*True Confessions*

[durritti-column]

Here goes
* First posting to a lit board although I have been a fan for years and posted stories- afraid it will bomb.

* Lost my cherry when I was 15 with a girl I had just met- it was awful and didn't have sex with a women for nearly two years after
* Lost my cherry to a guy at 16, a school friend and still a great mate- it was fab and though I was gay for two years
* Fell in lust with a school teacher when 17, gave up a place at Oxford Uni to live with her in York
* Dumped her in forst year at University after experiencing MMF
* Am totally addicted to MMF and FFM and more
* Scared I'll never be able to love one person for more than a month
* Secretly yearn for a bit of BDSM but love being conrolled not pain
* addicted to ice cream, nicotine and cafeine
* would bath in red wine if given a chance- and the money
* wouldn't work again if given a chance
* its never too hot- love the sun
* would live on the nudist beach at Agde if I had the chance
* want to change nationality to French

 

[TantaLiza]

Thanks Girls!!!

Liza, I agree with Batch, its beeeeuuuutiful!

Thanks for the compliment NG and Batch....the praise should go to a very special man....he was thinking of me....*blushes*

Hugs and Kisses!

Liza

 

[TantaLiza]

Welcum Icy and DC.....now for confession....

**takes a moment to sip her vanilla latte...thinkin of someone for a moment before confessing*

Early Sunday confession....

*had so much fun last night....I mean this morning...

*went to sleep after 4:30am....back up by 7:45....

*loves to stand over floor register and feel the cool air blowing on my pussy....

*has so enjoyed getting to know that deep voice in the night....

*only 3 more days til vacation....

*talked to my daughter about her "father"....she said she might want to meet him... maybe one day but not anytime soon...says she doesn't respect him for his decision back then....

*OMG....my daughter is way to wise for her short years....*wipes tear from eye*

*really needs to finish the housework so I can take a short nap....

*will think of strong arms cuddling me.....*sigh*

*Really glad Naded made it thru surgery....hopes that someone can pass me his address so I can send him a card from TN....

*taking another sip of my latte....knowing it's not as good as someone else's...

*is gonna make myself another one....hmmmm...could become a habit....

*is gonna take time to write a naughty story this week....maybe I'll get the nerve to post it....

*wishes that I could express myself thru poetry....

*has to listen to some kind of music everyday....

*wishes that I could win the lottery...$165 million....somebody has to win!!!

*would fly the confessional to a central place and have a real time party....if only I could win....

*loves to be cuddled and nibbled about more than anything in the world....

**is signing off for a while to make a good breakfast and another cuppa.....**


....more to cum....later, after my nap.....*VBS*

Liza

 

[naughtygirl]

Morning confession...

*ugh...am going to miss Lit while Im gone. How can I possibly explain to my friends how important this site and the people here mean to me, even though we have never met in RL. They just wouldnt understand.

*welcome ICY and DC -- you are always welcome here and Im so glad that you have shared with us. Please come back! and continue to share. It truly is carthartic. No one judges and you will find tremendous support here.

*has not packed anything for the trip yet, so not like me, Im usually right on top of things.

*called parents yesterday just to let them know where I would be all week, got answering machine, very happy about that, will leave unscathed

*has not received a recent email from new friend...hope I didnt scare him off with my complete honesty about what I am not willing to participate in

*wants desperately to go back to bed for a few hours. but has too much to do

*hasnt heard from my best friend. hopes they made it to Florida ok, hopes his grandmother is doing ok and that he has been able to enjoy some time with her

*is making a fresh pot of coffee

NG

 

[navarre]

Sunday morning.......

* got way too much sun yesterday

* REALLY likes someone's new AV

* laid by the pool thinking of a certain young lady

* enjoyed last night with her

*went to bed WAY too late....with a smile on my face

* woke up with a smile on my face

* still smiling

* realizes that she has a really good head on her shoulders

* glad Bro Naded is recovering...was really concerned

* thanks SC for keeping him posted on Naded's progress

* not going anywhere near the sun today

* need to get breakfast finished so that it doesn't burn...has happeded before...Lit is addictive

*more later.....................................

*

 

[Batch]

* i stayed up only till Mike posted that Naded was out of surgery and then I went to bed
* don't have any time



*love should be shared

*love stand up to the light of day, love is the bills and the waking up with each other for 12 years

* what is the point of the lovemaking if there is nothing to support it?

feeling like ....sad

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Sunday morning confessions:

* enjoying a second cup of blueberry coffee....and knows I'll need a third

* still holding naded in her thoughts and prayers

* got to talk to Jewelz and Phe!! woohooo.....they say hello to everyone. They are having a wonderful time!

* is thinking of another trip to the beach if the sun ever decides to stay out from behind the clouds

* got awakened way too early by a friend needing help with his computer.....again! lol

* thinks she'll take the offer he and his wife made of an evening cruise on their charter boat soon. Just don't make me fish!!

* is definitely NOT a fisherperson...ewwww

* needs to get another cup of coffee

* wishes NG a wonderful time on her trip!!

* welcomes icy and DC to our little "home" here.

 

[SexyAmber]

NG have a wonderful Trip

Ari if you read this, you have one too, Costa Rica is Wonderful

Glad Jewel and Phe are enjoying themselves.

SE seems we have a lil slave boy awaiting us in the other thread

*waves to SC*

Warm Welcome DC and Icy

Hi Fiesty sis

Liza, I too love the av

Nav good choice *winks*

Hiya Zeta and MBB

Batch I can relate to so much of what you said in the above post and all I can say is ..I know and I'm sorry and if you need anything ask

*tiny nibbles to those who need it and even those who don't*

Blessed Be
A

 

[ShiningEyes]

NG have a wonderful Trip

Ari if you read this, you have one too, Costa Rica is Wonderful

Glad Jewel and Phe are enjoying themselves.

SE seems we have a lil slave boy awaiting us in the other thread

*waves to SC*

Warm Welcome DC and Icy

Hi Fiesty sis

Liza, I too love the av

Nav good choice *winks*

Hiya Zeta and MBB

Batch I can relate to so much of what you said in the above post and all I can say is ..I know and I'm sorry and if you need anything ask

*tiny nibbles to those who need it and even those who don't*

Blessed Be
A

Oh and how I'm waiting to use him!!!!!!!! How is everyone doing?? I can't stay. I"m in and then will be out. Up earlier than I thought I would be. Went to bed about 3:30 and dammit if someone didn't wake me up this morning at 7 am. Oh well!

Need to return my friends car!!!!!!!!! I'm supposing no news on Naded yet? *sigh* I hate that I'm going to be out and won't be able to hear any news. could someone email me when you guys hear something? Am worried but very very glad he got out of surgery last night!!!!!!!

I hope you all have a wonderful! I'm out!!!!!!!! Love you guys!
Sweet Amber, I'll be back to play with our new slave!!!!!!!!!!!
~hugs and kisses~ FOR ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[redrider4u]

true confessions....ok...here goes..

once upon a time....

my gf and I had sex in the bushes outside my apartment..could not wait to walk the next 20 feet.

once...in the woods..behind a 7-11, over a fallen tree.....with the sound of cars all around us....from the parking lot.

I was so horny at work....not sure why...had to come home to visit Mary Palm and her five sisters.

Lied to my gf...to meet some else....long ago.

perhaps ..meeting someone from the net..next weekend..kinda nervous......

 

[SexyAmber]

Welcome Red.

Good luck with your net meeting, there is always nerves. Even girls and guys I have met from Lit where it was strictly friendship I was nervous...It is just natural

Today's confession

*Hopes Matt is ok*

*I can't sing...I really really can't sing*

*I like Brittany Spears and the Backstreet Boys *ducks*

*I just finished masterbating and am getting so used to it I nearly screamed my own name*

*From years of dancing and cheerleading I need a knee operation, tried to hold off but it is getting worse*

*I hate excerising and can't wait until it over everytime I start*

*I am a submissive in theory but I actually think I am better at being dominant in reality...I like the power...so I am confused*

*I have whipped a man, I have whipped a woman and I have been whipped by both sexes*

*I have never had anal sex*

*I am pretty sure I am a tease, and usually feel bad about it*

*I wish my mother wasn't so concerned about my weight and looks 24/7*

*When I was stripping it was such good money, is paying for schooling...I quit about 5 months ago...kept saying I did for the money...now I miss it and I wonder what kind of person that makes me*

*I need to hustle and get things together and stop procrasting*

*I am nautrally skeptical...very*

*I wish someone would admit they felt this way like I do because I may need shrink....when I want a man..I want him hard as soon as I get him, I usually get bored quickly and again I don't know why...it makes me feel like a huntress*

 

[Wintermute]

Afternoon everyone...

* Spent the evening in deep contemplation of my current situation.

* I have a lover that I meet 16 years ago when I were 18. We are both in other relationships.

* I'm willing to leave my marriage she's not willing to leave her relationship untill her kids are grown. Her youngest is 3.

* I just don't think I can wait another 16 years.

* I am despretely unhappy

* I seriously think I don't know how to love anymore.

* The only joy I actually feel is when I'm singing Karaoke.

* Knows I'll never be famous or rich singing Karaoke.

* Been working with computers for a living since I was 20. I don't think I like it anymore, but I don't know anything else.

* I'm more worried about my kids future than my own.

* If I could go back in time and change one event in my life, I would have gone to work instead of calling in sick and hanging out at the mall. That was the day I meet my wife. I was 19.

* Wishes I would have stuck to my orginal plan. Focused on my carrer until I was 32 then start a family.

* Feels very out of control and hopeless right now.

* Wonders if SE's story would make me feel better.

<sigh> You know this can be a very depressing thread on occasion.

 

[naughtygirl]

One before I go...

HUGS TO EVERYONE WHO NEEDS ONE TODAY! Remember, tomorrow is another day....every minute we live is another opportunity to choose-- to make a choice to create our own beautiful experiences!

*sitting here, waiting to leave in about an hour, have just bra and pants on....darn dogs, got dirt on my shirt! waiting for it to dry

*just dropped my pup off to dogsitter, Im going to miss her. (Im so damn pathetic about that dog)

*worry she wont eat again like the last time I left her for an extended period of time

*happy to have gotten some news about Naded before I left

*thanks Lit members for their well wishes of a good and safe trip!

*excited to get out of Lubbock for awhile

*wonders if I packed everything I needed

well I hope everyone has a good week! I'll miss y'all!

NG

 

[1fiestyredhead]

*waves to Amber*

 

[SexyAmber]

VENTING!!!

*is so fucking frustated with Lit right now it is making my head hurt*

*remembers why we all left the first time*

*is glad that here she found many wonderful people and thus letting her vent*

*I hate pettiness*

*I hate fake people*

*I hate cliques*

*I hope I always make people feel welcome in whatever thread I am in*

NG have the best trip ever!

 

[MikeBaker]

Um, I understand I am new to this but is everything ok?

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Re: VENTING!!!

*is so fucking frustated with Lit right now it is making my head hurt*

*remembers why we all left the first time*

*is glad that here she found many wonderful people and thus letting her vent*

*I hate pettiness*

*I hate fake people*

*I hate cliques*

*I hope I always make people feel welcome in whatever thread I am in*

NG have the best trip ever!

Well hun....you've always made me feel welcome when I popped onto a thread you were in. I'm not a fan of fake, petty people either. I don't venture outside the Playground very often, and then stick to just a few threads, so I'm probably not encountering what you are. But you always have a place here .....you know that. Luv ya!

 

[mbb308]

A hug to anyone who wants one

I pass along something a wise old fellow who knew my soul said to me: "Be gentle with yourself." I wish I could remember it - ALL the time!!! IT takes awhile to get good at it, but I have gotten better.

Icy - I hear you. We seem to share some common experience. Pain and I have bellied up to many bars on many occasions. I have been suicidal, and I tried to drink myself to death - I must be made of too tough stuff for all that.

Today, my hope comes from those around me, combined with the fact that I have been through enough crap that I know I can do it again, in spite of the fact that I may not want to at the time. For instance, June was a bad trip, but I not only survived, I thrived.

The fact that I am alive right this moment is none of my business. That thought takes the sting out of many events which might hurt otherwise. I am here for more than I know, and it ain't all about me.

 

[naughtygirl]

Amber, you sweet thing, thanks so much!

And yes, Lit can resemble RL quite well I have found....but keep in your heart that us here in True Confession love you....as others do on the other threads as well. Fuck those dumbass clicky people, you dont need 'em! We love you

I will miss you!

NG

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Just wanted to welcome Mike and redrider to the confessional.
And Wintermute, I hope things get better for you soon hun.
And hi SE!!

 

[Batch]

Re: VENTING!!!

*is so fucking frustated with Lit right now it is making my head hurt*

*remembers why we all left the first time*

*is glad that here she found many wonderful people and thus letting her vent*

*I hate pettiness*

*I hate fake people*

*I hate cliques*

*I hope I always make people feel welcome in whatever thread I am in*!

You know what, you have made me feel welcome, unlike other posts at LIt where it was clear that I was not welcome.

I am glad that you are here at this board...
vent all you need to , it is okay
This is the friendliest posting that I have found so far...oh and of course "My mom hates the ice cream man" one and the favorite scences from a movie....lolo

 

[ShiningEyes]

Re: true confessions....ok...here goes..

once upon a time....

my gf and I had sex in the bushes outside my apartment..could not wait to walk the next 20 feet.

once...in the woods..behind a 7-11, over a fallen tree.....with the sound of cars all around us....from the parking lot.

I was so horny at work....not sure why...had to come home to visit Mary Palm and her five sisters.

Lied to my gf...to meet some else....long ago.

perhaps ..meeting someone from the net..next weekend..kinda nervous......

Welcome Rider!! Those were good confessions!

 

[SexyAmber]

Awe thanks everyone...love you all too...I am a gemini so I have the naturally tendency to explode then be fine...I just get mad when I find out things are being said about people I care about ...so I get defensive and like a mother bear...by no means did I mean anyone here!

*kiss*

 

[redelicious]

Hello to everyone!

This is my first confessional, and its a biggie:

*Slept with a man last week who is not my husband

*Thinks there must be something wrong with me that I would even consider doing such a thing

*Knows I should feel guitly

*Don't really feel guilty

*Knows I've come to a place where people won't judge me, but wonders if folks really aren't shaking their heads at me

Well, thats it for today. Thank you for letting me get it out

Red

 

[ShiningEyes]

Awe thanks everyone...love you all too...I am a gemini so I have the naturally tendency to explode then be fine...I just get mad when I find out things are being said about people I care about ...so I get defensive and like a mother bear...by no means did I mean anyone here!

*kiss*

Sweet & Sexy Amber, this is a very understanding group!! We have all done that sort of thing before at one point or another. Don't worry about it! You come here to vent! Please do!!! Maybe some more than others enjoy listening to the problems of other people! I know I do. And I'm very insistant on helping the person I'm talking and listening to!!!

How is everyone this afternoon??