Why I am gay

ponyboy45

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Just a few thoughts that I have on this subject. . . .

I think that I knew that I was gay at a very early age. I do know that I have always liked playing with boys more than girls. Even growing up when guys would grab my ass or we showed each other our cocks, I have to admit that I really enjoyed such things. There were some guys that I went to school with and lived on my same street that would actually get naked in bed together and do things together. Anal sex was the number one thing. I never did anything with another boy however until after I joined the Navy at 23 years of age. However I did like getting naked outside and jacking off. Often times I would go outside, pull off my clothes off, jack off as I imagined what it must feel like to have a guys cock in my ass, and then go back inside totally nude and stay that way for a while. I think that I have always enjoyed jacking off and playing with my ass. The feeling that it gives me is awesome. However, having a guy suck me off or fuck me in the ass is better than any feeling that I know -- especially being fucked in the ass.

I never really dated when I was in High School. I never really had a desire or interest to. But, I did look forward to gym class as it gave me an opportunity to check all of the guys without their clothes on. and a chance to show off my naked body to them.

It was not until after I joined the Navy in 1981 that my feelings for other guys really started to surface. I was stationed in San Diego and one day while on liberty I decided to visit an adult bookstore. Whereas a lot of guys would be attracted to the magazines and books with guys and girls having sex, I was immediately drawn to the gay section. Much to my surprise so where quite a few other guys. I was even amazed that some guys that were in the gay section actually were brave enough to wear their uniforms. Anyway, I liked what I saw in the magazines. As most adult bookstores have movie preview booths, I soon got hooked watching gay movie after gay movie. Of course the scenes that turned me on the most were the scenes of guys fucking each other in the ass. I knew that I definitely wanted to try it.

One day while I was on liberty I came across a gay movie theater and decided to go in. Much to my surprise there were guys who were totally naked having sex with one another right there in the theater. I was asked by a guy there if I wanted to have sex and agreed. That is when I was fucked for the very first time and have loved it ever since. After that experience I frequented adult bookstores, gay theaters, and later bath houses hooking up with guys for some hot man to man action.

Please understand that I have had sex on a few occassions with women, but it just wasn't the same for me. I just don't get the same sexual pleasures that I do when I am with another man. The feeling that I get when a guy is fucking my ass is incredible. Being with a women and having intercourse with her just doesn't begin to compare. I think that I have known that I am gay since my early teenage years and now at 45 years of age I have to say that being gay is definitely the way for me.

Again, just a few of my thoughts. . . .

http://www.all-gay-sex.biz/gay-sex-pics/gay-orgy-12.jpg
The picture above is my ideal of great sex.
 
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So, which one are you in that picture? ;)

I never dated in high school either. I knew I was at least bisexual, because I had crushes on both boys and girls, but I never did anything about it...I was mostly too busy with activities. (Yearbook, color guard, etc.) Now that I look back on it, the guys I had crushes on were fairly androgynous and beautiful, which probably explains my current love of butch women. :)
 
thank you for posting your story...it's nice to learn of your background...i'll look for your other posts

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Which guy am I?

Now that's a silly question. :) Just kidding! I would definitely be the guy in the middle. Sucking a guy off and getting fucked in the ass at the same time is an awesome experience. I like sucking guys cocks but I LOVE being fucked in the ass, especially bareback and having a guy or guys fill my ass with their HOT CUM. I really enjoy being naked and having sex with guys. Always have -- always will. I have loved boys and have known that I was gay ever since I was 15 or 16 years old. I am 45 now and gay is definitely the way to go for me. No offense ladies, but give me a hard cock to play with any day!! Especially in my ass. As I mentioned in the first part of this post, there were teenage guys in my neighborhood that were sexually active with one another -- especially anal sex. I never joined in, but looking back in retrospect, if I knew gay sex was this GREAT, I sure would have.
 
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Re: Yeah, that's nice...

Stuponfucious said:
But why are you gay?

Point well taken. I suppose I should have titled the post "How I Know I Am Gay" or something to that effect. Anyway, to try and answer the question why I am gay -- I am gay because I choose to be and because I find great sexual pleasure in gay sex -- more so than heterosexual sex. I am gay because I am sexually attracted to men, not women. Although I do have some women friends. They could only be friends. When it comes time to get down to business I prefer to be with another guy. I am gay beacause I enjoy the sensual feelings that I get from having sex with another man. These are just a few of the reasons. Hope this answers the question better.
 
Re: Re: Yeah, that's nice...

ponyboy45 said:
Point well taken. I suppose I should have titled the post "How I Know I Am Gay" or something to that effect. Anyway, to try and answer the question why I am gay -- I am gay because I choose to be and because I find great sexual pleasure in gay sex -- more so than heterosexual sex. I am gay because I am sexually attracted to men, not women. Although I do have some women friends. They could only be friends. When it comes time to get down to business I prefer to be with another guy. I am gay beacause I enjoy the sensual feelings that I get from having sex with another man. These are just a few of the reasons. Hope this answers the question better.

Thank you, that was a very well thought out answer. I appreciate your candor.
 
ponyboy45 said:
[I did look forward to gym class as it gave me an opportunity to check all of the guys without their clothes on. and a chance to show off my naked body to them.

I loved that too!
 
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