*True Confessions*

[1fiestyredhead]

oh I see
i see

oh yeah I see...
uh huh...yeah
riggghttt...
you are a flirt...

and there is so much of you to go around....
lolololo

Batch!! Don't tell me you're just figuring this out!

 

[sortacurious]

Hmmm, I wonder if I can get the naked men version??? I need to check into this..... my loveseat needs replacing.

If you find the naked men version, you gotta tell me where, been trying to find one forever now!

 

[someplace]

Where's that Big Red Lit Bus?????

* gets to go home on saturday and the boys are throwing a party

Now THAT will be a party not to be missed!!!!

*checking my junk drawers....now where IS that unused airline ticket I have to use this summer?.......*

 

[1fiestyredhead]

If you find the naked men version, you gotta tell me where, been trying to find one forever now!

You betcha! Have a preference for naked men? Blonde, surfer boy type? Tall, dark and handsome? Sporty, athletic babes? I'll put one on order for you.

 

[Batch]

Batch!! Don't tell me you're just figuring this out!

spreading himself out like that....



just hope that there is
a
morsel
or two left


hehehehe


such a busy little bee he be....

yep

 

[naded]

Heh heh, now now ladies, no fighting. I'll share.

 

[ShiningEyes]

Heeeeeelllllllllloooooo everyone!! How's everyone doing? Pretty good here. hehehehehehe Muches better.

Loving the AV's!!!!! Really really like SC's new one!!

 

[sortacurious]

You betcha! Have a preference for naked men? Blonde, surfer boy type? Tall, dark and handsome? Sporty, athletic babes? I'll put one on order for you.

oh! Decisions! Eenie, Meanie, Minie!

Damn...one of each? OK so I want my options open, sheesh, nothin wrong with that!

 

[sortacurious]

Heeeeeelllllllllloooooo everyone!! How's everyone doing? Pretty good here. hehehehehehe Muches better.

Loving the AV's!!!!! Really really like SC's new one!!

Aw, thanks! Naded was sweet enough to size it for me.


You are sounded mucho muches better.

 

[naughtygirl]

A week's worth of confessions...

*was interrupted and now too tired to read through what I missed, will have to catch up another time

*glad and relieved to hear Naded will be headed home soon *kisses darling*, loves the new angel-like AV

*worried about Jewelz and post I caught, wondering about her trip with Phe and wants to hug her tightly now

*enjoyed the conference. went to many great workshops including Signing with children (now know 100 ASL signs)

*also attended 3 workshops that profoundly affected me. Occult Crimes, Sexual Abuse, and the Legal Aspects of Child Abuse.

*has decided to apply for position with Children's Protective Services, although this will mean a tremendous pay cut. decided this is truly where my heart is

*spent 2 afternoons/evenings in Juarez. has learned to say "Lo siento, no hablo espanol" very, very well! (Im sorry, i dont speak spanish)

*wishes I knew spanish

*felt a little too much like"fresh meat" to many of the men in Juarez, got really irritated by the stares and comments by several

*thinks it doesnt matter if you know the language, you still know what a man wants purely by the way he looks you up and down

*also understands why people choose to go to Mexico and disappear

*was inspired to paint, paint, paint after visitng El Paso's museum of art, right next to our hotel

*thinks works by John Alexander rock!!!!

*wishes I could swim this evening, like the past 4 evenings. wishes I had the money to put an inground pool in my back yard.

*is extremely!!!!!!!!!! horny after 4 days of no sex or masturbation

*has promised a friend I would not touch myself once til later this evening when I speak with him, having a hard time with this!

NG

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Heh heh, now now ladies, no fighting. I'll share.

OH GOD.....like he needed a bigger ego???? Who's fighting???

 

[naded]

Aw my ego isn't that big, I am just willing to share with all of you. Thanks Nasty, and welcome the fuck home girl. I missed ya!

 

[sortacurious]

NG!!!! So good to see you!

Those conference topics are tough, been to silimiar ones. I'm from the same field of work, and there is nothing more rewarding no matter how heart-wrenching it can be. It's a much needed thing these days, too.

 

[naughtygirl]

Thanks baby...hope you are being treated well

I missed you guys too.

NG

 

[1fiestyredhead]

oh! Decisions! Eenie, Meanie, Minie!

Damn...one of each? OK so I want my options open, sheesh, nothin wrong with that!

I wonder if they have the variety pack version...one sofa, all three types of naked men...*sigh*

Hey, I was supposed to be in my "I hate men" mode....I am so weak

 

[naughtygirl]

Thanks Sorta...yes they were very hard for me, but I think it was a sign in some ways...that is where I need to head next.

how have you been babe?

NG

 

[naded]

1. The food sucks

2. The nurse won't give in to my boyish charms

3. Devilishly good looks failing too

4. No beer, wine or whiskey

5. No naked women


This is hell

 

[ShiningEyes]

Aw, thanks! Naded was sweet enough to size it for me.


You are sounded mucho muches better.

Your welcome! that's cool!

I am.......or least a part of me is

 

[ShiningEyes]

Hey there NG!! Good to see you here!

 

[1fiestyredhead]

1. The food sucks

2. The nurse won't give in to my boyish charms

3. Devilishly good looks failing too

4. No beer, wine or whiskey

5. No naked women


This is hell

Well, technically....you do have the naked women...or at this point in time....at least....woman. We're just out of reach. And the good looks failing.....nawww...I don't think so. Ain't gonna happen.

 

[naded]

Ah, one day I will be bald, old and battered up beyond repair.

 

[artful]

Jewelz

Drowning

Out of control for much of my life
Losing myself in needless strife
Desperate to find a love that's true
Crashing deep 'neath oceans blue
Fallen angel I perceive as me
Lost not found while tears run free
Boundaries gone hope had given
Spirit broken yet anger driven
Pain I feel like not before
Scared little girl not sure no more
Dancing feet now stuck like glue
Tears that stream not just a few
Love hurts so bad when it's denied
Scars cry out loud just let me die
Sleep I try but can't succeed
Passion lures the core that's me
Feverish lust that raged my soul
Forsaken now my blood runs cold
Staring blindly at wished for scenes
Mindless battles of dreams unseen
Numb and weak no strength to find
Craving touch so soft and kind
Aching souls reach out to share
Drowning sorrows with truth not dare

©Jewelz 7/'02

Jewelz Honey,...there are SO many people in the world that truly love you, care for you, need you, and not just at Lit. The world needs you. You are one of a kind. Please know that this poem, taken from the words in your most recent Diary Entry, are submitted with much respect and honor. The only reason I haven't PM'ed you is because I know there are SO many who do,...and I wanted to show you JUST how *special* you are to me. My Dream is my LIFE, but people like you make life worth living. Please know that I join ALL your other friends in saying,...If you need to talk,...just call on me.

 

[Batch]

Heh heh, now now ladies, no fighting. I'll share.

Maybe
you need to work it out on a schedule like
servicing a lady this night
and another lady the next night


or one in the morning
one in the afternoon
one in the evening
so you at lest have something to


offer
each
lucky lady
when it is
her turn...?

 

[naughtygirl]

Hey there NG!! Good to see you here!

Thanks beautiful girl! Hope you are doing well

NG

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Ah, one day I will be bald, old and battered up beyond repair.

And still sexy and handsome....now cut that out! You're just trying to get me to break my "I hate men" vow....