Try To Have A Good Night

[Angel]

Well I'm emotionally and mentally wrung out, not to mention fucking exhausted. I've not slept more than two hours since I woke up Tuesday morning, and I feel like I am going to drop.

Plus I have to work tomorrow, double shift and then back home to work some more.

So I'm off to try to rest and hopefully tomorrow I will wake up less of an emotional wreckage - and I hope the same for all of you.

Feel better.

 

[Azwed]

Goodnight Angel and have sweet dreams.

I am in the same boat as you. Have a hard time going to sleep and even when I do I have the nightmares to deal with. I am cursed with normaly only remembering dreams when they are very vivid nightmares.

 

[SimplySouthern]

On average, I sleep about 3 hours a night.

I am an insomniac. I have tried every medication on the market. Short of knocking myself out cold I cannot sleep with or without the aid of medication.

For this past week, I don't think I have slept more than 3 hours total.

I am an emotional wreck. As much as it kills me to admit it, for all the joking I do, this is hurting me. I feel like a child who is powerless over her own life.

Last week, I could have told you exactly where I was headed in my life. I could have told you precisely how I would spend the rest of my days and exactly what I would be doing with them. Now, I'm not sure I want to get up in the morning. I'm not sure I have the words to calm people when they are worried. I'm not sure I have the love left in my heart to help the people I care about. I'm not sure who I am anymore.

Re-evaluation time. It's a bitch.

This is an example of the way that lives are shattered by thecowardly acts of terrorists.

 

[Starfish]

I finally fell over and passed out for about 7 hours, this afternoon but now I feel I could go a few days again.

It is weird but I feel terribly idle and it is driving me nuts. I have to do something, and everything that doesn't help seems utterly meaningless. I watch those people fight for the lives of the those trapped under that rubble and I feel useless. I keep feeling that I cannot remain 'usless', even though I've done little things. I just need to contribute more every second.

I know that many, if not most of you feel this way too, and it is eating you up..
I understand that.





I love you Angel, niters! Sleep tight, and don't feel bad for it. We all must rest if we are to be worth anything.

 

[Azwed]

I feel the same way. Helpless. I keep getting this urge to drive to NY and do something, but I can't. I can't leave school and I can't leave the people here that need me. I would probably just get in the way anyway the only thing I could offer is another big guy who can pick up lots of heavy shit. They probably have plenty of people to do that already.

 

[Starfish]

But when you have commitments, than you are doing what is needed...... being a good American.

I don't have too many commitments aside from my pets, and plants. School isn't an issue for 4 days a week, and I am able to make the drive to NY in 12 hours. That leaves two days to be there helping.

 

[Angel]

Yeah, gonna try this again.

Early for me, but I can't sit here right now.

Sleep well all and be safe.