What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

While I was babysitting, my parrot had escaped and was sitting on the banister. My mom was peeved at her. Anyway, that feathered bundle really loves me.
 
Why do we stay in situations that make us miserable? The last year I held onto something that took me so deep into depression that I thought about suicide. Actually had pills in my hand, but thank God I put them away and thought about my family, specifically what it would do to my Dad. After working through the pain and rage, I am so much happier. I'm not sobbing everyday, my marriage is so much better, and I'm beginning to not feel disposable anymore. Still a lot of healing to do and I will probably never trust my heart to anyone again, but I'm actually beginning to enjoy life again.

Last week someone I went to church with for decades hung herself. Her son found her days later. Everyone kept saying how she was so sweet and how she always had a smile on her face. Nobody has a clue why she did it. They all feel guilty, like they should have known something was hurting her and should have done more.

You never know what someone is struggling with so I/we need to always default to kindness. If they annoy you, put them on ignore. If you think they're talking about you, put them on ignore. If everything they post irritates you or makes you feel guilty, put them on ignore. Don't make their life worse. Don't be that asshole.

If you currently feel hopeless, please reach out to someone. Seek help. A few dear friends here have been so supportive and listened to me time and time again. Without their true, present, always listening love, I might not be here today. ❤️
Hugs.

I’ll send cheese.
 
If I am going to a movie at the cinema alone, should it be something more on the scarier side ( Weapons ), or on the nostalgic side (Jaws at Flashback Cinema)?
 
Canadian whiskey…I..I don’t get it. Somebody explain why I should ever consider drinking it when there’s bourbon and other options.
 
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