What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

What are the chances that thunderstorms will actually happen on Friday when I’m walking to/from the pedicure place? After weeks of predicted thunderstorms not materializing. 🙃
 
Are you okay?
I'm okay. I work from home on the phone and I sit in a 40 year old broken down office chair that is causing me some back and neck pain and now I have developed migraines. So I'm sore is all. I wish I had someone willing and able to give me a massage, but I'll take some Ibuprofen.
 
I'm so focused that I had to read the same paragraph 4 times. :rolleyes:
I'm reading the book but my mind is wandering.
 
I think far too much sometimes, and then I overthink it again and then a little more.

9 times out of 10 I am a huge buzzkill these days and while grief and trauma are very real and valid, I dont know how to shake it off sometimes and not let my identity be consumed by it. I know that its a process and that I have to allow myself to grieve but, man, most days I dont even want to be around me and I know it has to be taxing on those close to me when I am just constantly sad or down.

Emotions are a bitch
Emotions are a bitch, but understanding where they come from helps, knowing that those experiences aren't your fault, knowing that those experiences don't define you as a person and you're a complete human being who has made it through those incidents will help you to see that you're someone who deserves to be loved and should help you to love yourself, which will in turn let those people close to you see more of the loving, bubbly, happy person that we get to see here ❤️
 
Ours is done for a few days. It was about 15 minutes. This is not good :(
It was the exact same thing here yesterday evening. Rained for about 15-20 and it was over.
It cooled a bit so there was that, but not enough. I can't wait for Sunday to come so I can get the hell out of here.
 
Everyone seems to be praying for rain... sounds like we need to rent or a watwr park for a week so lsters can cool off and feel the water.

(Yes I know this would/ could add to the drought issues, just trying to have some light hearted fun... dont judge please)
 
Final thought before I stop thinking for the night...the calendar may say that I’m turning 37 tomorrow but I think I may in fact be 77….I worked on a puzzle for a couple hours after dinner before i decided to call it quits and put on my cotton granny nightgown and get ready to lay in bed, it’s not even 9:30! lol

I‘m really livin up my 30’s I tell ya 😂
Happy early birthday Shy! 🥳🥳🥳
 
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