*True Confessions*

[Champagne]

Confessions

I am new to being a member on this list and this postwill be a long one.

*I don't like being alone.
* I am afraid of whats in the dark when I am alone
* I would like to lose 66 pounds.
* I love toasted marshmallows.
* I love sleeping.
* I love chocolate.
* I love sex.
* I would like to work in a strip club.
* I worry I am infertile.
* I love music wayy too much.
* All I want is to be popular.
* I like the idea people are getting off because of me.
* I think going to the toilet is a watse of valuable time.
* I love flirting.
* I like to be bitten.
* I wonder if i will ever find what Iwant in a man.
* I can cum from the right combination of mouth on neck (biting, sucking, kissing, licking).
* I cry all the time.

Thats it for me for now.

Champagne

 

[Freya]

Re: Confessions

I am new to being a member on this list and this postwill be a long one.

*I don't like being alone.
* I am afraid of whats in the dark when I am alone
* I would like to lose 66 pounds.
* I love toasted marshmallows.
* I love sleeping.
* I love chocolate.
* I love sex.
* I would like to work in a strip club.
* I worry I am infertile.
* I love music wayy too much.
* All I want is to be popular.
* I like the idea people are getting off because of me.
* I think going to the toilet is a watse of valuable time.
* I love flirting.
* I like to be bitten.
* I wonder if i will ever find what Iwant in a man.
* I can cum from the right combination of mouth on neck (biting, sucking, kissing, licking).
* I cry all the time.

Thats it for me for now.

Champagne

Welcome to TC.....you'll find it's very cleansing.


*hugs*

 

[Freya]

* is the last person to think this, but why the good FUCK can't people just talk when they are upset....why must they close their doors*

*hates sleeping alone*

*wants to be held*

*wants to be loved, but honestly not sure if she has the energy for games while finding that*

*wishes people understood the concept of friendship if they tell you they want to be friends*

*just wants to help someone who doesn't respond...is very frustrated and hurt*

*waited up to see if he had a bad dream...feels like an idiot now*


























*is so very very fucking lonely right now*

 

[Don K Dyck]

Hang In There, Man

I have a hard time talking about me, I am so much better at talking to others. The strength of one so special has brought me here tonight. I miss my children and I hate the fact that because I am a man and not blessed with a friggin womb, I am not seen as cpable to love and take care of them. I have tried so hard to ensure they would never feel the pain I did growing up and would spend every day ensuring they know how much i love them and how they can accomplish anything in life. Babies your daddy loves you and misses you so and wishes he could hold you now. I never grew up with a father that loved me and brought nothing but pain into my life and I wanted so much to ensure that they never went a day without a smile. I hope this gets easier and I hope they someday understand and don't grow hating me because I couldn't tuck them in every night. I'm sorry I will stop rambling thanks for listening!

MLFA
Warriorpoet

Crazy families are a pest, but we get stuck with them for many different reasons. Kids know far more than their parents give them creidt for, especially about the relationship between their parents. Kids are resilient, they grow in spite of the system sometimes. Don't worry, Warriorpoet, the kids will make their own decisions in due time. From personal experience, just try to keep the lines of communication open regardless of the flack . . . kids may make a fuss, but they realy appreciate this type of concern.

Peace man, Don.

 

[sortacurious]

Welcome aboard Champ! Hope to see you returning!

Don, it's good to see you again. You always have such supportive words for everyone!

Freya, I wish I had been here when you posted. I'm sorry. Don't feel foolish for caring, he knows and I'm sure, appreciates it. If he could reach out then I'm sure he knows you'd be there for him. Just know that there's no comfort to be had sometimes. We each have our own way of dealing with pain and the past, and we all have to do whatever works for us. It's never meant to be hurtful of the ones that care for us. Some things are forbidden to speak of for whatever reasons. Other things bring on re-living that event when it's talked about. This is all very difficult to accept in someone we care about. But, if we can't accept it, without feeling rejected then we are doing that person more of a disservce by not loving them for their faults and all. In that case, this only brings on more feels of isolation for both of you and chases them away. It would be better for you both if you can't accept these things if you distanced yourself for awhile. Most important of all, is if it's causing you such pain, you gotta take care of yourself and do what ever you need to do to not keep going through this.

I don't mean to sound like such a know-it-all. I'm sorry if I do...I speak from experience is all. I was able to accept the idiosyncracies, and am very blessed to have the person in my life for it. But many were not, and lost out on getting to have such a wonderful person care for them. In my case I would have left my life behind and started a new one with him in a heartbeat if other circumstance had been different. I took him for the scarred man he was and loved him not moreso, but in spite of it all. If I couldn't have done that...I would not be able to still be around him. It takes a strong woman to do this, which I believe you are. It's not easy, but so worth it.

Either way, I hope you can find peace with this. I'm here for you & I love ya, sis.

ok, I'll quit my madness now...really was just trying to be supportive! I swear!

 

[sortacurious]

Early a.m. 'fessions:

* Worries so much for her Lit. friends!

* Really enjoyed my unexpected alone time tonight!

* Met someone new and sexy through Lit. *be still my beating heart* his words blew me away. A man has not made me feel that good in a long time about myself.

* Wonders why he should have to live so far away. Would probably persue this one, if there wasn't the distance.

* Blushed profusely and glowed big time at his last offline message! (hope he does it again)

* NO! I'm not swooning, I won't swoon, not gonna happen! Just temporarily taken off guard.

* got a couple hours sleep after talking to g-ma tonight. Feeling a little less rum-dum.

* Gotta pick up my brother from jail in a little less than 24 hours. Don't want to think about all that now.

* I'm so wanting to go camping, I'm tempted to just pack up and go by myself soon. I need it!!!!!

* Oh my gosh, he's back on yahoo! (ok, I'm such a dork!)

 

[SexyAmber]

*Really glad that WP and Naded got the support they needed here last night*

*SC's post helped them more than they know, and I am so happy for her about her new lit friend*

*Welcome Champ *smiles*

*Hopes Matt is feeling better*

*Wishes Freya would never feel lonely again and hopes she knows I will hold her anytime*

*Hopes Jewelz is feeling better*

*I can not have children, last night's confessions made me feel like less of a woman knowing I can never relate or possess that kind of love*

*I woke up feeling like I am going to cry and can't shake the feeling, I have no idea why*

 

[naughtygirl]

*grabs on to Amber and holds tight*

 

[SexyAmber]

Re: Confessions

I am new to being a member on this list and this postwill be a long one.

*I don't like being alone.
* I am afraid of whats in the dark when I am alone
* I would like to lose 66 pounds.
* I love toasted marshmallows.
* I love sleeping.
* I love chocolate.
* I love sex.
* I would like to work in a strip club.
* I worry I am infertile.
* I love music wayy too much.
* All I want is to be popular.
* I like the idea people are getting off because of me.
* I think going to the toilet is a watse of valuable time.
* I love flirting.
* I like to be bitten.
* I wonder if i will ever find what Iwant in a man.
* I can cum from the right combination of mouth on neck (biting, sucking, kissing, licking).
* I cry all the time.

Thats it for me for now.

Champagne

Champagne, welcome to the confessional...I am sorry that you cry all the time. I share alot of what you said. I wish you wouldn't worry about being popular. Popularity is a difficult thing, people strived to be liked and admired, but I don't think you necessarily have to be popular to do that. Alot of time when you are popular you spend alot of your time living to make other people happy.

"No one can build her security on the nobleness of another person."
Willa Cather

So make sure you know you are important and the rest will follow suit.

/xo/
A

 

[SexyAmber]

*grabs on to Amber and holds tight*

*hugs her back tightly and kisses her forehead* Thank you so much you have no idea how much I need that.


Now I want to hear your confessions *knudges her toward the confessional pit needing her relationship status pronto*

 

[naughtygirl]

*will post in a little bit when I get to work and have the time

*just wanted to give Amber a hug good morning, before I left

 

[SexyAmber]

*will post in a little bit when I get to work and have the time

*just wanted to give Amber a hug good morning, before I left

Thank you so much beautiful

 

[makman]

no confession, i did that previously in this thread.

its just that reading on from that post i did i suddenly realise how much more than the original "sex confessions" i assumed it was and how much an outlet for emotion it is. i have a relatively easy life yet there is always something to bitch about, but coming on here and seeing how much more other people have to put up with puts my life into perspective.

i hope you all dont mind that i come on here to do that, and i do honestly wish all of you having a hard time the best of luck in all that life brings you.

 

[ShiningEyes]

I have a hard time talking about me, I am so much better at talking to others. The strength of one so special has brought me here tonight. I miss my children and I hate the fact that because I am a man and not blessed with a friggin womb, I am not seen as cpable to love and take care of them. I have tried so hard to ensure they would never feel the pain I did growing up and would spend every day ensuring they know how much i love them and how they can accomplish anything in life. Babies your daddy loves you and misses you so and wishes he could hold you now. I never grew up with a father that loved me and brought nothing but pain into my life and I wanted so much to ensure that they never went a day without a smile. I hope this gets easier and I hope they someday understand and don't grow hating me because I couldn't tuck them in every night. I'm sorry I will stop rambling thanks for listening!

MLFA
Warriorpoet

Warrior....Don't feel sorry for talking to us here. This is one of the reasons we are here. Speaking from what experience I do have on the subject. It will get easier but it will stay hard! My father still cries. I never thought I would see such a grown man of his size break down and cry as if he were a fragile thing.

There's more I wanna say, but I can't right now. I will finish when I come back tonight!


I LOVE ALL OF YOU. Thank you for your support last night. Admitting what I did was very hard for me!!!!!!!!!
I hope you all have a wonderful day!

 

[SexyAmber]

no confession, i did that previously in this thread.

its just that reading on from that post i did i suddenly realise how much more than the original "sex confessions" i assumed it was and how much an outlet for emotion it is. i have a relatively easy life yet there is always something to bitch about, but coming on here and seeing how much more other people have to put up with puts my life into perspective.

i hope you all dont mind that i come on here to do that, and i do honestly wish all of you having a hard time the best of luck in all that life brings you.

I agree ... and we are happy you come here

 

[SexyAmber]

Warrior....Don't feel sorry for talking to us here. This is one of the reasons we are here. Speaking from what experience I do have on the subject. It will get easier but it will stay hard! My father still cries. I never thought I would see such a grown man of his size break down and cry as if he were a fragile thing.

There's more I wanna say, but I can't right now. I will finish when I come back tonight!


I LOVE ALL OF YOU. Thank you for your support last night. Admitting what I did was very hard for me!!!!!!!!!
I hope you all have a wonderful day!

*hugs her tight*

 

[badmatt]

*hugs Amber tightly*
Have a wonderful day My angel

 

[SexyAmber]

*hugs Amber tightly*
Have a wonderful day My angel

*hugs* Thank you I needed that, be safe today and tell your boss I said

 

[badmatt]

Amber...

all right I'll tell him that...but just for you...*soft sweet kisses as he holds you tight*
you have a wonderful day okay?

 

[naughtygirl]

Morning confessions....

*was happy to read that everyone who needed support last night received it...thanks for your kind words...

*he called at the end of my confession, in the midst of my tears

*he heard me cry for the first time last night, hopes it is the last time

*he was totally supportive, reassuring and put me at ease...

*he made me laugh....oh how he can make me laugh

*made him a promise for today and plans to keep it

*agrees that I fear my own happiness...confesses that I havent felt happiness like this in years and years

*has a lot of work to do today

*needs to finish laundry tonight *sigh*

*thinks its pathetic when people lie about who they really are

*the bitch is sitting in my office from me right now, trying really hard to not let her irritate me today!

*hoping my Lit friends have a wonderful day *blows kisses at you*



NG

 

[omahaman2]

confessions for tuesday

had fun here yesterday, hope the silliness didnt bother too many

after reading many more posts today, it hurt me to see the hurt and pain many are experiencing.If anybody and i mean anybody needs somebody to listen,i hope you know i care and am around alot. After yesterday, many may think i am kind of silly, but i hope you all know i care alot, and care very deeply about people. My greatest source of suffering is seeing others suffer,it hurts me to the core.I wish everyone in the world could smile all the time,I know thats not possible but i have made it my life long quest to accomplish.

for some reason,i did not accomplish what i needed to, yesterday.

needed to hear her voice last night,hope she forgives me for calling at 230 am but sometime you just need to hear the voice of the person you gave your heart to. love knows no time,probably doesnt even own a watch.

wondering if i should follow the idea of this thread and do a confessional about me and my life before she moves in in october. I wonder if she can accept that once in awhile i forget to put the cap on the toothpaste and sometimes even squeeze it from the middle. I would hate to have her change her life so much to become part of mine,(which really amazes me that someone would do this for me) and then discover something she couldnt handle. I would hate it though to lose us sharing our lives together after wonderfully meeting her on lit.

still amazed at how humble jewelz is, how she doesnt realize how much she has touched others in lit

has confessed this many times over in lit, both bb and chat but cant stop repeating it. I love her.

last but not least, i will get things done today, unless the short bus arrives

 

[Fireman2002]

seems nice

this is nice seems people are really there for each other in here

 

[SexyAmber]

Re: seems nice

this is nice seems people are really there for each other in here

awe very nice people, please feel free to join us

 

[naughtygirl]

Re: seems nice

this is nice seems people are really there for each other in here

yes, they are Fireman. This is a wonderful place to share you laughter and your tears.

Welcome and I hope you keep coming back to confession.

 

[naughtygirl]

Hey Amber....are you feeling any better?

*waiting for computer program to be upgraded....gives me exuse to avoid the pile of folders in front me of me and play on Lit