What do you think started your ....

I was roleplaying a subbie online and the words alone would make me have to sit on a mop. Then the ideas and thoughts and beliefs rubed off on me...

Then one day IRL in the heat of the moment, he spanked me... from then on I was hooked ... or tied up... ::shrugs:: whichever is more convient.
 
Honestly.... I don't know. I have been thinking about it a great deal lately, and have come to the conclusion that I was just born this way.:p Seriously though, I remember being as young as 5 or 6 and offering myself up as the "slave girl" if caught in hide and seek. (yes, I was THAT little girl, the one all the mothers fear.) It is only just recently that I have actually started exploring this side of myself as an adult though.
 
A visit to a GennaTortures concert and an onstage whipping. Though I had alway been interestd, that really stoked the fire.
 
I went to a friend's birthday party...she didn't tell me her life had changed so much. When I arrived I was so taken back...I loved the scenes. It brought out the sub side in me...oh and I was wet within seconds.
 
Kimura said:
A visit to a GennaTortures concert and an onstage whipping. Though I had alway been interestd, that really stoked the fire.

They were the first people I saw in concert...... amazing show.
 
I have no idea

I just suddenly started spanking women and ran with it from there. I did not make any conscious decision. I guess it just runs in the blood.
 
I don't know. Even when I was a kid, I always loved to be tied up when I played with my friends. I had this little scarf set that was great for gagging and tying wrists. When I was a little older I got my hands on the Beauty books by Anne Rice. That was definitely the beginning of my REALIZING I was into it. I think I was into it all along.
Psia
 
medieval art

when i was about 14 or 15 i got interested in medieval art, and i looked at all the books i could find with reproductions of old paintings and statues. Of course, i was particularly interested in the torture and crucifixion pictures, and i generally saw myself as the victim. Crucifixion scenes still turn me on.
 
Realizing i fought a war inside myself over my dominant instincts and "the play nice" rules.
 
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