When did you know?

For me it was simply an evolution of attraction. When I started noticing what attracted me to women I would notice similar things in men that I was attracted to as well. I never thought of it as weird, even talked to my mom about it.

To this day I never thought it was strange that my first sex talk had my mom telling me to make sure he wears a condom, too. It was just a normal part of life in my family. My sister is the same way. She's always liked girls and guys.

It wasn't until I was in college that I finally acted on the feelings I had for guys. I'd had crushes and side long glances. But never the act. Found out a guy from a forum I was a member of lived in my town so we got e-mailing. He mentioned he was gay and I told him I was interested but had never had the chance to try.

He was a tall, thin, chocolate Adonis. Beautiful from his head to his toes. A sloppy kisser but he could suck with the best of them. One of the biggest guys I've ever taken and he was my first!

He's probably the reason now I love interracial porn so much!
 
A Long Time Ago

I think I knew in my teens but wasn't real sure how bi I was or for sure if it wasn't just a passing thing.
 
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when I knew

I knew the moment I first took a cock in my mouth. I knew then that I was a cock sucker and have not regreted it at all. That was 14 years ago and I am still sucking cocks. I love it.
 
I knew in middle school...massive crush on a high school girl. Sigh...
Then discovered my dad's Playboys, and would sneak peeks.
And my first love...in high school, with one of my best friends...never acted on it...didn't want to lose the friendship.
 
It took me quite a few years to come to terms with being gay unfortunately. I recall when I was younger reading in the letters section of Penthouse magazine descriptions of bisexual threeways where two men have sex. That was an enormous turn on for me but I simply couldn't deal with it emotionally then at all. Fast forward to my late forties. My wife and I aren't having sex much at all, I'm frustrated as all get out so I post an ad on a well know hookup site looking for sex and there was an orientation box to be checked. That may not be when I knew but it was then when I finally acknowledged to myself that I was to some extent gay.
 
It took me quite a few years to come to terms with being gay unfortunately. I recall when I was younger reading in the letters section of Penthouse magazine descriptions of bisexual threeways where two men have sex. That was an enormous turn on for me but I simply couldn't deal with it emotionally then at all. Fast forward to my late forties. My wife and I aren't having sex much at all, I'm frustrated as all get out so I post an ad on a well know hookup site looking for sex and there was an orientation box to be checked. That may not be when I knew but it was then when I finally acknowledged to myself that I was to some extent gay.

The biggest part about coming out, is often admitting it to yourself, and accepting it.
 
for me it was the first time i sucked a cock ,it felt so right and i knew that girls didnt have the same equipment and that i wanted this wonderful thing to continue ,having a cock in my mouth and knowing i was the reason it was cumming in my mouth and i never looked back.
 
For me, it wasn't until my late 30s that I became more than curious about sex with men. It started with a physiological response to shemale porn I ran across. I started watching and cumming to that alot. I then came across lit and started with trans stories but read a couple of gay stories. I read a few by DW_Simon and a switch flipped so to speak. I began watching and reading almost exclusively gay porn. I used to fantasize about being the "top" but soon came to the realization (with the help of some toys) I am definitely a bottom. I started IM'ing on yahoo with men and having very intense orgasms.

Before I discovered this, I was pretty much "one and done" with my wife, taking a long time to recover for round 2. Chalking it up to be in my 40s. Well what I discovered with men is I am often ready for round 2 in 10 to 15 minutes.

I have never cheated on a partner and wouldn't for a simple encounter but if the right guy was in front of me and an actual long term affair was staring me in the face, I would be conflicted.......
 
I think all of us will always remember our first with fondness:kiss::heart:;)

It's so true! I still get a tingly feeling when I think about him every once in a while.

I bump into his dad more now as we live in the same neighborhood, and I see him and his wife taking walks. I would always ask about his son, he finally put 2 and 2 together, especially after his son mentioned to him that he and his husband had dinner with me and my bf....I don't think his dad knew I was gay...
 
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