Why Being His Slave Brings Happiness to *Me*

[~Dream~]

In real life,I actually "became'Master Artful's slave on August 12,2002,His birthday when He chose to honor me by offering unto me,His collar.I lovingly accepted it with great joy and at the same time gave Him a gift in return ,my Trust through my submission..as much of it that I could give unto Him, was willingly gave.

MY training to be His submissive slave,began on or about May 20th of this year tho as Master accepted me as online only before 'discovering' how sincere I was to take it further and before finding out that He was starting to have 'feelings' for me as I was for Him.We were in constant communication via the phone ,Yahoo messenger,and my letters to Him..

I asked Him to allow me to come visit Him in Arkansas ,where He lives in August ,and bring our relationship into a skin-to skin mode...I had a great desire to meet Him face-to face,make Him 'more Real' to me.
I was so excited at the prospect of meeting Him ,feeling Him ,and actually being able to 'touch' Him,to really do all the things that people in a BDSM relationship do..To at long last ... be "Bound" by Him..

My heart must've skipped a thousand beats the very first time I stood before Him fully nude,so self-conscious ,so 'embarrassed',hands behind my back,so eager to please.He made me feel so accepted when I saw the way His eyes sparkled when He looked at me,and the smile of happiness on His face..When He reached His hand for mine,and bid me to join Him in bed,and then told me I was accepted,I truly felt I was 'home'.it was a feeling that I have never felt before in my whole life,the only way to desribe it would be to say ,at last Dream was "complete".

Master took me to "subspace and back with hardly any effort at all,it felt so REAL and so Right for me to submit Totally to His will,His wishes,His desires ,His commands..he bound me to the spreader bars,and gave me a hard wonderful spanking..I was in heaven from the pain..
The pain brought me pleasure.I wanted to cum time and time again for Him.. I felt so helpless,yet so safe..the same for when He cuffed me to the chair and blindfolded me =omg yesss!! I loved that!!

Our relationship is LDR/online only right now but it is 24/7 TPE too and its much harder now that we are again apart.It is still a very REAL relationship nonetheless..We are BOTH comitted for it to suceed as we make it skin-to skin again next June until the day we die.

Being His slave makes me happy ,because I LOVE the feeling of being "owned' by Him..I am His 'treasure"there is No other woman for Master ,those are His words to me ..'what woman in this world wouldnt die to hear those words from a man?- and better yet ,to KNOW they are "Sincere'.I am finding out who I am on the inside,seeing my Real Beauty",finding my sexual "kinks',filling my Need to 'serve' ,all because one man cared so very much to give me what I have been searching 45 years to find.

I get encouragement to learn more and educate myself,and I get companionship when we are together.I get the 'safety' of His control.
As His slave ,,I am in my own right a woman ,but not just any woman ,for I am Master Artful's. He is as much mine as I am His and I feel it more everyday.

Slaves have their ups and downs as well as any other submissives,we hurt ,we have pain ,but we are also capable of alot of Love..No one is Perfect and I dont need to strive to be. I will do better and learn more as He guides me in His own time.Sooner or later, He will have ALL my trust..and I know He will have EARNED it..

We will make our relationship work as we are BEST for each other.I dont have to live up to ANYONE else's expectations of what a BDSM relationship is ,only mine and Artful's interpretations.and expectations..

Being His slave brings happiness to me because He allow me to be 'ME',period , no judgements and no criticism as I feel it should be in any HEALTHY realtionship..

**why or HOW does Your Dom/mes bring happiness to you? **

 

[~Dream~]

GEEZ I REALLY DO

know how to spell the word "why' too lol sorry about that

 

[~Dream~]

shameless bump

geez

 

[Ghost's amaris]

Why Being His slave makes me happy

That is a tough one yet and easy question to answer. It is tough because there is so much that makes me happy in being his slave and so easy because I am.

I would have to say that in mine and Ghost_of_Winters case it is a hard question to answer.

Ghost_of_Winter and myself started out in January of this year when he started traing me to be his slave. In order for him to do that though he had to tell me what it was and about it to begin with as i had no idea what it was. He could tell from talking to me that I was a submissive at heart and I was just didnt know what I was at the time. He sent me to websites to read and learn about the BDSM lifestyle. As I read and learned I would constanly ask him questions. Why is this what is that. The best part was I finally found where I fit in this world. I would never tell anyone how i really felt before. I dont like makeing decisions or anything else that is not the person I am.

In June of this year we met for the first time in R/L. From the first moment we saw each other we knew that we were the ones for each other. I met him in a group of other Webmasters/tresses. I walked upto him and gave him a hug and kiss with my bag still on my shoulder. He then stood up and took my bag from my shoulder and lead me to our room. Where we proceeded our meeting and introduction physically to eath other. We unfortunately only had 2 nites and 3 days together. The good thing was there was another D/s couple there that we respected and spent quite a bit of time with them.

On September 24, 2002 I accept Ghost_of_Winters collar and gave him 2 wonderful and meaningful gift in exchange. The first give was my submission the second gift what my leash. He placed his collar around my neck and I placed my leash in his hand then hooked it to my collar.

I as Dream have delt with alot of extrordinary things in my 28 years and it has been in the very recent past most of it. I was in a terribly abusive realationship. It was ment, physical, and phychological. I was raped as a teenager. It was very hard for me to at first give my submission to Ghost_of_Winter but we both learned to trust each other.

That is what makes our relationship as strong as it is today. I am happy to be his slave because he takes care of me in the action of pleasing and taking care of himself. He listens, admits when he is wrong, and will even work me through all my troubles and fears. We have broken away some of my hard limits and not by manipulation but by discussions and learning. I am also respected as his submissive, but his equal at the same time.

That is what I am happy to be Ghost_of_Winters slave and submit to him heart, mind, body, and soul.

Ghost's amaris