*True Confessions*

[naughtygirl]

*loves Jewelz more than words can express...for her beautiful beautiful soul, and her support of me, and her understanding of my "crazy" feelings... *holds her tightly and whispers "thank you for your gift of friendship"*

 

[ShiningEyes]

A path unsteady and unsure. Not sure where I'm going. Tired of not knowing. Sorry I haven't been on much guys. Has a lot of house work.

Tired of feeling lonely and hurting. Searching my Soul for who I am. I'm in great hopes that all of you are having a wonderful wonderful night and week

 

[sortacurious]

ok, can I just say I love you all?

 

[ShiningEyes]

I love you all very very much!!!! And want all to be happy!!!

 

[Batch]

really weird confessional...so you may not want to read......

all said in a whisper ......so quiet that no one hears................shush
I confess that I had a
a wonderful day...
at work
we watered the trees and the shrubs........the small children and I
early..morning..i have had a shift change so I work from 9 to six............and while watering...then the three primaries, my three bad boyz....went searching for rollie pollies...in the fallen leaves which had accumulated all about the bases of the low lying shrubs
these are my days ..on hands and knees seeing the small world of my child development center..the grass the trees through their eyes........i watch and I observe...i get to pay attention and offer things that will give the children such delights......and the questions come and then my work flows from me...I was a History Major.but I needed a job......and the door opened onto this one......and here I am......the shepard..hope I spelled that right.......
what a day..my reality.....my real world............my bad boyz.those whom I serve.I am always offered the most challenging children...the bad bad bad boyz...........and they learn.. coping skills.........I do good..so far..........
i confess that I played in the wet sand today and i ...took my shoes off and limped about..no cane today.....I use no cane today.....enjoyed myself...........................I was in the flow of the moment and I was in that creative...purposeful moment for a while.........of water and pouring and sand and the children's laughter.....you know that gives me strength?
did any one know that ?
I confess that I love my job..........paperwork pisses me off .....but I am in a great place when it comes to my job....I do so well.........................lolololololololoo


i confess that I need a girlfriend
not lover but a friend.......where is the one.....?
and why must they always move away.it must be me, right....?
I implore this empty internet world for solace and I dance .....alone...............

is this always to be...aloneness....?
and I actually masterbated early this morning.......what a shock that was...............2:34 i felt desire............i think i am odd for this turning myself on and off...........
should I leave the real life..lover alone.............. love alone? and let myself sink into a state of non-sexual feelings......can I hang with that?
I think I can and I must.........I am the loner..I can do this...........I am strong.....
don't you think so?
as she crys out in her odd pain and joy.......
please disregard
as she has become invisible.......
i am not really here.
I am invisible and an annoyance............

 

[ShiningEyes]

Not being here but every once in a while has left me with empty feelings. This is my place to come when I have no other. It's my place to get away from those that turn their backs on me. Not being here has left me blue.

*sighs a deep sigh* I'm lost in a big world that doesn't know who I am and doesn't want me. I see all my friends around me and they are hurting more than I. I drop my problems to the bottom of a pitt for them. Because I love them!!! I push what's wrong with me aside because I choose to. And most of them, you, do the same for me and for many other people.

Lit and all of the people here is important to and for me!! I love all of you!!! I'll try to get on to at least leave a few posts. PM me if anyone wants to talk!!!!

A few confessions---

*I'm a BIG dreamer
*My head stays in the clouds.
*I'm a very passionate person about a lot of things.
*Watched Evolution Saturday night!!! Laughed my ass off!
*Knows I'm lost and needs to be found
*Often wonders where my Faith lies

 

[Freya]

Jewelz baby...I love you. Don't have a bad night after the fun you had today. You so deserve to have that fun all the time, every minute of every day. You so deserve to be happy, because you make everyone around you happy!

 

[Freya]

Re: really weird confessional...so you may not want to read......

all said in a whisper ......so quiet that no one hears................shush
I confess that I had a
a wonderful day...
at work
we watered the trees and the shrubs........the small children and I
early..morning..i have had a shift change so I work from 9 to six............and while watering...then the three primaries, my three bad boyz....went searching for rollie pollies...in the fallen leaves which had accumulated all about the bases of the low lying shrubs
these are my days ..on hands and knees seeing the small world of my child development center..the grass the trees through their eyes........i watch and I observe...i get to pay attention and offer things that will give the children such delights......and the questions come and then my work flows from me...I was a History Major.but I needed a job......and the door opened onto this one......and here I am......the shepard..hope I spelled that right.......
what a day..my reality.....my real world............my bad boyz.those whom I serve.I am always offered the most challenging children...the bad bad bad boyz...........and they learn.. coping skills.........I do good..so far..........
i confess that I played in the wet sand today and i ...took my shoes off and limped about..no cane today.....I use no cane today.....enjoyed myself...........................I was in the flow of the moment and I was in that creative...purposeful moment for a while.........of water and pouring and sand and the children's laughter.....you know that gives me strength?
did any one know that ?
I confess that I love my job..........paperwork pisses me off .....but I am in a great place when it comes to my job....I do so well.........................lolololololololoo


i confess that I need a girlfriend
not lover but a friend.......where is the one.....?
and why must they always move away.it must be me, right....?
I implore this empty internet world for solace and I dance .....alone...............

is this always to be...aloneness....?
and I actually masterbated early this morning.......what a shock that was...............2:34 i felt desire............i think i am odd for this turning myself on and off...........
should I leave the real life..lover alone.............. love alone? and let myself sink into a state of non-sexual feelings......can I hang with that?
I think I can and I must.........I am the loner..I can do this...........I am strong.....
don't you think so?
as she crys out in her odd pain and joy.......
please disregard
as she has become invisible.......
i am not really here.
I am invisible and an annoyance............

Batch, you are NEVER invisible and not an annoyance at all!

 

[sortacurious]

Batch,
You will never be invisible or annoying here! Nor will you ever be completely alone here, we are your friends. {hugz} Congradulations on being able to go without the cane. I love to feel the sand beneath my bare feet!!!!

I want to thank you for sharing your day. You brought back some special childhood memories, long ago forgotten about the simple pleasures.

 

[SexyAmber]

SE my pet, I miss you very much ..and hope that you know you are in my heart...come back to us when you can


Batch, as I told you, you are not alone we are all here and most willing to listen to you. You are not invisible to me.

 

[ShiningEyes]

Re: really weird confessional...so you may not want to read......

all said in a whisper ......so quiet that no one hears................shush
I confess that I had a
a wonderful day...
at work
we watered the trees and the shrubs........the small children and I
early..morning..i have had a shift change so I work from 9 to six............and while watering...then the three primaries, my three bad boyz....went searching for rollie pollies...in the fallen leaves which had accumulated all about the bases of the low lying shrubs
these are my days ..on hands and knees seeing the small world of my child development center..the grass the trees through their eyes........i watch and I observe...i get to pay attention and offer things that will give the children such delights......and the questions come and then my work flows from me...I was a History Major.but I needed a job......and the door opened onto this one......and here I am......the shepard..hope I spelled that right.......
what a day..my reality.....my real world............my bad boyz.those whom I serve.I am always offered the most challenging children...the bad bad bad boyz...........and they learn.. coping skills.........I do good..so far..........
i confess that I played in the wet sand today and i ...took my shoes off and limped about..no cane today.....I use no cane today.....enjoyed myself...........................I was in the flow of the moment and I was in that creative...purposeful moment for a while.........of water and pouring and sand and the children's laughter.....you know that gives me strength?
did any one know that ?
I confess that I love my job..........paperwork pisses me off .....but I am in a great place when it comes to my job....I do so well.........................lolololololololoo


i confess that I need a girlfriend
not lover but a friend.......where is the one.....?
and why must they always move away.it must be me, right....?
I implore this empty internet world for solace and I dance .....alone...............

is this always to be...aloneness....?
and I actually masterbated early this morning.......what a shock that was...............2:34 i felt desire............i think i am odd for this turning myself on and off...........
should I leave the real life..lover alone.............. love alone? and let myself sink into a state of non-sexual feelings......can I hang with that?
I think I can and I must.........I am the loner..I can do this...........I am strong.....
don't you think so?
as she crys out in her odd pain and joy.......
please disregard
as she has become invisible.......
i am not really here.
I am invisible and an annoyance............

You would not and will never be invisible and you are not an annoyance!! We all love you here!!!

 

[1fiestyredhead]

I have a lot of catching up to do, but I'm just stopping by to send warm hugs to everyone here at the confessional...

 

[SexyAmber]

I have a lot of catching up to do, but I'm just stopping by to send warm hugs to everyone here at the confessional...

Fiesty's back! *does a big happy dance*

I MISSED YOU

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Fiesty's back! *does a big happy dance*

I MISSED YOU

I missed you too! I wish I wasn't so tired... I'd try to catch up tonight.... I've been sitting too long in too many airports today.

 

[badmatt]

*sits quietly*

*upon entering he takes a seat and makes like he's a statue, just here to observe*

 

[naded]

FIESTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[sortacurious]

Fiesty! I'm so glad you're back...you were so missed!

 

[ShiningEyes]

SE my pet, I miss you very much ..and hope that you know you are in my heart...come back to us when you can


Batch, as I told you, you are not alone we are all here and most willing to listen to you. You are not invisible to me.

Hey there, Amber.....I'll try to get on tomorrow. I'm gonna stay on a bit longer, but I'm not sure how much longer.

More confessions

*Just let myself go and balled my eyes out
*Physical pain is less to endure than emotional or mental pain
*Is a lost sheep walking alone in the dark searching for where she belongs.
*Feels like finding my place quickly

 

[ShiningEyes]

Welcome back Fiesty!
Hey there Naded!
Love you SC!!!!
Howdy Matt


Amber, thx!

Love all of you!!!!

Night

 

[Freya]

Hey there, Amber.....I'll try to get on tomorrow. I'm gonna stay on a bit longer, but I'm not sure how much longer.

More confessions

*Just let myself go and balled my eyes out
*Physical pain is less to endure than emotional or mental pain
*Is a lost sheep walking alone in the dark searching for where she belongs.
*Feels like finding my place quickly

You have a place here.


*hugs*

 

[sortacurious]

Hey there, Amber.....I'll try to get on tomorrow. I'm gonna stay on a bit longer, but I'm not sure how much longer.

More confessions

*Just let myself go and balled my eyes out
*Physical pain is less to endure than emotional or mental pain
*Is a lost sheep walking alone in the dark searching for where she belongs.
*Feels like finding my place quickly

I'm glad you were about to let it out some, sugar. I'm great at giving this advise but not so good at taking it: Don't let it build up inside.

xoxox

 

[zetacon4]

I think I must have hurt someone or upset them....

Have many good friends, but sometimes feels very alone.

Feeling very badly for SE. Wish I could be of more encouragement to her.

Batch... your pain is so felt. I sure wish I could be around to comfort you and help ease that inner sense of loss.

Hello to all! Don't really know how to be helpful. But still are wishing .....

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Confessions:

* is way too tired to be here, but couldn't stay away

* hates flight delays

* missed everyone

* wonders if I can change my sig line in the morning?

* hopes I didn't miss too much

* is missing the hot weather already....

 

[naded]

You can change it right now babe, as long as it says:

I am a guest at the Literotica Bad Boyz Club

 

[1fiestyredhead]

You can change it right now babe, as long as it says:

I am a guest at the Literotica Bad Boyz Club

I'm afraid the nasty little thing is going to have to spend one more night on my sig line.....I'll replace it in the morning....and should I be totally honored that I'm a guest at said Bad Boyz Club?