luvoralfun
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OK, I have always kept this to myself except for sharing it with one girlfriend in the past which was many years ago! Now my curiosity is getting the better of me so I have to ask...
Before I got paralyzed my dick was 8" long (not anymore) and because of the fact that I was always skinny and flexible I was able to suck myself! Is that a unique ability I wonder or is it more common than you would expect?
One aspect of it that I think was pretty unique was just how far I could reach! I'm not talking about maybe getting the head of my dick in my mouth, I'm talking about at least half... 4" maybe even 5"... Almost deepthroating myself!
I find myself REALLY WANTING to suck myself again the way I used to! Unfortunately, that will never happen!
It's so frustrating because I've been alone for several years now and in the last 20 years I've only had a handful of relationships since I got paralyzed. Another thing that's extremely frustrating is like the old saying says, "use it or lose it", that's very true! Because I'm not getting regular erections, full erections that last awhile all of the tissues in my penis have shrunk and lost some flexibility so those chambers that fill up with blood don't expand as much which has resulted in my dick shrinking considerably! I'm still probably 6 1/2" but I've also lost some girth. It's frustrating, I was proud of my 8"!
I wish I had a female companion who would enjoy giving me regular handjobs (or more) to hopefully regain some size or at least maintain what I still have! I would also like to try a small vibrator and also a TENS unit to try to induce an orgasm or at least another ejaculation!
It's not easy living without a sex life! Anyways, comment if you have the same ability or know someone who does, I'm just wondering how common it is.
Thanks!
Before I got paralyzed my dick was 8" long (not anymore) and because of the fact that I was always skinny and flexible I was able to suck myself! Is that a unique ability I wonder or is it more common than you would expect?
One aspect of it that I think was pretty unique was just how far I could reach! I'm not talking about maybe getting the head of my dick in my mouth, I'm talking about at least half... 4" maybe even 5"... Almost deepthroating myself!
I find myself REALLY WANTING to suck myself again the way I used to! Unfortunately, that will never happen!
It's so frustrating because I've been alone for several years now and in the last 20 years I've only had a handful of relationships since I got paralyzed. Another thing that's extremely frustrating is like the old saying says, "use it or lose it", that's very true! Because I'm not getting regular erections, full erections that last awhile all of the tissues in my penis have shrunk and lost some flexibility so those chambers that fill up with blood don't expand as much which has resulted in my dick shrinking considerably! I'm still probably 6 1/2" but I've also lost some girth. It's frustrating, I was proud of my 8"!
I wish I had a female companion who would enjoy giving me regular handjobs (or more) to hopefully regain some size or at least maintain what I still have! I would also like to try a small vibrator and also a TENS unit to try to induce an orgasm or at least another ejaculation!
It's not easy living without a sex life! Anyways, comment if you have the same ability or know someone who does, I'm just wondering how common it is.
Thanks!
