What Are You Thinking? Continued 7

Today has already been a test of my patience...but I'm passing that test so far :)
 
That happened to me, too. It’s one of the reasons I stopped sharing pictures

It’s definitely made me think twice about it. But I don’t know if I want to give up something I love because of some random strangers’ bad behavior.

Someone did this to me, years ago, when I was still posting my pics. I had posted a pic of just my eyes, and he sent the pic back to me, with a really well written CNC blurb about fucking me.

It was so creepy.

I came so hard.
😶

Wow... that’s not how I reacted, lol.
 
I allow myself one takeaway a month. I don’t feel well, and don’t feel like cooking, and yet, I hesitate to order anything. :rolleyes:
 
Why do I feel so alone and sad? I just can't shake the feeling but my morning workout was a good distraction....

It's the whole social distancing thing. When you take time for yourself by choice, it's one thing. But extended periods of it when it's foisted upon you is a whole other feeling.
 
Thanks to the Corona Virus, I get to spend my birthday by myself. I can't even treat myself to a birthday dinner :(
 
Today I almost feel overwhelmed with all the choices I have for a possible lunch after stocking up reasonably with basics to cook meals with!

I hope this is still the case in 6 weeks from now 😳
 
Thanks to the Corona Virus, I get to spend my birthday by myself. I can't even treat myself to a birthday dinner :(

You can call me. I wont sing to you. I'd never torture you that much. But I'll hug you through the phone. :kiss:
 
Here I am again - back at the same place I started in. And maybe that’s just how it goes.
 
I had a dream last night. I don't usually remember my dreams, but when i do they're pretty weird and dark. This one was weird, but not dark, for a change.

I was in a house, in my dream it was ours, new to us but old. The rooms were small, and there weren't many, but we're used to that. I had just discovered a second bathroom that i hadn't known was there. Then i somehow discovered a second kitchen! Bigger than the kitchen we were using, and in better shape. Lots of light, and counters of medium green tile. It felt very fifties, i should have looked around the room for a retro dinette set.

The room was dusty of course, but aside from that it looked... common. Typical. Normal. As if someone had just gone to the store, or to pick up the kids, and had meant to come right back to finish doing the dishes and tidying up. There was a high chair with a flowered apron tossed over it, as though the woman who had been wearing it had been in too much of a hurry to hang it up and knew she was just going to put it back on anyway.

It sounds like it should have felt creepy, why had it been abandoned? and all those other questions. But it didn't feel creepy, it felt... hopeful. We were going to move into that kitchen and it was going to be lived in again. Green is my favorite color and i liked the big windows.

The apron felt like the clincher. I haven't worn an apron in years... since i knew my marriage was over and all those home-y things lost their meaning for me.

It was a nice dream. Now i want an apron. :)
 
Scammers who tell you that you won a free cruise are gonna have to come up with a new line.
 
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