What's wrong with you?

[M's girl]

LOL, moderators have no special perks here except to file SPAM for the site owners to take care of...and it isn't that big an issue to occupy my time given we have so many who change their username several times (or have Alts), and sometimes even post under more than one of them at the same time.

Catalina

Yeah, plus people who really use alts or whatever and don't want to be found out usually use different computers/connections or roaming IP's....

 

[M's girl]

I care too much.

I'm impatient.

I'm a workaholic and a perfectionist.

I try too hard to please everyone else.

I hate my stomach.

I tolerate a lot then explode.

I'm too optimistic at times.

I give my trust because its harder to keep it than earn it but then get disappointed when someone doesn't work hard enough to keep it.

I have low confidence and self esteem issues in some instances thanks to my mother always being disappointed in me no matter how perfect I was.

I'm overly proud and won't ask for help even if I really need it.

I'm opinionated and have no problem speaking my mind which makes people feel intimidated by me.

I live life by the challenge. If I'm not challenged I get bored.

I take on too many things because I don't know how to say no.

Djeez who are you? Are you me?

 

[Homburg]

Yes!!! And then I start to get so emotional that I can't even talk because I'm crying too hard. Grrrr.....people don't take you seriously when you're crying while angry.

If I get angry, really angry, I will sometimes start to cry out of sheer rage and frustration. I get taken very seriously then, but, as we've established, I'm a large scary dude.

Luckily I don't get that angry very often. When I do, I generally just leave, go off somewhere by myself. Safer that way.

 

[VelvetDarkness]

When I get really angry I usually vacate the discussion until I've calmed down. If that's not a option or someone takes it upon themselves to back me into a corner, I can have an all out argument with the best of them. Then I hurt people's feelings and feel bad even if a win the discussion.

Ok, my flaws ~ both physical and psychological.

1a) I am epileptic so I can't drive and am forever at the mercy of a public transport system that treats pedestrians as an underclass. Even if I leave with plenty of time some overpaid train driver (they don't even have to fucking steer!) will down tools and cause a cancellation, or there are leaves on the line, or snow, or the remains of an asylum seeker. I always feel like a stupid kid when I arrive to something late and have to say, "I'm really sorry but the train was cancelled/delayed/blown to fuck by crimson jihad."

1b) Because of the epilepsy I need a lot of sleep, at least 8 hours per night and I'm ralking quality shut-eye here. My wonderful Master, perfect though he is in every other way, snores like a ships fog horn on acid. He starts snoring before he falls asleep and has the rare talent of snoring regadless of the positon he sleeps in. I wear earplugs to no avail. He's going to see a GP about it but in the meantime I wake every day feeling like crap, snap at him and get my ass whacked.

2) I am vegan and have food allergies and am always seen as picky and awkward in restaurants, which I really hate.

3) I worry too much and find it hard to be positive. Naturally upbeat people are a mystery to me. I have become so cynical that I no longer see any point in voting and those dedicated to positive change are always in the minority. I hate the modern attitude of not giving a shit about anyone but yourself. I worry about the environment and third world while knowing that my personal exertions recycling, donating and being an ethical consumer amount to fuck all in the scheme of things. It's depressing at times.

4) My father is a bastard. It's his birthday this month and I don't even have an address for him. I hate the fact that I still care when he clearly doesn't, it makes me feel weak and gullible.

5) I hate my little sister. It's only in the last year that this emotion has crystallized. We have gone our separate ways and I doubt we will ever speak again. I hated offering olive branches for the sake of our mother, who was ill, only to give her the opportunity to piss on them. We will never speak again. She could die tomorrow and I wouldn't know. I'm sad about it but know it was the right decision to finally cut all ties.

This is getting a bit deep. Time out.

 

[HB1965]

You know it's interesting...

Some of the things that we say are "wrong" with us are actually things that we can't help, and I have to say are being handled quite admirably.

I have a lot of respect for the people here at this forum, and it grows everyday!

 

[FurryFury]

I agree. I also think it's worth noting that the things wrong with us are often the flip side of what is right with us.

 

[rida]

I am a procrastinator
I am horrible in keeping a house clean and orderly
I want to micromanage everything
I get easily obsessed with things, persons, ideas
I am bad at keeping int touch with people/friends/family and often forget their b-day...
I cannot shut up and my voice is too loud

but I am working on improving ... starting from tomorrow

 

[DVS]

What's wrong with me? Nothing. I'm prefect. It's all of the other idiots out there that are doing their best to piss me off. I guess I let them get to me...that's what's wrong with me.

[1]The idiots in their cars who don't know how to drive. And when they almost cause a collision with you, they give you the evil look, as if it's your fault and you are the lousy driver. Who do they think they are kidding, besides themselves?

[2]The idiots who think their time is worth more than everybody else's. They speed up when their lane is ending, to get ahead in line. Sometimes, it's just two or three places in line, but they will always do it. What is so damn important anyway, except for their ego?

They have no problem looking hurt and needy so the always willing to help drivers in the main traffic lane will actually stop that lane's continuous movement and allow the needy asshole to cut in front of them. It doesn't seem to matter that it caused EVERYBODY in the main lane of traffic to slow down, and maybe even come to a stop, because the "always willing to help" driver is there and always willing to help.

[3]The idiots who are always willing to help. Just who decided they were in charge of traffic and time control for everybody behind them? When they get to that spot where the lane next to them is coming to an end and some idiot who thinks his time is worth more than everybody else's flashes that "I'm in a terrible hurry, please may I cut in front of you?" look so the idiot who's always willing to help actually slows down and lets them cut in front of them.

Hey buddy! Just because you want to be a nice guy, that doesn't mean everybody behind you wants to join in. The problem is everybody knows you're a gullible chump for letting that asshole in line. You're the enabler for his selfish mindset. Don't you see what's going on? Can't you see the larger picture?

If it weren't for people like you, dip shits like that wouldn't be able to get away with their selfish crap. If it weren't for you, the main lane of traffic wouldn't slow down to a stop every time one of those selfish creeps catch your eye. If it weren't for you enabling those pinheads to cut in front of you, the main lane of traffic would be going faster and with fewer slow downs. In fact, the main lane of traffic would actually be going at a decent speed.

Here's the deal. There is more than enough notice that the lane is ending for anybody to merge before that time comes. And that's when the speed of traffic is fast enough that a merge won't cause the lane to slow down. If everybody merged when traffic was going at a decent speed, there would be no selfish creeps cutting in line at the last minute, making the traffic slow down.

If you people always willing to help could stop letting people cut in front of you then, traffic isn't slowed, and those drivers behind you, who obeyed the signs and merged when they should have, don't have to constantly tap their brakes while yet another dipshit is allowed to cut in line.

If the merge process is done correctly, there are minimal delays, everybody merges when they should, traffic isn't slowed needlessly, and everybody gets through the construction much faster, and with less hassle.

Don't let others cut in front of you, at the last minute. They had just as many chances to merge as the rest of us did, but decide they are more important.

They are allowed to continue this way, speeding up and squeasing in front of the rest of us only because there is always somebody willing to let them cut in line.

The right thing to do is not let them cut in line, and make them wait their turn, like the rest of us do. The hiways are for sharing and sharing dictates everybody does their share of the waiting, because we are all equal users of the road.

If someone pulls up and trys squeasing in front of you, don't let them. If they cause you to hit them, they are at fault, so I don't think they will risk that. Just don't slow down enough that they take that chance.

Don't be a chump! Your fellow drivers are behind you! Make the ass holes wait their turn, just like we all do.

Give me some time...I'll be back to complain about the assholes trying to drive and talk on their phones at the same time. Thank God, they aren't chewing gum, too!!

 

[LittleJade]

New additions, maybe some are repeats:


I'm a nut-case. As centered as I think I am sometimes, other times I just shock myself with how much of a tempestuous bitch I can be. As grown up as I sometimes think I am, I am an absolutely spoiled brat, and stamp my feet when I don't get what I want, sometimes. (Not literally, just proverbially).

I have jealousy issues- oh, but not in real life. In real life my partner can fuck whomever he wants. He can do whatever he likes, and I'm fine... even enthusiastic. No- I have jealousy issues online. Which makes me fucking crazy. I know, it's hypocritical, and it's ridiculous. I know. Trust me. Which is why it bugs me so much. I hate it. I work on it, but I hate it.

The control freak in me is coming out more and more lately. Most likely because I'm planning the wedding... but it's just like whoa. Nit-picking persnickety, detailed, anal retentive control freak.

Which brings me to the question- how can I be a good Domme, when I am an obsessive compulsive control freak? I don't have control over myself- the stupid little details do. The stupid systems I have to adhere by to maintain my sanity.. they do. How can I have control of a situation when little things are going to throw me so badly?


Self doubt is a motherfucking pain in the ass.

 

[xPinkxStarsx]

*I've become impatient with things and it drives me insane.*
*I hurt the one man I ever fell in love with and it still hurts me to this day.*
*I can get terrible mood swings.*
*I have trouble trusting people.*
*I care too much and it ends up not mattering anyway because I still get screwed over.*
*I've realized that my mom will never realize the pain she's caused her children and she will never change...I'm afraid of turning into her.*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Somethig new

I find that lately I am so scared of losing control that I know longer know how to let go. I talked about it to someone I care about and I have come to realize that most things that I do not have any control over scare the fuck out of me.

I have also noticed very recently, that I am terrified of starting anything new. I reach out for new experiences but the moment I almost have it, I freeze up and lock people out. I hate the emotions I get from the new thing, leaves me feeling unsure and confused.

 

[NALA CAYENNE]

If I get angry, really angry, I will sometimes start to cry out of sheer rage and frustration.

Luckily I don't get that angry very often. When I do, I generally just leave, go off somewhere by myself.

I know this feeling all too well.

 

[SubKekiLee]

Awwww me too.... thats when it is best for me walk away as well..