What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

I shouldn't have stopped doing things, not should I have looked at my memories.
I pull myself out of a very dysfunctional 20 yr long relationship and all of my friends understand how much it had to end, but have maintained friendship with him too. None of his friends have maintained their friendships with me. He's a fucking alcoholic, sexually abusive arsehole. He is charming when sober but you can never guarantee when that will be.
I'm not saying I'm perfect, fucking far from it. But I have to wonder both what the fuck is wrong with me, and what the fuck is so good about him, that I fucking lose half the people we knew just because I chose to finally end something toxic to me, him, and our children?
 
The Last of Us season 2 begins tonight!! 😁

And thinking about being some bbq ribs home for dinner.

And thinking about the Avengers.

What a storm of thoughts in my noggin.
 
I shouldn't have stopped doing things, not should I have looked at my memories.
I pull myself out of a very dysfunctional 20 yr long relationship and all of my friends understand how much it had to end, but have maintained friendship with him too. None of his friends have maintained their friendships with me. He's a fucking alcoholic, sexually abusive arsehole. He is charming when sober but you can never guarantee when that will be.
I'm not saying I'm perfect, fucking far from it. But I have to wonder both what the fuck is wrong with me, and what the fuck is so good about him, that I fucking lose half the people we knew just because I chose to finally end something toxic to me, him, and our children?
I hope the good half of friends … the ones you keep … and all the peeps here … smother you in hugs and all of them tell you over and over and over again the one thing that matters.

There’s not a fucking thing wrong with you.

🫂
 
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