waters edge

[oralmick]

here is another one I have written in my darkness




Once my heart was full of dreams
How on earth did they turn to these screams
All through my life all I have known is pains
I never want to feel this pain again

My whole lifes been a struggle with every breath
The last few months my alternative has been death
Sandness and sorrow are my memories as a Kid
These memories I wish I could get rid

The only escape I truly see
Is for the world to get rid of me
I used to get solace in the park
Now all my days and nights are dark

All I wanted was love and a helping hand
Now I am lost in this vast and vacant land
All I have done in this life is bad
I cant keep making the people I love sad

Deklin has been the one that has kept me sane
But these days I cant even conrtol my brain
Computers have been my place to hide
Now I stand at the waters edge waiting for high tide

Ohhh Tide please come and sweep me away
And make tomorrow a happy day
I wont struggle and I wont run
Cause god I will again feel the warmth of the sun

My darkness will turn to light again
And to those I have hurt get on with life again

 

[AChild]

What kind of what?

what kind of dreams?
what kind of screams?
what kind of pain?
what are the memories?
what does the vast and vacant land look like?
What did you do that was bad?
how do you hide in computers?
what does the tide look like?