*True Confessions*

[ShiningEyes]

Re: Re: Re: SE

I'm sorry you're having such a hard time SE....hang in there girl!

Thank you, Fiesty. I'm hanging with everything I have left...and it's only a very thin thread!!!! I can't handle much more.

 

[naughtygirl]

Confessions

*Is calling out for emotional support in the worst way

*Is home alone once more

*Feels tired of everything

*Just told Zetacon4 that I'm tired of life and hate life, also told him that I'm tired of dumping my problems and everything else on him because I do it so much

*Feels like I've been flipped upside down several times and wonders when the room will stop spinning uncontrolably

*Has considered leaving Lit but I don't have the strength to

*Had another spell today...knows I can't play around with what ever is going on

*Feels sex is out the door

*Almost added my father to the fucked up men list

*Feels that the world would be better off without me

*Can I hide from the world????

*Is starting to get used to not having sex.

*Feels confused about the world around me.

*Wishes I had my dog to talk to

*My father was acting his usual "I don't really care, it's so inpersonal to me just tell me over the phone" way.

*DISLIKES MY STEPMOM

*Feels that anyone that can go thru abuse, molestation, rape, or anything like that is a very very BRAVE individual that can survive anything.

*Has had my heart broken 4 times by my first true love, once by my last ex, and has had my heart completely shattered into billions of pieces by one of the most important persons to me.

*Secret is, I'm still getting over it. 1 year and a month later.

*Hates it when a boy tries to act like a man(especially when he's 25 fucking years old)

*No longer cares what happens to self.

*Has lost all interest in going out

I'm going to quit now.

Shining....PM me if you want to talk, k? *sending you lots of kisses and good vibes and wishes this moment passes quickly for you*

NG

 

[ShiningEyes]

Re: SE....

well, here's how I feel about shitty step families....FUCKEM! They're not blood....the only reason they have any connection to you is because someone ELSE chose to be with one of them.

that's very true, but if i take that route, i won't see my father at all. my step mom already can't stand me for being his daughter and for being me. we do just about everything in secret.

 

[ShiningEyes]

Shining....PM me if you want to talk, k? *sending you lots of kisses and good vibes and wishes this moment passes quickly for you*

NG

Thank you very much!!! It's appreciated greatly! I have a long road ahead of me. The only thing, besides Lit, keeping my nostriles from going under is the support(what little there is) my father is giving at the moment. if that stops entirely, I don't know what Im gonna do.

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Re: Re: Re: Re: SE

Thank you, Fiesty. I'm hanging with everything I have left...and it's only a very thin thread!!!! I can't handle much more.

Well lean on us then girl.... plus...you're stronger than you think you are, way down inside you. Trust me on this one.....

 

[naughtygirl]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: SE

Well lean on us then girl.... plus...you're stronger than you think you are, way down inside you. Trust me on this one.....

*nods along with Fiesty* She is right Shining

 

[ShiningEyes]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: SE

*nods along with Fiesty* She is right Shining

Thank you both!! It's a matter of finding it and I'm not sure I wanna right now. I'm so tired and exhausted. My body is so run down.

 

[DreamWizard47]

Confessions

*Is calling out for emotional support in the worst way

*Is home alone once more

*Feels tired of everything

*Just told Zetacon4 that I'm tired of life and hate life, also told him that I'm tired of dumping my problems and everything else on him because I do it so much

*Feels like I've been flipped upside down several times and wonders when the room will stop spinning uncontrolably

*Has considered leaving Lit but I don't have the strength to

*Had another spell today...knows I can't play around with what ever is going on

*Feels sex is out the door

*Almost added my father to the fucked up men list

*Feels that the world would be better off without me

*Can I hide from the world????

*Is starting to get used to not having sex.

*Feels confused about the world around me.

*Wishes I had my dog to talk to

*My father was acting his usual "I don't really care, it's so inpersonal to me just tell me over the phone" way.

*DISLIKES MY STEPMOM

*Feels that anyone that can go thru abuse, molestation, rape, or anything like that is a very very BRAVE individual that can survive anything.

*Has had my heart broken 4 times by my first true love, once by my last ex, and has had my heart completely shattered into billions of pieces by one of the most important persons to me.

*Secret is, I'm still getting over it. 1 year and a month later.

*Hates it when a boy tries to act like a man(especially when he's 25 fucking years old)


*No longer cares what happens to self.

*Has lost all interest in going out

I'm going to quit now.

As long as you have your friends at Lit you are never alone. Leaving would not be good.

You are wise enough to look out and see.

You are open enough to not let it fester in you.

What makes you happiest, do it! Or a reasonable facsimile thereof.

Don't give up, there are those that do love you and I see them reaching to you.

 

[ShiningEyes]

As long as you have your friends at Lit you are never alone. Leaving would not be good.

You are wise enough to look out and see.

You are open enough to not let it fester in you.

What makes you happiest, do it! Or a reasonable facsimile thereof.

Don't give up, there are those that do love you and I see them reaching to you.

Thank you, Dream!! And you are very right! I could never leave Lit!!!! I love so many here!!!!!! Thank you for the wonderful advice!


I love you all!!!!!!! Thank you all for the support and caring shoulders!!! I'm gonna log off for a bit. I'll try to be back sometime tonight. Need some kind of rest!
~hugs and kisses~

 

[Jewelz]

Sigh

*Reaching out to Beth and hugging her close. Everything will be ok. Deep breaths. And remember, a wise man named Phe once told me (well more than once), If you cant change it or affect it in some way, stop worrying about it. move on. Im here for you. You must rid the negative and not hold on to it any more honey. Love you.

*Still has a pounding headache

*Very pissed off at "the ex". I cant go shopping tomorrow to finish up for the trip. Nor get my pedicure cuz he didnt get his check cashed in time. Gotta wait til we are on our way to the airport. Fuck.

*This means that I cant get the things i wanted to for phelan either. which seriously bums me out.

*Packed my suitcase tonight. Well what I could pack. I have to wait and buy everything once I get out there now.

*Ruined my white shirt that I was spose to wear friday.. its now grayish blue.......lovely!!

*Has had a shouting match with "the ex" tonight.

*He bothers me alot

*Cant wait til I am finally with Phelan. 2 days!!!!!!!!!!

*hey fiesty..... ALMO................

*Wishes I was flying out tomorrow.

*despise the fact that my face has broken out like a teenagers ...it had to happen 2 days before the trip eh? fuck!

*hopes ambers migraine goes away soon!

*Just wants to be happy for once.

*Loves Phelan with every fiber of my being!

 

[SexyAmber]

Good mood confessions

*Headache status-still here and nothing helping*

*sees everyone seems a bit down lately and hopes they all know she is here if they need someone*

*got really cranky today and started singing "my favorite things" from the sound of music and it actually helped because I was laughing so hard.

*has horrid road rage lately*

*wishes there was a better way to tell someone with something hanging out of their nose that it was there*

*I am in an excellent mood today despite the headache*

*Think it stinks with a capital suck that us Canadians don't have tommorrow and admits her envy*

*wonders if a man speaks in the forest and a woman isn't around to hear it ..is he still wrong?*

*has a total mental block on the Wicked Truth Thread and needs help thinking of questions*

*hugs everyone who needs it and even those who don't*

 

[badmatt]

HI AMBER!!!!!
*hugs ya tight....is happy he waited til last cause he doesn't have to let go*

 

[sortacurious]

SE, doll, you know I love you and I'm here for you. Time to put some of these things your carrying around in the other peoples laps. If your dad wants a real relationship with you, he needs to show you that. If he's willing to let his wife come between you...then so be it...there's nothing you can do, it's his choice. But putting you through this on-going pain is not right.

You're with friends here, no wolves...lean on us.

 

[navarre]

Re: Good mood confessions

*wonders if a man speaks in the forest and a woman isn't around to hear it ..is he still wrong?*

LMAO

Bad one Amber.

 

[naughtygirl]

Wed night confessions....

*has a new car *woooooooohooooooooooo* *this baby has got some good wheels*

*haggled with a salesman from another dealership today who tried to make me a better offer, used his offer to manipulate another salesman to get a much better price on the car I wanted

*loves that I was so manipulative and assertive with car salesman

*got off work early, signed papers and cruised all over town with the girls from work, with radio blaring

*pulled up next to a jeep filled with hot college boys and me and the girls whistled at them like a bunch of horny teenagers (ok need to stop doing shit like this, i will be 30 in a few weeks after all!)

*boys pulled over to talk to us....we continued on, we were just teasing!

*sooooooo happy I am off for a long weekend then getting out of town (-----> its feeling very small at the moment)

*responded back to steves PM and even gave him my email address....thinks oh shit, what am I getting myself into now...a little intimidated by the *gushing* of sweet sentiments from him

*thinks a night of naughtiness is in store and very much needed

*this mood is just to fucking good to let pass without some naughtiness

NG

 

[SexyAmber]

HI AMBER!!!!!
*hugs ya tight....is happy he waited til last cause he doesn't have to let go*

*hugs Matt back tight* Hi sugar..read you were going to the airport..Drive very safe! ... I need run for about a half hour...

Matt are you going on a trip?

 

[samanthamom]

NG

you can't be naughty with a full PM box...*naughty grins*


Hi everyone, and thanks to the one who told me about this thread.

 

[badmatt]

Amber...

nope...no trip....well except to the airport and back home.

 

[naded]

* hits play on the cd player

* Official Naded sound track starts play

* "Devil Inside" INXS blares loudly from the speakers

* Has absolutely NOTHING to confess

 

[Jewelz]

Re: NG

you can't be naughty with a full PM box...*naughty grins*


Hi everyone, and thanks to the one who told me about this thread.

SAMI!!!!!!!!!!! Heya lady!!!! How are you honey!!??

 

[Jewelz]

*hugs* naded... how are ya?

 

[samanthamom]

hi Jewelz....

*plants a big kiss on your lips*
I know you're taken...but I had to, it's been ages.

 

[Jewelz]

Re: hi Jewelz....

*plants a big kiss on your lips*
I know you're taken...but I had to, it's been ages.

mmm babe, it has been so long....miss you!

 

[naded]

* waves back at Jewelz, Hi ya sweetie

* ok, quick confession, is having hard time not licking someone's AV.

* can resist

* I can do it I know

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzt

* Shit

 

[samanthamom]

Jewelz

you miss lil' ol' me?
hasn't that man been takin' care of you?