*True Confessions*

[TantaLiza]

*giggling...*

I like the shower anecdote. It's really cute. I can picture you standing there staring at it for a few moments, then watching the idea flash across your face and a seconds later you pulling your blouse off with a victory smile on your face. LOL.

Well....don't want to get my clothes wet....*eg*

Night all!!!

Liza

 

[LovetoGiveRoses]

Good night, sweet dreams.

 

[Don K Dyck]

How You See It . . .

Today's

1. I have made a conscious decision not to get caught up in any drama anymore. On the net and in my life.

2. I am completely enjoying writing again and am glad I came back to do so.

3. I wish I could find very good roleplayers to join me...many here but not sure about how to involve them.

4. I decided to wear my hair in pigtails today.

5. I wish I could stop having bad dreams.

6. I want to complete find someone and explore him and worship his mind and body with mine.

7. I am doing a charity event for the Make-A-Wish foundation today...met the children going to recieve the wishes...2 seven year boys with brain cancer......they were loving and cheerful and such a positive attitude ..despite walking around with iv carriers and morphine pumps...it put things in perspective ...I will make a conscious effort to try and let the little things not bother me

8. Two minutes before I meant them I was bitching that my coffee was too hot...reality check!

I hope you all are doing well and that you all know someone cares ...smile today!

A

Hi Amber,

Those sort of events do have a huge impact. I took a mate out to the airport en route to Europe. Here was young Wayne, a local weightlifter getting on the plane ahaead of him. Now Wayne weighs in at 48 Kg and lifts 127 kg, almost three times his body mass dripping wet. He plays fine piano, drives a car, holds down a full time job and does charity work around the town.

Someone asked him one day, "Geez Wayne! Imagine what you could do if you weren't disabled."

Quick as a flash, with a huge smile he said, "So who's disabled?"

Wayne has been crippled since birth, his body doesn't work below the waist. He currently holds world top ten ranking in his division after competing at the Sydney Paralympics and being swept away to eleventh.

These people show me that the most important thing is how you look at that beautiful world out there.

 

[mbb308]

Daily dump - 8 July

* I may have picked up a stalker, and I don't think much of that - no, fuck a whole big buncha that!!!!

* I'm less than enthused about work right now - and I've had enough breaks lately.

* I've met some really neat folks here - I need to focus on the positive as well

* I'm still not sure where last night's dark mood blew in from, like the tornado from Hell. Like a tornado, it didn't last long.

* A part of me wants retribution for the punks who stole my truck last month. And the cops haven't even called for the list of the stuff missing. Hell, I got the damned thing back - and I am grateful for that. I'm angry sometimes, but I ain't stupid.

* I've got my Tuesday night obligation tomorrow. I always look forward to that, but my 2 year hitch is nearing it's end - and there is the feeling that I'll miss it.

* I think being okay is really killer most of the time!!!

* Even while bleak last night, I was able to be glad-ish for the break another got - I'm not hopeless by a long shot!!!

* I did some pretty work today.

Good night, all. Tomorrow is another day....

 

[sortacurious]

mbb,
I'm glad your spirits seem to have lifted.
Have a great night.

 

[naded]

To my very special Lit. friends,


Thanks for your support and caring since saturday. I know I have been a bit off kilter but I am feeling a bit better. I just wanted to thank you and say how much it meant to me.


J.

 

[ShiningEyes]

Confessions with Tears in my eyes

*I love him so very much
*We just got off the phone and I still feel heart broken after so long
*Wonders how I could hang on so long with the pain still there and continue to be his best friend
*Lives the regrets of last summer deep in my soul
*Wishes I could prove to him how much I love him without it hurting anything we have
*Still cries myself to sleep at times
*Desires to be in his arms oh so badly
*Often wonders if mine got away
*Hates that I let him go...tho I know if we were ment to be we will be
*I feel this is the only thing I haven't come to terms with or I'd be over him already
*Often wonders if he can hear how much I love him in my voice when we do talk on the phone
*He was in a very playful mood tonight! I love and miss that!
*He gave me the idea of strawberry pie and had me experiment with it on myself while he was on the phone with me!
*He makes me feel warm and tingly all over when we talk on the phone
*My heart jumps into my throat when I hear his voice on the other end
*REALLY REALLY LOVES HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL

Sorry everyone.....had to get it out. had to say it.

 

[sortacurious]

To my very special Lit. friends,


Thanks for your support and caring since saturday. I know I have been a bit off kilter but I am feeling a bit better. I just wanted to thank you and say how much it meant to me.


J.

You mean a lot to us.

 

[sortacurious]

Confessions with Tears in my eyes

*I love him so very much
*We just got off the phone and I still feel heart broken after so long
*Wonders how I could hang on so long with the pain still there and continue to be his best friend
*Lives the regrets of last summer deep in my soul
*Wishes I could prove to him how much I love him without it hurting anything we have
*Still cries myself to sleep at times
*Desires to be in his arms oh so badly
*Often wonders if mine got away
*Hates that I let him go...tho I know if we were ment to be we will be
*I feel this is the only thing I haven't come to terms with or I'd be over him already
*Often wonders if he can hear how much I love him in my voice when we do talk on the phone
*He was in a very playful mood tonight! I love and miss that!
*He gave me the idea of strawberry pie and had me experiment with it on myself while he was on the phone with me!
*He makes me feel warm and tingly all over when we talk on the phone
*My heart jumps into my throat when I hear his voice on the other end
*REALLY REALLY LOVES HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL

Sorry everyone.....had to get it out. had to say it.

Don't apologize, hun. That's exactly what we are here for. To listen. I'm sorry you are feeling this way right now.

 

[redelicious]

Confessions with Tears in my eyes

*I love him so very much
*We just got off the phone and I still feel heart broken after so long
*Wonders how I could hang on so long with the pain still there and continue to be his best friend
*Lives the regrets of last summer deep in my soul
*Wishes I could prove to him how much I love him without it hurting anything we have
*Still cries myself to sleep at times
*Desires to be in his arms oh so badly
*Often wonders if mine got away
*Hates that I let him go...tho I know if we were ment to be we will be
*I feel this is the only thing I haven't come to terms with or I'd be over him already
*Often wonders if he can hear how much I love him in my voice when we do talk on the phone
*He was in a very playful mood tonight! I love and miss that!
*He gave me the idea of strawberry pie and had me experiment with it on myself while he was on the phone with me!
*He makes me feel warm and tingly all over when we talk on the phone
*My heart jumps into my throat when I hear his voice on the other end
*REALLY REALLY LOVES HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL

Sorry everyone.....had to get it out. had to say it.

{{{{{SE}}}}}

I'm so sorry.

Red

 

[ShiningEyes]

Don't apologize, hun. That's exactly what we are here for. To listen. I'm sorry you are feeling this way right now.

Just felt compelled to get it off my chest. I try to hide it every day from him. I no longer want him to know how I feel, but it's been building for so long. He was in such a weird mood and he hasn't been in such a mood for a long time! Brought out a lot of old memories and such.

 

[ShiningEyes]

{{{{{SE}}}}}

I'm so sorry.

Red

I'll be alright! I always am. I needed to say it though. It weaks me. *sighs* Thank you!!! ~hugs~ to you and SC!

 

[ShiningEyes]

More Confessions

*Knows I should let go but is having the damnedest time doing so
*Would give anything to lay beside him and sleep in his arms
*Confused about how I can still feel so much for a person I've only met once in R/L.
*Often wonders why a love so strong isn't enough to bring 2 people together.
*Worst thing is, I know he feels the same way but can't express or show it due to the current circumstances.
*Would feel soooo lost w/o his friendship
*I wish I could hear him tell me he loves me again
*Knows now she needs to keep her mouth shut!
*Was sooo cheerful on the phone and now i feel like I'm just "here" *deep sigh*

 

[redelicious]

More Confessions

*Knows I should let go but is having the damnedest time doing so
*Would give anything to lay beside him and sleep in his arms
*Confused about how I can still feel so much for a person I've only met once in R/L.
*Often wonders why a love so strong isn't enough to bring 2 people together.
*Worst thing is, I know he feels the same way but can't express or show it due to the current circumstances.
*Would feel soooo lost w/o his friendship
*I wish I could hear him tell me he loves me again
*Knows now she needs to keep her mouth shut!
*Was sooo cheerful on the phone and now i feel like I'm just "here" *deep sigh*

I know it isn't much, but at least you know he feels the same way.

Red

 

[ShiningEyes]

I know it isn't much, but at least you know he feels the same way.

Red

I'm one that can say "Love hurts" lmao *remembering the song*
I'm stronger than I let on. He's a weakness. And I love him. He's the only person I couldn't lie to whether on the phone, in person, in a letter or anything. He's the one person that knows almost everything about me. I say almost because there are things he doesn't know about me that you guys do. I feel that I should tell him but I'm soooooo scared he won't except me as me.

*sighs*

 

[ShiningEyes]

Thought I would post this. A new pic of me.

 

[naded]

Thats a good pic of you hon

 

[ShiningEyes]

Thats a good pic of you hon

Thank you, Naded! That's sweet of you to say *VBS*

 

[Batch]

Thought I would post this. A new pic of me.

oh I like your hair...it is a lovely shade....wish mine looked so good....

 

[ShiningEyes]

Thought I would post another! Making me feel better! And hoping that Jewelz or another will make one or 2 into an AV for me when I'm feeling...ummmmm....less than normal lmao

 

[ShiningEyes]

oh I like your hair...it is a lovely shade....wish mine looked so good....

Thank you! It's actually starting to lighten up. I like it dark!

 

[Batch]

Thank you! It's actually starting to lighten up. I like it dark!

Ah, it suits you dark

 

[ShiningEyes]

Ah, it suits you dark

hehe I think so too!!

 

[redelicious]

Thought I would post another! Making me feel better! And hoping that Jewelz or another will make one or 2 into an AV for me when I'm feeling...ummmmm....less than normal lmao

Beautiful, SE

Red

 

[sortacurious]

SE, I don't know how to make Av's or I'd do that for you...but those are very nice pics. I can't wait to see one as your Av.

ok, time to try & eat something. Be back a little later. Take Care.