*True Confessions*

[ShiningEyes]

Beautiful, SE

Red

I don't know about beautiful....pretty or nice would be enough! lol I'm not beautiful by any means!

 

[ShiningEyes]

SE, I don't know how to make Av's or I'd do that for you...but those are very nice pics. I can't wait to see one as your Av.

ok, time to try & eat something. Be back a little later. Take Care.

Thank you, SC!! Worries about you so! Love you sweetie!

 

[Batch]

I don't know about beautiful....pretty or nice would be enough! lol I'm not beautiful by any means!

yeah
you are
know why
because
we say
you are
so there
you wanna call us
liars?
not you because you are
beautiful
and beautiful people like yourself
shine all day long

 

[ShiningEyes]

yeah
you are
know why
because
we say
you are
so there
you wanna call us
liars?
not you because you are
beautiful
and beautiful people like yourself
shine all day long

Is nearly speechless!!! That is sooo very sweet of you to say! I dare not call yall liars!!!

Red, that touched my heart and soul!!! I often do not feel such, but having a wonderful and very beautiful woman say that you've made me smile in a way that I almost forgotten about!!!!!!!
I love you hun!!!!!! Thank you so much!

 

[Batch]

Is nearly speechless!!! That is sooo very sweet of you to say! I dare not call yall liars!!!

Red, that touched my heart and soul!!! I often do not feel such, but having a wonderful and very beautiful woman say that you've made me smile in a way that I almost forgotten about!!!!!!!
I love you hun!!!!!! Thank you so much!

whew...I thought I had offended you because it seemed to take so long..........
thought I was too silly and then it was all screwed up in....well you know...
there you accepted it..............lololo small grins...

 

[ShiningEyes]

whew...I thought I had offended you because it seemed to take so long..........
thought I was too silly and then it was all screwed up in....well you know...
there you accepted it..............lololo small grins...

hehehe I'm sorry it too so long to reply! Got to doing 20,000 things at one time! lol

I would never be offended by those words!! It's very rare for someone to say such things to me! My heart is filled with warmth and compassion and love right now!! Those were such sweet words of you to say!

 

[ShiningEyes]

*wonders if the quote in the sig is a lil too much!!*

 

[Batch]

* have no illusions about love*
*It sucks
*it is painful
it hurts
i don't like it
don't want it
i hate love
i hate feeling
love for unappreciative fucking bastards...okay that is too harsh..mean men
mean because the cause so much pain
mean because I am always attracted to the ones who hurt me
the tall ones the rough ones
they aren't nice
they yell so loud
they are mean people
they cheat on their wives

sometimes
i hate myself so much that i wish that i would never wake up and never have this shit dropping on me.any more
sometimes......love is a hideous invention that only causes pain
if you love someone they always hurt you
your love is used against you
i don't know what love means anymore
maybe I never did


am I have drunk too much and I am tired
and my work is so stressful
and I am crying and I need to go to bed
and I need to shut up
and stop typing
and i need to stop
thinking about this
and it is probably my period coming on...and
yeah okay I let way too much out.and I need to rest and to forget and to sleep and to not think about things right now......just I won't think about it.....
fuck I hate men and i hate myself for always WANTING
always filled with the need for that something that I cannot touch that always looking for that lost side of myself that someone may have..........
am going to go drink some water and then seek the safety and comfor to f my pillows and my bed.my huge fucking california king bed.....which is mine until he returns

do I ned to worry about this?
not really because I don't have to right now.....
I have figured out that if I am attracted to a man...then he is dangerous for me..........yep I figured that one out all by myself

forgive me for injecting this crappy shit into an otherwise perfectly normal board

 

[sortacurious]

*wonders if the quote in the sig is a lil too much!!*

I love it!

ps quit you're worrying, I'm just fine.

 

[ShiningEyes]

* have no illusions about love*
*It sucks
*it is painful
it hurts
i don't like it
don't want it
i hate love
i hate feeling
love for unappreciative fucking bastards...okay that is too harsh..mean men
mean because the cause so much pain
mean because I am always attracted to the ones who hurt me
the tall ones the rough ones
they aren't nice
they yell so loud
they are mean people
they cheat on their wives
like I cheat on my husband so that makes me mean too
someitmes i wish to not be
sometimes
i hate myself so much that i wish that i would never wake up and never have this shit dropping on me.any more
sometimes......love is a hideous invention that only causes pain
if you love someone they always hurt you
your love is used against you
i don't know what love means anymore
maybe I never did
I say i love you to my lover an he just smiles...and goes on..or there is this silence...
and he has never said that to me
he does not love me
he likes to fuck me
because I fuck well
I fuck well
I give great head
I fuck well
but it doesn't mean anything
it doesn't mean anything
because I am alone.....
am I have drunk too much and I am tired
and my work is so stressful
and I am crying and I need to go to bed
and I need to shut up
and stop typing
and i need to stop
thinking about this
and it is probably my period coming on...and
yeah okay I let way too much out.and I need to rest and to forget and to sleep and to not think about things right now......just I won't think about it.....
fuck I hate men and i hate myself for always WANTING
always filled with the need for that something that I cannot touch that always looking for that lost side of myself that someone may have..........
am going to go drink some water and then seek the safety and comfor to f my pillows and my bed.my huge fucking california king bed.....which is mine until he returns
do I go to my lover's house tomorrow night and get exhausted? or do I stay home and sleep?
do I ned to worry about this?
not really because I don't have to right now.....
I have figured out that if I am attracted to a man...then he is dangerous for me..........yep I figured that one out all by myself

forgive me for injecting this crappy shit into an otherwise perfectly normal board

In a lot of ways I can totally relate to all of that!!!! Except for a few things(the whole marriage thing). I totally feel your pain!
You're not nor will you ever be alone!! If you ever feel like talking on here or in private please pm me!!!!!!!! ~hugs and kisses~
You are to wonderful a person to feel all that pain!!!! Like many of us!

 

[ShiningEyes]

I love it!

ps quit you're worrying, I'm just fine.

hehe Thx!
You should know better than that!!! I'm glad to hear you are fine! But I still worry! It's apart of who I am! *shruggs shoulders*

 

[ShiningEyes]

Was just thinking to myself how much I love the word fuck!!!!!!!!
hehehe such a turn on! But even more than that........................
ok.....nevermind! Will keep that one totally to myself!!!

 

[sortacurious]

Was just thinking to myself how much I love the word fuck!!!!!!!!
hehehe such a turn on! But even more than that........................
ok.....nevermind! Will keep that one totally to myself!!!

Yeah, like we couldn't see where that's going.......

 

[naded]

Um, Batch, since when is this board normal?

 

[LdyBGemini]

Here goes...

I just love sex... I have put myself into a couple of compromising positions when I was really wanting sex...at this time I have that under control...

One other thing ...I've been divorced for a little over four years and have had one long term relationship. I hoped by this time to be in a relationship but am not...I was married for 26 years when he walked and I really like the concept of marriage...I'll continue to look around but I'm not in a hurry to get married again...live together and eventually get married.

Thanks for this thread so I could write down my feelings...

Mary

 

[sortacurious]

Um, Batch, since when is this board normal?

lmao, I was wondering the same thing. Thank God it's not!

 

[sortacurious]

Re: Here goes...

I just love sex... I have put myself into a couple of compromising positions when I was really wanting sex...at this time I have that under control...

One other thing ...I've been divorced for a little over four years and have had one long term relationship. I hoped by this time to be in a relationship but am not...I was married for 26 years when he walked and I really like the concept of marriage...I'll continue to look around but I'm not in a hurry to get married again...live together and eventually get married.

Thanks for this thread so I could write down my feelings...

Mary

From one Gemini to another, welcome to the confessional.

 

[naded]

And also from another Gemini, welcome to the thread. I am the in house dare-devil, currently a non functioning one, but still living. By the way, I like the what you have for your location. Texas IS it's own Republic in my book.

 

[sortacurious]

aw, there's that face that we know and love.

btw, Naded...you forget 'horn-dog' in your introduction.

 

[naded]

Ah, you know we are tied for the Lit. Horn Dog title Sorta.

 

[sortacurious]

uh huh, sure we are...........

 

[zetacon4]

Naded!!!! So good to see you back on Lit. {insert real genuine wishes here for your getting well soon!!!!}

Remember, you are one of our fav. Horn-dogs!

 

[LdyBGemini]

And also from another Gemini, welcome to the thread. I am the in house dare-devil, currently a non functioning one, but still living. By the way, I like the what you have for your location. Texas IS it's own Republic in my book.

Thanks for the welcome

I'm originally from New Orleans but call Texas my home

The native Texans REALLY believe they are their own Republic

Mary

 

[naded]

Thanks Zeta, that means alot to me. I know I have been a bit down, but I am getting better. I have to if I want to get back to my own damn better and all that southern cooking wasting away in my fridge. And damn I need a glass of wine, but Amber would kick my ass if I did.

 

[naded]

Well, they are making me shut it down for the night, they found out how long I was on last night. Heh heh, sneaky nurses. Night all.