TheNiteSiren
Virginal Temptress
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I completely and utterly hate living in the dorm but my mother said what she usually said. Amelia Jean, You will learn how to survive on your own much better by living in the dorm. What my mother did take into consideration was the fact that I have always been a ‘geek’. There was a group of girls in the dorm that were targeting me all the time. I have been the victim of pranks, theft and defamation of my favorite books. My father always said I inherited my temperament from him. It took him a long time to simmer until he reached full boil but when it did, it lasted a long time. It wasn’t healthy to spend your nights crying into your pillow. There was no reason for them to treat me this way. I was lying in bed but this time I was crying because my boyfriend had just broken up with so he could date this little cheerleader.
We had never gone all the way before and it had been a bone contention between us. I wanted to wait till the time was right but it never felt right with him. I did care about him though. He was my first love and my best friend for a long time. He had gone off to California State to go to school. I had been waiting for the kiss off letter for a while. Delusional is one thing I am not. I’m definitely not diva material.
It was Halloween night in Salem and everyone was celebrating. There was a knock at the door and a familiar face popped in. “Oh go away.” Marcy was one of the Barbie doll group that had been giving me hell. It didn’t make sense that she’d come visit me in my room, let alone knock. “OUT!” The red head pouted at me and really wanted to roll my eyes. “Alright, what is it?” Out of the group, Marcy had to be the tamest which is why I helped her out on occasion. “There’s a get together at that old manor tonight. The place gives the creeps but I think I would be fine with a friend.” So that was the problem. Showing any kind of weakness in that pack would get you labelled consumption. “Alright. I’ll go.” She gave me a tight hug. “Marcy, oxygen.” I’m a small girl for 20 years old but I inherited that from my mother.
The party wasn’t a costume one which made me happy. I was too old to be prancing about as a witch or fairy. That was for the kids. I should have known something was up when Marcy insisted on using her car. The only cars in the driveway of Shadow Manor were the cars of the people she didn’t want to see. As soon as we drove up, Marcy turned to me with tears in her eyes. “They made me.” Someone yanked me out the car and dragged me inside the very creepy house. It almost felt like someone was watching all of this. Zack was the head member of this pack and his girlfriend Melanie was the worst of the bunch. “What the hell do you guys want?”
Melanie walked straight up to me and slapped in the face so hard that I nearly tumbled down to the floor. I swore I heard a growl from somewhere I the shadows. “I want my dorm building to spic free.” That nearly chilled me to the bone. My mother had talked about the problems was racism on campus since she taught Spanish there. “Maybe you get a reality check, Barbie. It’s 2013. I was born here and I have just as much a right to be there as you do. At least I’m not some dumb ass trust fund baby who can’t work because she might chip a nail.” I held a full time job. The cost of schooling for me was reduce since my mother was staff but the rest was up to me.
That evil bitch kicked me in the stomach and knocked the wind from me. All I felt were the blows from the girls and their boyfriends. Very classy. These guys had absolutely no problem beating me nearly half to death because of the color of my skin. My last few thoughts as I dripped blood on the hardwood floor were: ‘I can’t die here. I haven’t lived yet.’
We had never gone all the way before and it had been a bone contention between us. I wanted to wait till the time was right but it never felt right with him. I did care about him though. He was my first love and my best friend for a long time. He had gone off to California State to go to school. I had been waiting for the kiss off letter for a while. Delusional is one thing I am not. I’m definitely not diva material.
It was Halloween night in Salem and everyone was celebrating. There was a knock at the door and a familiar face popped in. “Oh go away.” Marcy was one of the Barbie doll group that had been giving me hell. It didn’t make sense that she’d come visit me in my room, let alone knock. “OUT!” The red head pouted at me and really wanted to roll my eyes. “Alright, what is it?” Out of the group, Marcy had to be the tamest which is why I helped her out on occasion. “There’s a get together at that old manor tonight. The place gives the creeps but I think I would be fine with a friend.” So that was the problem. Showing any kind of weakness in that pack would get you labelled consumption. “Alright. I’ll go.” She gave me a tight hug. “Marcy, oxygen.” I’m a small girl for 20 years old but I inherited that from my mother.
The party wasn’t a costume one which made me happy. I was too old to be prancing about as a witch or fairy. That was for the kids. I should have known something was up when Marcy insisted on using her car. The only cars in the driveway of Shadow Manor were the cars of the people she didn’t want to see. As soon as we drove up, Marcy turned to me with tears in her eyes. “They made me.” Someone yanked me out the car and dragged me inside the very creepy house. It almost felt like someone was watching all of this. Zack was the head member of this pack and his girlfriend Melanie was the worst of the bunch. “What the hell do you guys want?”
Melanie walked straight up to me and slapped in the face so hard that I nearly tumbled down to the floor. I swore I heard a growl from somewhere I the shadows. “I want my dorm building to spic free.” That nearly chilled me to the bone. My mother had talked about the problems was racism on campus since she taught Spanish there. “Maybe you get a reality check, Barbie. It’s 2013. I was born here and I have just as much a right to be there as you do. At least I’m not some dumb ass trust fund baby who can’t work because she might chip a nail.” I held a full time job. The cost of schooling for me was reduce since my mother was staff but the rest was up to me.
That evil bitch kicked me in the stomach and knocked the wind from me. All I felt were the blows from the girls and their boyfriends. Very classy. These guys had absolutely no problem beating me nearly half to death because of the color of my skin. My last few thoughts as I dripped blood on the hardwood floor were: ‘I can’t die here. I haven’t lived yet.’