Original_Cyn2
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Where Master, where…do those feelings reside
The ones we created that burned deep inside
That flame of devotion, brilliant and blue
That flickered and danced in adoration of you
One direct look, or the flick of your wrist
And inside my head would tumble the gist
Of whatever, whenever, wherever you
Needed or wanted something I'd do
Feelings that tumbled and surged in delight
Mirrored in your eyes, my perpetual fight
To give myself, utterly, totally true
Always a bit more, You’d earned as Your due
The bite of the chains on my ankles and wrists
Had none of the strength in comparison with
The bonds forged between us of our consent
To live out our lives in the way they were meant
To live side by side, to seek and to grow
To harness the strength of that exquisite glow
And share between two, something barely perceived
So magnificent, so heady, so hard to believe
That submission, not simple, could lead to a height
Where your whims and your will encouraged my flight
To make of myself something greater and more
Than I would have been, before you…before…
Your ropes bound my flesh while your will freed my soul
To strive for perfection, beneath your control
Until finally the day came, stunning, surreal
When my need surpassed anything I’d imagined I’d feel
Part of our bond was the unspoken word
And yet once again my silence you heard
You beckoned me forward, to drop and to serve
Smiling and patient as I gathered my nerve
And I knelt there before you, my lips forming a plea
That gave voice to the silence and I begged you to see
That without you I’m much less than I wanted to be
And please, Master, please… make a slave out of me
I offer the one thing, the only, that’s mine
My freewill to choose with whom to bind
While the tears in your eyes and pride in your smile
Lick at my senses, to totally beguile
A collar of raw golden links that protect
The pulse of my heart where it lies on my neck
Then below, so much lower , seared into my flesh
The brand of initials a permanent caress
Each of these gifts defined a life goal
Of creating a love, respectful, healthy and whole
A symbol of power, possession and pride
Worn honorably until the day that you died
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
On a dark autumns sunset I look to the past
Two years to the day when I saw you last
Ashes on wind over a blue oceans tide
My eyes full of tears and I’ve faltered in stride
For you Master… you… I held my head high
When something inside of me wanted to die
Senses and feelings once exquisite in height
Flickered and dimmed in shadows twilight
For two years, my Master, my lover, my friend
That light lost all color, grayed, threatened to end
And just at that minute, that moment in time
When I’d thought that I’d lost what you’d shown to be mine
A shimmer of color, pale as a ghost
Tints a gray flame and makes it its host
An echo of color in that flickering light
It shows what we’ve shared has continued to fight
For survival, my Master, my lover, I’m rife
With the need to surrender and recapture my life
I’m ready, beloved to stand up and embrace
The possibility that there may be a trace
Of the need that lies deep in the heart of my soul
A flame to rekindle, protect and behold
I’ll keep it in trust for the time when its right
When some familiar stranger recognizes my plight
Who’ll hold out his hand and rekindle the flight
To whom I’ll offer my devotion and stand to his right
So where, Master, where do I find my surcease
To renew the flame and find stirrings of peace
My lover, my Master, my mentor, my friend…
I'm ready to resume the journey again.
In Memory of Him
9/24/09
Copyright 2009 - heidi michelle
The ones we created that burned deep inside
That flame of devotion, brilliant and blue
That flickered and danced in adoration of you
One direct look, or the flick of your wrist
And inside my head would tumble the gist
Of whatever, whenever, wherever you
Needed or wanted something I'd do
Feelings that tumbled and surged in delight
Mirrored in your eyes, my perpetual fight
To give myself, utterly, totally true
Always a bit more, You’d earned as Your due
The bite of the chains on my ankles and wrists
Had none of the strength in comparison with
The bonds forged between us of our consent
To live out our lives in the way they were meant
To live side by side, to seek and to grow
To harness the strength of that exquisite glow
And share between two, something barely perceived
So magnificent, so heady, so hard to believe
That submission, not simple, could lead to a height
Where your whims and your will encouraged my flight
To make of myself something greater and more
Than I would have been, before you…before…
Your ropes bound my flesh while your will freed my soul
To strive for perfection, beneath your control
Until finally the day came, stunning, surreal
When my need surpassed anything I’d imagined I’d feel
Part of our bond was the unspoken word
And yet once again my silence you heard
You beckoned me forward, to drop and to serve
Smiling and patient as I gathered my nerve
And I knelt there before you, my lips forming a plea
That gave voice to the silence and I begged you to see
That without you I’m much less than I wanted to be
And please, Master, please… make a slave out of me
I offer the one thing, the only, that’s mine
My freewill to choose with whom to bind
While the tears in your eyes and pride in your smile
Lick at my senses, to totally beguile
A collar of raw golden links that protect
The pulse of my heart where it lies on my neck
Then below, so much lower , seared into my flesh
The brand of initials a permanent caress
Each of these gifts defined a life goal
Of creating a love, respectful, healthy and whole
A symbol of power, possession and pride
Worn honorably until the day that you died
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
On a dark autumns sunset I look to the past
Two years to the day when I saw you last
Ashes on wind over a blue oceans tide
My eyes full of tears and I’ve faltered in stride
For you Master… you… I held my head high
When something inside of me wanted to die
Senses and feelings once exquisite in height
Flickered and dimmed in shadows twilight
For two years, my Master, my lover, my friend
That light lost all color, grayed, threatened to end
And just at that minute, that moment in time
When I’d thought that I’d lost what you’d shown to be mine
A shimmer of color, pale as a ghost
Tints a gray flame and makes it its host
An echo of color in that flickering light
It shows what we’ve shared has continued to fight
For survival, my Master, my lover, I’m rife
With the need to surrender and recapture my life
I’m ready, beloved to stand up and embrace
The possibility that there may be a trace
Of the need that lies deep in the heart of my soul
A flame to rekindle, protect and behold
I’ll keep it in trust for the time when its right
When some familiar stranger recognizes my plight
Who’ll hold out his hand and rekindle the flight
To whom I’ll offer my devotion and stand to his right
So where, Master, where do I find my surcease
To renew the flame and find stirrings of peace
My lover, my Master, my mentor, my friend…
I'm ready to resume the journey again.
In Memory of Him
9/24/09
Copyright 2009 - heidi michelle
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