gearhead73
Hi-tech Redneck
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"I'm just really upset about the break up is all," Miley said as she wiped her eyes.
"Alex?" Jason said with noticeable surprise. "Oh, well...yeah I had heard about your breaking up with him." Jason backed up a few steps and stepped up on the seat of the picnic table, then sat on its top. "I feel for you, I know how it hurts when a relationship ends." he lied. In truth, he didn't know. He had spent the majority of his life working toward his goals. Even in college, although invited regularly, he stayed away from the parties and the fun. He wasn't a virgin mind you, but as he tried to empathize with her, he realized he couldn't. He had never taken that leap with anyone. He had dated, and been in relationships, but he had never fully given himself to anyone. He wanted to. He wanted to turn his heart over to someone for safe keeping so he could be free to love unabashedly. He wanted to give his heart to Miley.
"But look, if you ever need to talk, I'm here. I am a good listener and I am willing to just let you sound off if it will make you feel better." Jason offered. "I know we get along good, and you are fantastic to work with, but I want you to know that you can come to me if you need to. Not just because I'm your boss either, but because I wanna be..." Jason paused. He took a split second to think abut the words he would say next. He knew what he wanted to be, but he was her boss, and asking her to become more than his employees was dangerous.
"I wanna be your friend." There, he said it and the words were like vinegar in his mouth. He felt saddened and angry that once again, he had to put the situation ahead of his needs. He needed a moment to clear his head, he needed to escape this situation before he showed his hand and crossed a line that couldn't be uncrossed.
Jason stood up and stepped down from the picnic table seat and walked next to her. Gently, he placed a hand on her shoulder and looked into those beautiful brown eyes now filled with hurt. Shakily, he said,"take as much time as you need Miley, I'll cover for you until you get back."
With that, he turned and slipped back into the break room.
"Alex?" Jason said with noticeable surprise. "Oh, well...yeah I had heard about your breaking up with him." Jason backed up a few steps and stepped up on the seat of the picnic table, then sat on its top. "I feel for you, I know how it hurts when a relationship ends." he lied. In truth, he didn't know. He had spent the majority of his life working toward his goals. Even in college, although invited regularly, he stayed away from the parties and the fun. He wasn't a virgin mind you, but as he tried to empathize with her, he realized he couldn't. He had never taken that leap with anyone. He had dated, and been in relationships, but he had never fully given himself to anyone. He wanted to. He wanted to turn his heart over to someone for safe keeping so he could be free to love unabashedly. He wanted to give his heart to Miley.
"But look, if you ever need to talk, I'm here. I am a good listener and I am willing to just let you sound off if it will make you feel better." Jason offered. "I know we get along good, and you are fantastic to work with, but I want you to know that you can come to me if you need to. Not just because I'm your boss either, but because I wanna be..." Jason paused. He took a split second to think abut the words he would say next. He knew what he wanted to be, but he was her boss, and asking her to become more than his employees was dangerous.
"I wanna be your friend." There, he said it and the words were like vinegar in his mouth. He felt saddened and angry that once again, he had to put the situation ahead of his needs. He needed a moment to clear his head, he needed to escape this situation before he showed his hand and crossed a line that couldn't be uncrossed.
Jason stood up and stepped down from the picnic table seat and walked next to her. Gently, he placed a hand on her shoulder and looked into those beautiful brown eyes now filled with hurt. Shakily, he said,"take as much time as you need Miley, I'll cover for you until you get back."
With that, he turned and slipped back into the break room.