What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

This more of a feeling, but it's an honest one. I wish i could have a hug right now. There isn't anyone to give me one, I know that. It's been years since there was anyone around to give me a hug. I'm not sure, maybe I need more than a hug, maybe I need to be held. It wont happen. Not sure how I would deal with it if someone tried. I might cry to be honest. Fuck I hate this. Being a man in this world sometimes sucks pretty bad.
 
This more of a feeling, but it's an honest one. I wish i could have a hug right now. There isn't anyone to give me one, I know that. It's been years since there was anyone around to give me a hug. I'm not sure, maybe I need more than a hug, maybe I need to be held. It wont happen. Not sure how I would deal with it if someone tried. I might cry to be honest. Fuck I hate this. Being a man in this world sometimes sucks pretty bad.
I feel you. I’d give almost anything for that kind of physical contact sometimes
 
I feel you. I’d give almost anything for that kind of physical contact sometimes
This more of a feeling, but it's an honest one. I wish i could have a hug right now. There isn't anyone to give me one, I know that. It's been years since there was anyone around to give me a hug. I'm not sure, maybe I need more than a hug, maybe I need to be held.
I'm so sorry you're both feeling this way.
I'm so sorry you're both in need like this.
🥀
I also get it... I'd give almost anything for it, for the physical connection/contact, the closeness, to just not feel so fucking alone - and - lonely.
 
I feel you. I’d give almost anything for that kind of physical contact sometimes
I'm so sorry you're both feeling this way.
I'm so sorry you're both in need like this.
🥀
I also get it... I'd give almost anything for it, for the physical connection/contact, the closeness, to just not feel so fucking alone - and - lonely.

It seems like when men talk about feeling that way, people just stop listening, so we aren't supposed to talk about it. But the truth is, I do not want a blow job, or sex. I just want to be wrapped up in someone who tells me that it's going to be okay and that I'm not alone.

But somehow in my twisted psyche, it only matters if it comes from someone who wants me, finds me desirable. I know thats wrong thinking and half my problems in life come from it. If I could get rid of that thinking, that twist of it and not neeed to be desired, to accept a platonic life and be happy with it, maybe I would not have to feel this lonely.
 
It seems like when men talk about feeling that way, people just stop listening, so we aren't supposed to talk about it. But the truth is, I do not want a blow job, or sex. I just want to be wrapped up in someone who tells me that it's going to be okay and that I'm not alone.

But somehow in my twisted psyche, it only matters if it comes from someone who wants me, finds me desirable. I know thats wrong thinking and half my problems in life come from it. If I could get rid of that thinking, that twist of it and not neeed to be desired, to accept a platonic life and be happy with it, maybe I would not have to feel this lonely.
You're not alone. Some of us are listening. Some of us feel the exact same way, maybe to different degrees, but the twisted psyche... I get that. I hear you.
I also get wanting to be wrapped up and told it's okay, that you're okay, and that you're not alone... Yeah... I feel this.
My PM's are always open to you.
 
It seems like when men talk about feeling that way, people just stop listening, so we aren't supposed to talk about it. But the truth is, I do not want a blow job, or sex. I just want to be wrapped up in someone who tells me that it's going to be okay and that I'm not alone.

But somehow in my twisted psyche, it only matters if it comes from someone who wants me, finds me desirable. I know thats wrong thinking and half my problems in life come from it. If I could get rid of that thinking, that twist of it and not neeed to be desired, to accept a platonic life and be happy with it, maybe I would not have to feel this lonely.
I talk about this when I give a lead in a 12 step meeting. Drugs...and music...and drugs...went hand in hand with sex. I would have sex with her...just to be able to fall asleep being held. Even after I got clean...and with my first wife...it was a warped mindset.
 
Currently feeling good about my well-considered decision to stop worrying about the state of the world and focus more on the plight of my penis. For less than the price of a cup of coffee a day, you could contribute to finding my dick a good home. Won't you please help? :sneaky:
 
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