What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

What the fuck is wrong with me? Why does the pessimism always win the battle for space in my head?
I once had a therapist tell me that everyone feels this way sometimes,hoping I would feel hope and would stop feeling so broken. Instead I slumped further. He asked "doesn't it help you feel better knowing this is a normal sensation?" I replied "no. It makes me feel hopeless. If this is normal I will never be able to rid myself of it". It took him a little while to come up with a response to that. I think I triggered his pessimism too.
If it’s normal and frequent, that just means you kick pessimism’s ass regularly, and you can and will do it again! You are a badass mistress of death, you got this! And when you feel like you don’t, we got you 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
 
Snow is great….on a lazy Sunday… with nowhere to be, and nowhere to go…

It’s less great when you are at work, or have to go to work.

Funny how my feelings toward snow is so subjective.
Agree…. 100% I’m home today from work one of the few times I’ve taken a “snow” day in my career. And I actually don’t feel guilty about it.
 
Agree…. 100% I’m home today from work one of the few times I’ve taken a “snow” day in my career. And I actually don’t feel guilty about it.
I remember snow days but not here in FL, though they did have 10 inches up in the panhandle. So now what are you going to do all day?
 
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