you taste good.”

"Kiss me, I love how pussy taste too!!!!"

You move up and kiss me, our tongues battling.
Your one hand on my breast, squeezing it thru my bra, the other rubbing the vibrator against me. Making me even more turned on.

"That feels so good, don't stop!!!!! I want to cum more"

 

[Houstonguy30]

The kiss is passionate and lust filled. DAMN you can kiss. Your tongue. It’s. Perfect. Soft, hot, and so… perfect.

"That feels so good, don't stop!!!!! I want to cum more"

YES. Fuck yes, I’ll make you cum all night long. I consider going to the next level and introducing you to some new toys, but I would need you naked to introduce butt plugs or the Sybian into tonight. No, that’s for tomorrow. And the next day. And the next. Fuck, I could get used to this.

I don’t even realize I’ve been daydreaming while the vibrator has been doing its job. I feel your hand move to the top of my head and push me lower.

I go back to licking around your panties as the clit-sucking vibrator continues on its highest setting. I’m impressed - I can’t believe you can take it on that high of a setting for so long. I lick around your panties and wiggle a finger underneath. This time I press my index finger to the rosebud of your ass and apply pressure, testing whether this is a ‘no go’ zone or not. At the same time I start sucking the drenches panties, right over your vaginal opening.

 

[Becaa57]

I go back to licking around your panties as the clit-sucking vibrator continues on its highest setting. I’m impressed - I can’t believe you can take it on that high of a setting for so long. I lick around your panties and wiggle a finger underneath. This time I press my index finger to the rosebud of your ass and apply pressure, testing whether this is a ‘no go’ zone or not. At the same time I start sucking the drenches panties, right over your vaginal opening.

I've never cum so often from a vibrator, even when using one with someone else. This one is giving me orgasm after orgasm.
It feels so good, but different for his mouth to be on me through my panties, I know they are soaked through so in a way he's getting what he would if I was nude, which I really want to be.

Then I feel his fingers going under them again.

Thinking he is going to my pussy again, but instead he goes to my bottom, pressing against my rosebud, something I haven't felt in a vey long time. Actually with his daughter

Prssing back against his finger
"Yesssss I like that!!!!!!!!!!!"

Between his mouth on my pussy, his finger pushing into me and the vibrator on my clit.

"Going to cum again!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Ohhhh god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

Crying out as the biggest and most intense one yet washes over me. Clamping my legs on your head. I shudder and shake through my orgasm.

When done

"I reach down"

Honey I need to stop for a second, almost passed on that last one

 

[Houstonguy30]

The way your legs clamp around my head almost breaks me. I need to bury myself inside you and explode. But I’m in this for the long haul so I hold back. Your panties are suddenly even more drenched. God, I wish you had done that all over my face instead of into your panties.

“Honey I need to stop for a second, almost passed on that last one“

Honey? Oh, my. We have really come a long way in a very short time.

I hum an “okay” sound as I continue lightly licking around your panties. I pull my finger from your ass, only one knuckle deep, and allow the panties to fall back against your dripping center once again.

I want to calm you, so I gently kiss all around your panties, trying NOT to arouse you, but to calm you.

Looking up your perfect body with the sexy nude lace bra and panty set barely on you, I say, “Mmmm.. You probably DO need to calm down a bit. You pick. Shower, Pool, Hot Tub, or calming massage?” I realize another option should be on the table as it is quite late. “Or Bed? I mean… You can have the master bed, I’ll take the guest room…”

I say the next part out loud, surprisingly. “Please say pool. I just want to float around for a bit and kiss you.”

 

[Becaa57]

Looking up your perfect body with the sexy nude lace bra and panty set barely on you, I say, “Mmmm.. You probably DO need to calm down a bit. You pick. Shower, Pool, Hot Tub, or calming massage?” I realize another option should be on the table as it is quite late. “Or Bed? I mean… You can have the master bed, I’ll take the guest room…”

I say the next part out loud, surprisingly. “Please say pool. I just want to float around for a bit and kiss you.”

I was really thinking only a couple of minutes, but the pool idea does sound nice.

"I will probably take up your offer on the bed tonight, but for now the pool sounds good"

Knowing what I'm wearing will turn more translucent in the water, but I'm holding both of us to them staying on. As hard as that is, builds character right?

"Let me just stay still with your fingers on me like this for a minute, then we can go into the pool, or even better the hot tub

 

[Houstonguy30]

I continue to stroke your skin at your request. Not to arouse, but to calm. I pet your stomach and arms and your legs. I lean down and grab your calf so I can direct you to bend your knee. This opens your center a bit, and I get a nice glimpse of your pussy juice sodden panties. I feel my cock harden even more in my silk boxers. How can I be THIS hard!?

After bending your knee, I start a nice slow foot massage of your right foot. Again, the focus on calming your nerves a bit. I grab your left calf and do the same, yet again opening your center even more. It would be SO easy to just maneuver myself between your opened legs and take you for my much needed relief.

Yet I focus on the tender, slow massage of your left foot, calming you more. After the foot massage I run my fingertips along your skin, watching the tension release in your body and your gorgeous face.

 

[Becaa57]

After bending your knee, I start a nice slow foot massage of your right foot. Again, the focus on calming your nerves a bit. I grab your left calf and do the same, yet again opening your center even more. It would be SO easy to just maneuver myself between your opened legs and take you for my much needed relief.

Yet I focus on the tender, slow massage of your left foot, calming you more. After the foot massage I run my fingertips along your skin, watching the tension release in your body and your gorgeous face.

I watch as you massage my foot and calfs. Knowing as you shift my legs, that you're exposing me to your gaze. Seeing the look on your face, pure lust. I know I'm totally open because I can feel the breeze on me.

I love the look on your face, lust but lust for me, been so long since anyone has looked at me wanting me, other then a quickie

"That feels so nice!!! You could charge for the foot massages!!"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"That feels so nice!!! You could charge for the foot massages!!"

I laugh. “Just the foot massages? Okay, I’ll be sure not to charge you for anything else. I’ll accept payment tomorrow.”

I continue massaging your foot, enjoying the softness of your skin. I move my massage up your leg to tour calf, and begin massaging there too.

“Ready for the hot tub? Or have you calmed down enough for the next round?” I begin running my hands up your leg, your thigh, and to your inner thigh. I gently trace my fingers up, nearing your drenched panties yet again.

 

[Becaa57]

“Ready for the hot tub? Or have you calmed down enough for the next round?” I begin running my hands up your leg, your thigh, and to your inner thigh. I gently trace my fingers up, nearing your drenched panties yet again.

"Hot tub later, I'm good to go for another round"
opening my legs for your fingers to keep exploring me. Watching you intently

 

[Houstonguy30]

I smile up at you. "Let's try something even more intense." I stand and walk over to the chest of drawers and open the second drawer. I have to adjust my full hard cock in the silk boxers, but I do so without any shame. After all, I think we're beyond that point.

I pull out the Maude Vibe and hold it up for you to see. I smile as I walk back to you, "It's a simple vibrator, but it's one of the most powerful I've found. This tip allows us to target your clitoris very efficiently. But again, I'm going to need your help since that pesky promise is still in effect." I lace my voice with as much sarcasm as possible so you know I'm pleasantly challenged by your 'no nude' rule.

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I walk over to you and kneel on the bed. Leaning over you, I bring my lips just an inch from yours and I stare into your eyes. "You are SO gorgeous. I'm going to need to see you cum a few more times... Okay my pet?"

 

[Becaa57]

I pull out the Maude Vibe and hold it up for you to see. I smile as I walk back to you, "It's a simple vibrator, but it's one of the most powerful I've found. This tip allows us to target your clitoris very efficiently. But again, I'm going to need your help since that pesky promise is still in effect." I lace my voice with as much sarcasm as possible so you know I'm pleasantly challenged by your 'no nude' rule.

"Well my clit is extremely sensitive right now!!!
Shifting to get comfortable again, my legs apart, chest still breathing heavily, but not panting. Still very excited.

"You seem to have a ton of toys!!!! I love it. I've never seen one like that before"

"As far as the promise" smiling mischievously. "Well consider it a challenge!! I'm sure you will rise to it" glancing pointedly at your crotch where your cock is straining against your boxers

"And will hopefully make the next time even better for us"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"You seem to have a ton of toys!!!! I love it. I've never seen one like that before" I grin and nod. I think to myself, You haven't seen anything yet. There is an entire sex room behind that red door for us to explore one day.

"Yes. I told you Helen and I built this place to enjoy each other. Having enough... tools close enough at hand at all times to do that was one of our design plans." I smile, trying to push away some of the heartache that came with that admission, since Helen and I never were able to experience this amazing house together. I imagine Helen watching over me right now, jealous because she wouldn't have abided by your 'no nude' rule. She'd be lapping between your legs right now if she were still here.

"And will hopefully make the next time even better for us" Good. We're still on 'there will be a next time' status. GOOD.

I smile and press the button on the vibe. It turns on the lowest setting, which is still quite fast and powerful. I press the vibrating head against your upper left chest and begin to trace it down towards your breast. I trace the outline of your bra and then delicately trace the vibrating head across your nipple. It's obvious where your nipples are, poking through the sexy nude lace bra. I hope the sensation is good, and I'm pleased when you moan and slide your hand over and touch my leg as I kneel next to your left side.

 

[Becaa57]

I smile and press the button on the vibe. It turns on the lowest setting, which is still quite fast and powerful. I press the vibrating head against your upper left chest and begin to trace it down towards your breast. I trace the outline of your bra and then delicately trace the vibrating head across your nipple. It's obvious where your nipples are, poking through the sexy nude lace bra. I hope the sensation is good, and I'm pleased when you moan and slide your hand over and touch my leg as I kneel next to your left side.

Wow!!! This is intense!!!! feeling you move the vibrator across my breasts, concentrating on my nipples. Who needs a man if you have these toys

Reaching out to stroke your thigh, trying to reach up higher to stroke you, but you keep it out of my reach.

"I like this one better I think!!! And no cord to get in the way"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"I like this one better I think!!! And no cord to get in the way"

"Well, this exploration is all about finding what you like best. I want to learn about every way I can bring you pleasure." As I speak, I slide the vibrator down and into your lace panties. I slide it to where I expect your clitoris is and at the same time I lean down and kiss you. "I could kiss you forever." I say as I continue gentle, loving kisses while the toy vibrates, unbeknownst to me, about a half inch from where you want it.

 

[Becaa57]

Well, this exploration is all about finding what you like best. I want to learn about every way I can bring you pleasure."

"Well you've given me a lot!!!!!"

Feeling as you move the vibrator over my clit and lips. Loving how aroused you have me, and you're continuing to keep me at knowing another orgasm is coming along.

I lean down and kiss you. "I could kiss you forever."

Lifting my lips to meet yours in the kiss.
"I would love for you to kiss me forever too!!!"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I continue kissing you, switching from tongue laden passionate kisses, to soft and loving kisses. I continue moving the vibrator under your panties, gauging your reactions until I know I'm right in the perfect spot for you.

"Cum for me, Rachel," I start whispering in between kisses, "Cum for me." I click up the speed on the toy to medium, and move it around a little more. I feel your hips begin to gyrate as you get closer. "Cum for me," I whisper, and kiss again.

Kiss. "You are so gorgeous...."
Kiss. "Do I get to make you cum everyday?"
Kiss. "You are perfect. Explode for me..."
Kiss. "I can't wait to finally HAVE you...."
Kiss. You finally explode, grabbing my arm and digging your fingers into it as your body convulses.