What I miss...

[IrishWolfhound]

On Sunday I kissed her goodbye.

On Monday, for reasons I don't understand, but have no choice but to accept, she told me she was never coming back.

And I have spent this week doing nothing but missing her.

I miss her voice.

I miss her calling me in the middle of the day to tell me she loves me.

I miss being able to call her in the middle of the day to hear some sanity in the midst of my chaos.

I miss having a reason to come home at night.

I miss hours of conversation about her day. About my day. About our life as it is, and how it could be.

I miss hearing her child's voice in the background as he played.

I miss hearing the purr of her kitten under her chin as we talk.

I miss midnight conversations, until we are both too tired to talk, but just want the feeling of being connected.

I miss hours of talking here. Posting on each other's threads. Seeing the AV I gave her.

I miss the teasing. The joking.

I miss laughing.

I miss that feeling she gave me every time she did something special. The wonder and amazement that comes when you realize that someone loves you as much as you love her.

I miss the smell of her when we were together.

The taste of her lips.

The taste of her skin.

The feel of her flesh against my lips.

The feeling when our bodies joined.

The feeling after, laying together.

Sleeping with our bodies touching.

Waking to start the process again.

Waking to watch her sleep by candle light.

Just staring at her incredible eyes.

I miss her personality.

I miss her sensuality.

I miss her totality.

Oh God, I miss her so much I think I will die of it.

 

[Debbie]

I wish I could say more that would help you in this time of loss of your loved one.
This is really hard on you. I am so sorry.

 

[lilminx]

Oh sweety, I'm so sorry that happened to you. You're such a sweetheart- I hate it when bad things happen to such nice people.

 

[IrishWolfhound]

I appreciate your saying this...

But this really wasnt a "pity pitch". Just getting it out I guess. And maybe giving others a forum to express their loss.

But thanks for the kind thoughts.

 

[PacificBlue]

{{{{Hug}}}}

 

[Bindii]

I'm sorry to hear that you are going through such a hard time right now.

Your post made me cry. She doesn't know what she is giving up - a man with soul.

((((hugs))))

 

[PepperminTrish]

Re: I appreciate your saying this...

But this really wasnt a "pity pitch". Just getting it out I guess. And maybe giving others a forum to express their loss.

But thanks for the kind thoughts.

No pity here just a very heart felt "I'm so sorry that you're hurting".

 

[IrishWolfhound]

Thank you all...

I kind of snuck under her radar last night and we talked. At least we have some communication going. Hope springs eternal.

 

[oceanbaby28]

On Sunday I kissed her goodbye.

On Monday, for reasons I don't understand, but have no choice but to accept, she told me she was never coming back.

And I have spent this week doing nothing but missing her.

I miss her voice.

I miss her calling me in the middle of the day to tell me she loves me.

I miss being able to call her in the middle of the day to hear some sanity in the midst of my chaos.

I miss having a reason to come home at night.

I miss hours of conversation about her day. About my day. About our life as it is, and how it could be.

I miss hearing her child's voice in the background as he played.

I miss hearing the purr of her kitten under her chin as we talk.

I miss midnight conversations, until we are both too tired to talk, but just want the feeling of being connected.

I miss hours of talking here. Posting on each other's threads. Seeing the AV I gave her.

I miss the teasing. The joking.

I miss laughing.

I miss that feeling she gave me every time she did something special. The wonder and amazement that comes when you realize that someone loves you as much as you love her.

I miss the smell of her when we were together.

The taste of her lips.

The taste of her skin.

The feel of her flesh against my lips.

The feeling when our bodies joined.

The feeling after, laying together.

Sleeping with our bodies touching.

Waking to start the process again.

Waking to watch her sleep by candle light.

Just staring at her incredible eyes.

I miss her personality.

I miss her sensuality.

I miss her totality.

Oh God, I miss her so much I think I will die of it.

IW... I'm feeling your pain sweetie. I don't know what to say to you that will heal or take away your pain. Just know that you're hurting bad... you're words say it all.

Have you tried to call her or write her?

You will be in my thoughts.

(((((((((((IrishWolfhound))))))))))))

 

[IrishWolfhound]

Oceanbaby...

See above. We talked for a long time last night. She feels as miserable as I do. We just don't have the solution, yet.

But I'm sure willing to work on it. And I think she is, too.

 

[oceanbaby28]

COOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLL

See above. We talked for a long time last night. She feels as miserable as I do. We just don't have the solution, yet.

But I'm sure willing to work on it. And I think she is, too.

Must have missed that last one while trying to think of something to write to you.

Glad the door is still open for you.

Best of luck!