*True Confessions*

[Jewelz]

*I moan as you tease me, aching for you to pinch my hard nipples gently, as I move my mouth to your neck, licking slowly up to your ear and whisper softly with hot breath "you are making me sooo hot"

hold that thought hon........im having a momentary break down......

i hate when it hits me so suddenly......

I MISS PHELAN, I NEED HIM......THIS IS NOT FAIR.........FUCK IT ALL!! *tears*.............


I will be back later ya'll............

 

[naughtygirl]

oh baby, its ok....im so sorry...im here if you need to talk, k?

*kisses and hugs* Love you!

NG

 

[Batch]

Re: Re: Re: The Reason We Are Here After All

I know you didn't ask me, but . . .

I think it is normal for people to want to be happy. I think sometimes for whatever reason people are unhappy in comitted relationships. Its not that I think its natural to have more partners, but i think it's natural to seek out what you think is going to bring you happiness.

Did that make a bit of sence?

I am so happy that answers are coming..thank you ...i like your answer..too...

 

[naded]

Batch, get over to the Literotica Bad Boyz Club and check in. Be sure to check out the rules on page one and two and be sure to contact Nasty for on to be a Guest

 

[meop79]

*my hands move to your head, pushing it gently into my wetness, urging you to continue, wanting to bury your face in me, as I moan from the pleasure I am receiving*

*Sucking first one then the other of your lips into my mouth, licking sucking, chewing, pulling. Running my toungue around your pussy hole, flicking it in and out, slding my toungue over your clit, rolling it around with my toungue*

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[meop79]

hold that thought hon........im having a momentary break down......
i hate when it hits me so suddenly......
I MISS PHELAN, I NEED HIM......THIS IS NOT FAIR.........FUCK IT ALL!! *tears*.............
I will be back later ya'll............

I know... *HUGS*

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[SexyAmber]

hold that thought hon........im having a momentary break down......

i hate when it hits me so suddenly......

I MISS PHELAN, I NEED HIM......THIS IS NOT FAIR.........FUCK IT ALL!! *tears*.............


I will be back later ya'll............

*hugs her so tight* I love you sis

 

[Jewelz]

I cant let go of the love we have, im dying inside-i know i must go on..tell me how

"From the Bottom of My Broken Heart"~ Britney Spears

"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know, still I miss you somehow?

From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart


"Baby," I said,
"please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
we could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
through my dreams
through my heart
and I'm back where I started again
never thought it would end

From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart

You promised yourself
but to somebody else
and you made it so perfectly clear
still I wish you were here

From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?

 

[sortacurious]

hold that thought hon........im having a momentary break down......

i hate when it hits me so suddenly......

I MISS PHELAN, I NEED HIM......THIS IS NOT FAIR.........FUCK IT ALL!! *tears*.............


I will be back later ya'll............

My sweet beautiful Jewelz, you don't have to try to keep up this brave face for us all the time, that you've been trying to do. Please know how much you are loved and valued.

I wish I could bring you here and hold you and let you cry your heart out, bring you a cool clothe for your sore eyes, draw you a bath with lots of smelly good bubbles, and let you relax. Then take you to the beach, let you throw rocks into the crashing waves and scream it all out. Then you can be silly and play in salty water and feel the sand between your toes...babe, you need to do something for you, not for everyone else in your life. (It's time for Jewelz to take care of Jewelz) Please do something good for yourself, anything you can think of. You really need and deserve it.

I'm going to go out in a little while, and I'll try to call you then.
I Love YOU,

 

[Jewelz]

*hugs her so tight* I love you sis

*weeps in your arms* i love you too.......its so hard......my god its hard.......

 

[meop79]

*weeps in your arms* i love you too.......its so hard......my god its hard.......

I know...

*joins the HUGS and shouts "Group Hug!*



Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[Jewelz]

My sweet beautiful Jewelz, you don't have to try to keep up this brave face for us all the time, that you've been trying to do. Please know how much you are loved and valued.

I wish I could bring you here and hold you and let you cry your heart out, bring you a cool clothe for your sore eyes, draw you a bath with lots of smelly good bubbles, and let you relax. Then take you to the beach, let you throw rocks into the crashing waves and scream it all out. Then you can be silly and play in salty water and feel the sand between your toes...babe, you need to do something for you, not for everyone else in your life. (It's time for Jewelz to take care of Jewelz) Please do something good for yourself, anything you can think of. You really need and deserve it.

I'm going to go out in a little while, and I'll try to call you then.
I Love YOU,

Im trying to breathe. Im trying to not hurt so badly. I know its a must to move on...but how. Everything reminds me of him. I close my eyes and feel his touch, taste his kiss, feel his warm embrace, hear his tender words.....

I so wish I could be up there with you more than you know. I need you. I love you very much. If you are gonna call ..be sure to PM so I get offline.

 

[DreamOfSun]

* adding another warm body to the Group Hug *
Jewelz

 

[Jewelz]

I know...

*joins the HUGS and shouts "Group Hug!*



Meop79@yahoo.com

*Hugs you tight*

 

[meop79]

Oh jewelz... *HUGS* what happened? have I missed something? He didn't tell you he didn't want to see you again did he?

I'm sorry you're hurting... *HUGS*

I'm on Messenger if you want to talk....

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[meop79]

*Hugs you tight*

*Hugs SO Tight...*

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[SexyAmber]

*weeps in your arms* i love you too.......its so hard......my god its hard.......

*strokes her hair gently, kissing it as I hold her tight* I know beautiful I know....it is always darkest before dawn sis...light will come I promise *cries for her knowing what she is going through*

 

[Jewelz]

* adding another warm body to the Group Hug *
Jewelz

*hugs sunny* thank you






*tears*

 

[Jewelz]

Oh jewelz... *HUGS* what happened? have I missed something? He didn't tell you he didn't want to see you again did he?

I'm sorry you're hurting... *HUGS*

I'm on Messenger if you want to talk....

Meop79@yahoo.com

yeah honey.........you missed alot........but in fact, i havent told but a handful of people. he asked that i not talk....but i am breaking ....my spirit is breaking....im shaking so badly right now...cant stop crying......

IM SO SORRY EVERYONE........I dont mean to have a pity party here.........really i dont....

 

[naded]

* gives Jewelz a great big old bear hug * I loves ya babes

 

[Jewelz]

*strokes her hair gently, kissing it as I hold her tight* I know beautiful I know....it is always darkest before dawn sis...light will come I promise *cries for her knowing what she is going through*

*sobs uncontrollably*

 

[Jewelz]

* gives Jewelz a great big old bear hug * I loves ya babes

*hugs you close*...thank you....I love ya too honey.



god i cant stop crying...........

 

[naughtygirl]

No worries Jewelz....we all love you here...you share what you need to share with us.....talk as much or as little as you want.

*holds Jewelz close

 

[Jewelz]

NG....your PM box is full again honey...

 

[SexyAmber]

*sobs uncontrollably*

*holds her, rocking her gently and wiping the hair from her forehead to rest my lips on it, knowing there are no words, so just lets her know she is safe in my arms, opens arms for NG and everyone else*