Venting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[mellowyellows]

Since I'm there, I hate people in cars, trucks, buses and anything none motorcycle. Don't you see me coming.....I know you here me coming......I know you see the headlights, there always on. Maybe I need to ride naked in order to be seen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN MAN MAN

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Since I'm there, I hate people in cars, trucks, buses and anything none motorcycle. Don't you see me coming.....I know you here me coming......I know you see the headlights, there always on. Maybe I need to ride naked in order to be seen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN MAN MAN

You'd certainly be seen then

 

[Spenser41]

I hate that too........argh makes me mad thinking about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just thank God you don't ride a motorcycle like I do.

Well to be honest, with a motorcycle, I would have gotten there on time. All the cars were all sitting there...
But thanks for your comments...

 

[mellowyellows]

Don't you hate it when women give you fake compliments.............Naw just playin' Angel. Wink back at ya!

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Don't you hate it when women give you fake compliments.............Naw just playin' Angel. Wink back at ya!

I may be a smart ass little brat but I never lie Honey

 

[clearlight30]

I may be a smart ass little brat but I never lie Honey

ok ah
brat huh

brat...sat...cat...hat....cat in the hat....tat...bat, ah like a baseball bat....bat the cat in the hat.....pat...uh like pat your bum....mat....fat...vat.....uh vat a wine....give the cat in the hat a vat a wine

ok thank you very much

hey..you..over there...ya
shut the hell up
i'm talking here
i am an R-TEEEEst with words

crankshaft


Tony Clifton
Inernational Singing Sensation

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Roflmao !!!!!

 

[Montana_Roze]

At the risk of getting my head bit off.........Sorry I can't stop myself kids......


I HAD A WONDERFUL TWO DAYS!!!

OK the D on the paper for English really did suck but I deserved it.......Fuck I hate it when I am rational
Roze

 

[SecretLove69]

Well, here I am again to bring this whole thread spiraling into a complete downer........BUT, I GOTTA VENT BEFORE I EXPLODE. (I feel like ya'll are going to offer me a big brick of cheese to go with my whine .....anyway)

He lays next to me in bed......
Doesn't ask why I'm crying ------ does he care?

I tell him I am going to go out for the day with a "friend" - no comment ------ does he care?

I tell him I love him - he says I say it too much and it doesn't have any meaning for him anymore ------ does he care?

The only time he FINALLY consents to sex is when I badger him until he caves - then I feel like I'm getting the worst, most inconvenient pity-fuck in the universe ------does he care?

I bust my hump to try to keep a good house, be an attentive spouse - he comes home, drops onto his chair, eats, sleeps on the couch, then sleeps in the bed ------ does he care?

I tell him I have people on Lit who will listen to me, people I will probably never see but who listen to me, are interested (at least seemingly) in what I write, what I say, how I feel ------ does he care?

If I told him I am planning on breaking my marriage vows, I'm planning on finding someone who wants me, who needs me as much as I need them, someone who will be interested in my writing, my mind - first and then my body ------would he care?

If I told him it is breaking my heart to think of my marriage being more room mates than husband and wife ----- would he care?

Maybe I have a fairytale view of what marriage should be -
maybe I'm the reincarnation of June Cleaver -
maybe I'm just asking too much -
maybe I'm not worthy -
maybe those little voices in the back of my head are right -
maybe I'm just nothing special at all -
just nothing at all.
It's true, isn't it? - put your hand in a bucket of water and then pull it out and look at the hole you left behind.

I cry myself to sleep at night ------ does he care?

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Well I care sweetheart. I know exactly where you are coming from, and I had to divorce mine. I'm so sorry I wasn't here to talk, you obviously needed it.

Anytime you want to vent some more you are welcome Love.

Angel
Back again

 

[MarkSand]

There are many of us here in similar situations. I know from personal expereince that it's small comfort at times to know that you're not alone, but there is a wealth of experience to draw upon.

 

[SpellCheckBuddy]

Self Loathing

I'm here to vent at MYSELF. I'm a compulsive idiot who falls in love quickly and has OFTEN gotten cold water thrown in his face, probably as the ladies' only defense against my bumbling attempts at romance.

When I calm down, I am bored with myself. I WANT to be a ROMEO, a dashing, vivacious, witty, generous lover. But I am not appreciated in that form.

So I slink away like a pathetic wet dog, wait for a sunny day, and inside, I keep this awful flame of optimism burning, persistent and hopeful.

I should just shrivel up and blow away in the wind.

 

[DaddysAngel23]

I knew this day was coming soon. And this is the day that I created this thread for. You may all ignore me now I'm in a ranting mood...


I'm so fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired. I'm tired of smoking because it takes away the pain, I'm tired of painkillers. And I'm so far beyond tiredof doctors it's killing me. I don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want to test out your new miracle cure, and no i don't want every person in town to lay hands on me and pray Dammit.
I want a baby!!! Is that so much to ask just nine healthy months, no more miscarriages, a nice healthy baby with the man I love. Haven't I paid for my sins long enough, isn't it my turn yet. Every fucking crack whore and abusive bitch in town can get knocked up but ME oh no thats far too much to ask.
Just let me get pregnant let the baby live and I will happily go under the knife again. You want to cut out everything that makes me a woman, well fucking FINE just give me what I want first !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

FUCK !!!!v
Dammit it didn't help.

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Part two I guess, since the first tirade didn't help much.


OMG it fucking hurts!!! My stomach has turned into a bunch of damned knots and it hurts ssooo bad. I'm so sick of this shit. The pain only makes me madder anymore and the madder I get the more it hurts I'm about ready to fucking give up. I can't take anymore. I'm tired of my hubby being afraid he is going to hurt me, I'm really tired of telling my kids I can't play because I don't feel good. It makes me cry when they come home and ask me if I feel better today if I can play today. I'm so sick of it all.
And i'm sick todeath with these damned painkillers, I'm sick of being nauseous whether I take them or not.
I"M FUCKING SICK OF THIS SHIT!!!!!!!


Nope that didn't help either.

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Damn Loratab !!!! Fucking Kick In Already !!!!!!

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Well its not really under the heading of this thread but fuck it, it's my thread.


I want to thank some people. You know who you are so I won't embarass you, but you three have been talking, chatting,letting me vent and generally lending support. I love you guys(and girl)

You are great poeple and I'm honored to have met you all.

*kisses to my good friends*

Lit wouldn't be the same with out folks like you around.


(boy I am sure melodramatic when I feel like this)

 

[DaddysAngel23]

I'm so tired of this shit, I'm done making decisions. Everything I do pisses someone off anyway. I'm sick of this shit, I don't want to be grown up and responsible anymore I JUST DON'T WANNA !!!!!!

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Fucking cock sucking mother fucking bitch. Piss me off and I'll shove my foot right up your fucking tightwad ass. Just leave me the fuck alone before you push me too fucking far. I would love nothing more than to kick some ass right now so fucking bring it on.

 

[SecretLove69]

Fucking cock sucking mother fucking bitch. Piss me off and I'll shove my foot right up your fucking tightwad ass. Just leave me the fuck alone before you push me too fucking far. I would love nothing more than to kick some ass right now so fucking bring it on.

*offers Angel choices of asses she would like to kick*

http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q281/Diane1759A/litdonkeyuntitled.jpghttp://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q281/Diane1759A/litass2untitled.jpg<-(no not mine)->http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q281/Diane1759A/litass3.jpg
Angel's choice on this one - KICK OR KISS? http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q281/Diane1759A/litass4-1.jpg

*seriously considered posting pic of my husband too but I'm saving him for my own personal ass kicking ceremony*

 

[DaddysAngel23]

LMAO

Congrats Honey you got the first laugh of the day out of me.

Anytime you want help kicking some ass you just let me know

(if I kicked that one I'd be afraid my foot wouldn't comeout, or at least my shoe)

 

[SecretLove69]

LMAO

Congrats Honey you got the first laugh of the day out of me.

Anytime you want help kicking some ass you just let me know

(if I kicked that one I'd be afraid my foot wouldn't comeout, or at least my shoe)

Glad to see you smile
Can't let Clear think he's the only comedian around these here parts.
*kachink kachink kachink (spurs ya know)*

Meanwhile, back at the ranch, tension mounted, clicked his spurs and rode off.

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Glad to see you smile
Can't let Clear think he's the only comedian around these here parts.
*kachink kachink kachink (spurs ya know)*

Meanwhile, back at the ranch, tension mounted, clicked his spurs and rode off.

If only it were so easy Love

 

[DaddysAngel23]

Bumped while I prepare my fingers for a tirade

 

[DaddysAngel23]

the Honey Moon is over !!!!

Ok so I knew it was coming, I'm mean it has to eventually right? but WTF!!!!!!


Seriously we go from absolute bliss to nit-picking about every fucking thing. So we have one little argument, we blow up work it out... and well work it out. And now it's a hassle every freaking time you walk through the door. You either follow me around sucking up and apologizing or your bitching about some stupid crap that doesn't really matter. The same things we always said we wouldn't fight about. And DON"T Fucking call me at work to apologize I only work three hours a day, it can really wait.

I want my MAN back not this bitch that took his place!!!!!!!


wow I feel better. Good thing, cause he'll be home soon

 

[littleone77]

When fucking people who do not know you or your relationship attempt to judge and critize. What the fuck? *Exasperated sighs* If I wanted someone's opinion I would freakin ask for it and I would ask someone who knew the whole story and me better than just a random Lit friend in the first place. Bah!