When did you realise you were a sub sissy?

I believe I really realized that I was a sub sissy when I had been pegged for the first time. I was in my mid 40's and she set up a camera and filmed us. This was the first time I was pegged. Despite the fact that it hurt the entire time. I love her demanding that I fuck on her big dick. I also loved watching and masturbating to the video afterwards many times. From that point on, I crave my asshole filled. Then I met a dominatrix who required that most humiliating and delicious things of me. I began eating my cum, piss drinking, wearing a tampon up my ass in public, wearing women's skirts and much more for her. She loved degrading me in the most obscene ways. I loved it. I also found that I loved the release of being unabashed as I rode her fat cock or took her entire hand inside my pussy.
 
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When I was little, probably around 5 years old. I played “House” with the boy next door. I was ALWAYS the wife/mom.

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Same here! Whenever our group of 4 friends would be together at a house or our in the woods, since I was the smallest, I always had to play the girl role in whatever game or pretend we were playing. That later evolved into other things, which I still think about fondly.
 
Aw thank you .....the excitement of just ringing the tel no on sexy messages on toilet wall was wonderful....He was probably only about 30 but was so experienced and his assertiveness in a confident way plus of course his tongue lapping my ass had my legs spread wide open like I had always been fucked in the ass. I fucking loved it and still do.....
When he took me the Gemini club in Huddersfield the weekend after he instructed me to wear stockings and suspenders and tiny panties under my regular clothes as he would want to fuck me at some point and maybe his friends would.
When Jimmy introduced me to his 1st friend in the club he said somethimg like "what an amazing fuck and I was definitely but no longrr an anal virgin"
He took me back to his and fucked me all night but all nigjt in the club a couple of his mates were groping me and telling me how hard they were going to fuck me.....didnt do but the excitement ....wow
I love that he had you wear tiny panties.
 
Another time I knew for sure, what's that I was so anxious to get with my friend., i probably changed my clothes three or four times to make sure I was wearing something that he would really like. It seems I always ended up wearing lace panties for him.
 
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I wonder if I should have known I could be this, even at a very young age based on nothing at all sexual. Because we all hear that the left v right hemisphere in the brain uses a different means of information processing - left is analytical and the right more emotive/creative. Yet I was a little scientist then mathematician but...also if there's any skill I would call "natural" for me? It's music - not just playing but the whole thing - my piano teacher had me whizzing (not urinating but progressing rapidly through...) through college music theory books at the ripe age of 10. And I self-taught other instruments including guitar and sax and I would say piano, guitar and sax use very different body movements and skills on that dimension, but they are all subsumed under a similar concept and symbolic system (music theory). Of course, I also know that cognitive psychologists (read: idiots) see deep-level similarities between music and math. (P.S. I was a cog psych...so simmer down!). My point is my brain has always been located inside my skull. I mean, it's always been both analytic and artistic. So I probably should have known even at age 7 someday I'd love cock. Yet I had no clue.
 
When a girl called me that at school and was confirmed when my male cousins wanted me to watch them jerk off. They got a kick out of making me watch.
 
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Apart from being a submissive maid, I never really feel Domme unless I'm asked to be by some of them. And I usually can't do it.

That's how I know I'm a submissive sissy for life. I do Domme very cute sissies but I'd prefer a sexy trans Domme to dominate us both.
 
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In my 20s. My top was 50s and a coworker. I had sucked him and bottomed for him but the feeling didn’t happen until he hired an Asian nail lady to come to his place. She shaved my body, made me up with make up and wig, manicure and pedicure. He then had me dress in a lingerie set and lay in bed and wait for him. As he kissed me and we made eye contact, he was penetrating me and said “you are mine now”. This was when realized I was a sub sissy. I was his gurl for more than two years before I moved for work.
Hot telling of your experience! I'm still looking for the femboy near me to make my own.
 
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