I think I am a typical guy who has explored his sexuality at some point in life.
Up until my 40's I was a confirmed hetrosexual. Loved women especially eating pussy.
But at some point, about the time Penthouse Letters and Forum came out publishing an occasional story with some bi action for the men.
I really liked those stories to the point that I looked for only them and was disappointed when there weren't enough. This was way before the internet made finding these things easy to fine. I knew there were mags in the adult stores that were bi and gay orientated but the thought of anyone finding out my dirty secret prevented me from exploring that route.
So much later with the explosion of the internet I was able to explore these things in private. I found literotica and wrote stories as an outlet but soon that wasn't enough so I really started fantasizing ways to explore without getting found out.
Finally many years later I had my first experience with another man and loved it immediately. We spent a hot afternoon enjoying oral sex. All I had thought about was oral, giving and receiving. Nothing more.
At some point my partner rimmed me and I exploded with one of my most memorable orgasms.
A few, very few women had done this wonderful thing for me and i really enjoyed it, but never asked for it for fear of being refused.
But as I left that mans bed room on my way home I relived that feeling of having a tongue in my ass. I couldn't get that feeling out of my head to the point of thinking that maybe I would let him fuck my ass. I came very close to reconnecting with him to try to relive that wonderful ass licking and more.
Sadly I relocated and never connected with him again.
To speed this up, over the next few years my "I love sucking cock but I would never....." list changed.
My won't list changed from: would I let just anyone fuck me......or rim another guy......or god forbid kiss another guy!
Now after a few oral experiences I am ready to do it all.
My last cavet is I "don't fuck on the first date!" And kiss another guy?
Well when I find the right guy to take me anally I want his tongue to fuck my mouth like his cock fucks me ass.
So, finally, I guess my question is: What are you doing or at least fantasizing about doing that you never imagined you would do?
Up until my 40's I was a confirmed hetrosexual. Loved women especially eating pussy.
But at some point, about the time Penthouse Letters and Forum came out publishing an occasional story with some bi action for the men.
I really liked those stories to the point that I looked for only them and was disappointed when there weren't enough. This was way before the internet made finding these things easy to fine. I knew there were mags in the adult stores that were bi and gay orientated but the thought of anyone finding out my dirty secret prevented me from exploring that route.
So much later with the explosion of the internet I was able to explore these things in private. I found literotica and wrote stories as an outlet but soon that wasn't enough so I really started fantasizing ways to explore without getting found out.
Finally many years later I had my first experience with another man and loved it immediately. We spent a hot afternoon enjoying oral sex. All I had thought about was oral, giving and receiving. Nothing more.
At some point my partner rimmed me and I exploded with one of my most memorable orgasms.
A few, very few women had done this wonderful thing for me and i really enjoyed it, but never asked for it for fear of being refused.
But as I left that mans bed room on my way home I relived that feeling of having a tongue in my ass. I couldn't get that feeling out of my head to the point of thinking that maybe I would let him fuck my ass. I came very close to reconnecting with him to try to relive that wonderful ass licking and more.
Sadly I relocated and never connected with him again.
To speed this up, over the next few years my "I love sucking cock but I would never....." list changed.
My won't list changed from: would I let just anyone fuck me......or rim another guy......or god forbid kiss another guy!
Now after a few oral experiences I am ready to do it all.
My last cavet is I "don't fuck on the first date!" And kiss another guy?
Well when I find the right guy to take me anally I want his tongue to fuck my mouth like his cock fucks me ass.
So, finally, I guess my question is: What are you doing or at least fantasizing about doing that you never imagined you would do?