*True Confessions*

[Nickton]

Cool It!

You know, I was on the phone with a good friend while all this fucking bullshit took place.

I made a VERY huge mistake by airing my laundry for all to become involved. I will regret it.....

In fact, this has me damn near willing to leave lit for good......

Phelan, i am very sorry. i did not call for "the dog attack"..as you put it. i am so sick...........

SC>..............i love you and cant thank you enough.......

Jewelz! Don't you DARE leave Lit. I'm sure your good friend advised you to take a deep breath, have a cup of tea and sleep on it. The world DOES look better the next day.... maionly 'cos it's not the same shitty day!

Okay Guys; Jewlez needs some space now. Most of us truly care about her and love her - let's give her (and Phelan) that space, keep our opinions held in check, andbe there for her as good friends should be.

Now then Hon - let's get you up to 10,000 HAPPY posts!


Nick

 

[naded]

Jewelz, I came out sounding like an ass and for that I apologize. I am your friend and I was angry at watching the mud slinging as well.

I am first and for most your friend and I hope you still consider me as such. I hope you are feeling better. I was just angry that people were making character judgements about you and Phelan when they don't even know both sides of the story.


your friend,


J.

 

[TantaLiza]

Thank you Star. I hope others will soak up some serenity from them too.

Beautiful pics SC!!! Thanks for sharing!!

BTW....got Fiery Cross...started readin it yesterday....can't wait to get further into it...

Thanks again!!

Liza

 

[Jewelz]

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[Freya]

I don't know the story and it's none of my business Jewelz....but my heart goes out to you and him in your pain. Hopefully this'll all work out in the end for you both.

 

[TantaLiza]

Jewelz...

Love, peace and inner strength being sent your way....

Hugs!

Liza

 

[sortacurious]

Beautiful pics SC!!! Thanks for sharing!!

BTW....got Fiery Cross...started readin it yesterday....can't wait to get further into it...

Thanks again!!

Liza

Thank you, Liza.

Congrats on getting the book!!!!

 

[TantaLiza]

Thank you, Liza.

Congrats on getting the book!!!!

Will let you know when I finish...

Are you going to the party at the BBC??? Maybe I'll see you there...

 

[sortacurious]

*Deep breath*

I just had to come back on here and apologize for being so out of character and bitching off the cuff. People are right, I aired it so it is free game for people to respond to. I just never thought it would get so out of hand. My apologies to all the regulars and those who pop in once in awhile. Please I want this to be the place it was before today. Please?

I was able to get some closure tonight after a long phone call with Phelan. The man is wonderful. My heart is less heavy but the pain will take time to erase. We will always love each other. Life is about change, nothing ever stays the same.

Be well.

Of course the confessional will go back to the awesome place that it always has been! Even today, things were said that may not have been pretty, but they were said with love for you in each person's heart. No one likes to see a person they love hurting, and we all react differently to that. We also all express ourselves differently. This doesn't make any of us wrong. Everyone who said something today...their hearts are in the right place. But in order for you to move on, and go through the process of your closure, we all need to have you and your needs first and foremost in our minds.

BTW, don't even consider leaving Lit. If you need a break that's one thing, but this place needs you. You are our shining Jewel, our support, our friend. You have touched each of our hearts with your beauty.

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In the spirit of returning to what this place was...my early evening 'fession:

* Fuck, I'm horny!

 

[TantaLiza]

Must confess....

*could use a good tongue lashing myself....

*would settle for a good spanking tho....*eg*

*will have to settle on the Black Tie affair at the BBC....

*still thinking of that deep voice in the night....

...more to cum...tomorrow....

Hugs!!

Liza

 

[Marilyth]

Evening Confessions...

* Wish I wasn't so damn diplomatic sometimes, and would tell people what I really think.

* Wish people would consider my feelings before flaunting their new "things" in my face, and then not realize that (my bf).

* Am excited for my first Black Tie at the BBC.

* Doesn't want Jewelz to leave, nor be angry with me for not stopping the nonsense earlier.

* Will probably not solicit mediation online for a while, nor get involved in things that I shouldn't.

* Love the fact that the roomie & doggie went out for the night.

* Wish the bf had not come home tonite either, but wish he'd talk to me more.

Ok, I'm done. Need to get drinks ready for the patio...

 

[samanthak1721]

Tuesday night confessions...

*Wishes I were better friends with Jewelz so that I could give her a shoulder to lean on - but very happy that she does have many friends here to help out. *thinking of you, Jewelz*

*Wish I would just get over this guy - but still missing him, talked to him today, didn't go well.

*Feeling "not good enough" today

*Needs to make a decision about my life, but I'm not brave enough yet

*Knows that running away won't solve any problems, but I so want to be in another state right now

More later,
Sam

 

[Jewelz]

loving hugs to liza, nicky, naded, freya, mari and sam...thank you friends

no mari, i am not upset at all with you honey..



SC...as always you have managed to calm me. what would i ever do without you? im glad i couldnt sleep...when i came here and read your post, it was like this calm washed over me. and then i read arty's post in the playhouse and i just felt safe. I hope you liked the little PM i had sent you earlier

*fiesty...my god, i miss you....gotta call you again tomorrow.

*phelan....kisses my baby...

 

[Marilyth]

loving hugs to liza, nicky, naded, freya, mari and sam...thank you friends

no mari, i am not upset at all with you honey..



SC...as always you have managed to calm me. what would i ever do without you? im glad i couldnt sleep...when i came here and read your post, it was like this calm washed over me. and then i read arty's post in the playhouse and i just felt safe. I hope you liked the little PM i had sent you earlier

*fiesty...my god, i miss you....gotta call you again tomorrow.

*phelan....kisses my baby...

I"m so glad you decided to come and check posts before going to bed.

I'm glad you're not upset. I'm just so diplomatic sometimes, it get s the worst of me.

HOw about peeking in at the bad boyz club. Do you have a formal gown lying around? We're just beginning some interesting things there

 

[Jewelz]

I"m so glad you decided to come and check posts before going to bed.

I'm glad you're not upset. I'm just so diplomatic sometimes, it get s the worst of me.

HOw about peeking in at the bad boyz club. Do you have a formal gown lying around? We're just beginning some interesting things there

im just exhausted but can not relax enough to sleep. i will pass on the fan fair at the bcc for tonight. id feel quite out of place and not totally in spirit for it. thank you though!

 

[samanthak1721]

Jewelz - I'm about ready to try to sleep - I've got to be at work in 6 hours, so, here's hoping!!
Just wanted to say that I feel for you/your situation. I kinda get that the things we are going through, while not the same, are similar. Please know that I, too, am here for you if you need to talk, I know the heartbreak I'm feeling tonight, and am aware that yours must surpass that because of the plans you made.

I hope that you smile, soon and a lot -
Sam

 

[redelicious]

Short Confessional-


*So much for not cybering on the threads with folks I don't know.

LOL

 

[Jewelz]

Jewelz - I'm about ready to try to sleep - I've got to be at work in 6 hours, so, here's hoping!!
Just wanted to say that I feel for you/your situation. I kinda get that the things we are going through, while not the same, are similar. Please know that I, too, am here for you if you need to talk, I know the heartbreak I'm feeling tonight, and am aware that yours must surpass that because of the plans you made.

I hope that you smile, soon and a lot -
Sam

What a touching post. Thank you kindly sam. *hugs*

I wish all good things for you too. I hope that sleep will find you and may you rest well tonight in the arms of an angel and waken refreshed and ready to face the day. You deserve that much and more.

You have made me smile.

 

[Jewelz]

Short Confessional-


*So much for not cybering on the threads with folks I don't know.

LOL

I saw it, i did..


lol

 

[redelicious]

I saw it, i did..


lol

*wonders if I'll have a cyber hangover in the morning

 

[Jewelz]

*wonders if I'll have a cyber hangover in the morning

but it felt good right?

 

[redelicious]

but it felt good right?

LOL, well it is still going on as I right this. How come noone in r/l lasts this long????

 

[meop79]

lol good for you redelicious

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[redelicious]

What was I thinking????

OHHHHHH, my ass is SOOO going to be dragging in the morning.


Where is my bed?????????

 

[meop79]

Cum 'ere I'll take you right to bed