Snowman5933
Really Really Experienced
- Joined
- Jan 10, 2006
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- 312
I've hung around lit for a while and occasionally drop by this board to see what topics are being discussed. I must say that after reading some of your post I have a huge amount of respect for people in the BDSM community. That said, I would like some help.
Every now and again I get extremely horny (don't we all), but normal fantasies (blowjobs, threesomes, anal), while great, aren't enough to give me the relief I so desperately need. That's when I normally end up searching for spanking content on the internet. I like the over the knee, hand spanking, but what sends me through the roof is watching someone get paddled. I don't like the cane or strap and will click away if I even see it on the screen. I don't know why but it bothers me alot, but I love the paddle.
Growing up I was a normal child, but I never got spanked at home by my parents (they did not believe in this type of punishment), but I got into trouble at school a few times, which resulted in a very unpleasent trip to the office and being paddled. I remember being paddled in the 5th grade (for not turning in an assignment), in the 6th grade (for blowing spit balls....probably deserved that one), and in the 9th grade (for fighting....I won the fight, or so I thought). My high school was very small (their were about 65 students in my class) and you could here it echo throughout the building whenever someone got paddled. I remember my heart would race and I would get very anxious anytime I would hear the sound. I remember my senior year a bunch of girls from my class went on an overnight trip and got caught drinking (these were all the beautiful, popular types....cheerleaders, so on). I was sitting in the hall by my locker which was in eyesight of the principals office when he began calling about a dozen of the finest girls in my class to his office. They formed a line outside in the hall and I could tell they were extremely nervous. One by one they were called inside and given three licks with the paddle. I can remember the flushed looks on their faces as they exited the office. I must have had a hard-on ten miles long that day.
Ok, present day. I have this deep down wish to be spanked (actually paddled by my SO). I would like to make a paddle for the occasion (are there measurements available anywhere), but here's my question, do I just blurt it out, how do I bring it up. And I don't just want to be paddled....I want some type of scenario to play out. Not just will you spank me....ok bend over. Where do I go from here? Someone help?
Snowman
Every now and again I get extremely horny (don't we all), but normal fantasies (blowjobs, threesomes, anal), while great, aren't enough to give me the relief I so desperately need. That's when I normally end up searching for spanking content on the internet. I like the over the knee, hand spanking, but what sends me through the roof is watching someone get paddled. I don't like the cane or strap and will click away if I even see it on the screen. I don't know why but it bothers me alot, but I love the paddle.
Growing up I was a normal child, but I never got spanked at home by my parents (they did not believe in this type of punishment), but I got into trouble at school a few times, which resulted in a very unpleasent trip to the office and being paddled. I remember being paddled in the 5th grade (for not turning in an assignment), in the 6th grade (for blowing spit balls....probably deserved that one), and in the 9th grade (for fighting....I won the fight, or so I thought). My high school was very small (their were about 65 students in my class) and you could here it echo throughout the building whenever someone got paddled. I remember my heart would race and I would get very anxious anytime I would hear the sound. I remember my senior year a bunch of girls from my class went on an overnight trip and got caught drinking (these were all the beautiful, popular types....cheerleaders, so on). I was sitting in the hall by my locker which was in eyesight of the principals office when he began calling about a dozen of the finest girls in my class to his office. They formed a line outside in the hall and I could tell they were extremely nervous. One by one they were called inside and given three licks with the paddle. I can remember the flushed looks on their faces as they exited the office. I must have had a hard-on ten miles long that day.
Ok, present day. I have this deep down wish to be spanked (actually paddled by my SO). I would like to make a paddle for the occasion (are there measurements available anywhere), but here's my question, do I just blurt it out, how do I bring it up. And I don't just want to be paddled....I want some type of scenario to play out. Not just will you spank me....ok bend over. Where do I go from here? Someone help?
Snowman
