we4urplzure
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- Sep 28, 2012
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I have to tell the truth...
I want sex, a lot of sex and with a lot of people. My hubby knows and teases me about it but I deny it or play it off that he is enough. And he IS enough but I want more. I kind of blame him sometimes because until we started having group play, I was ready to put that promiscuous unmarried chapter of my life away permanently. But he loves porn and sex as much (maybe) as me. I watch porn with him and I get so fucking turned on. The ideas get into my head and I want to be the centerpiece to a gang bang ... a few gang bangs. I think he released the genie so to speak and I sometimes resent him for encouraging my inner slut to come out. I have tried hard in the 7 years we've been together to stifle it, contain my nymphomania but I love it when he suggests we invite someone over. I found a sex club near our home and was angry when he was too tired from the week to go.
I have a couple fears...disease and growing apart. I love him to the moon and our one on one sex life is absolutely incredible. I don't need the rest of it ... but god I love having men fuck me. I enjoy being his slut wife and I am ashamed of how much I love it. I hate being conflicted.
I want sex, a lot of sex and with a lot of people. My hubby knows and teases me about it but I deny it or play it off that he is enough. And he IS enough but I want more. I kind of blame him sometimes because until we started having group play, I was ready to put that promiscuous unmarried chapter of my life away permanently. But he loves porn and sex as much (maybe) as me. I watch porn with him and I get so fucking turned on. The ideas get into my head and I want to be the centerpiece to a gang bang ... a few gang bangs. I think he released the genie so to speak and I sometimes resent him for encouraging my inner slut to come out. I have tried hard in the 7 years we've been together to stifle it, contain my nymphomania but I love it when he suggests we invite someone over. I found a sex club near our home and was angry when he was too tired from the week to go.
I have a couple fears...disease and growing apart. I love him to the moon and our one on one sex life is absolutely incredible. I don't need the rest of it ... but god I love having men fuck me. I enjoy being his slut wife and I am ashamed of how much I love it. I hate being conflicted.