*True Confessions*
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naughtygirl
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hey guys..
*just spent afternoon doing some shopping for hot date this week...made me feel really good and very sexy
*also bought gift for coworker who is leaving us tomorrow, she is going to Mexico City to live and do mission work....so jealous for so many different reasons. so sad she is leaving, but so happy for her.
No heavy duty confession this afternoon. Tired of the emotional blah blah blah! Thought I would make confessions about my ridiculous quirks or things that are silly or random things about me...play along wont you????
*has many food quirks...wont eat any left over in the fridge for more than 24 hours....wraps things in the tradition of the anal chef -- does not like stale cereal, crackers etc., and picks through dairy sections making sure she gets the lastest possible date on the food items (this drives shopping partner nuts!)...oh and gags at the smell of hamburger cooking in a pan, Hate that!
*drools sometimes when I sleep hard (have been told this is cute -- hard to believe huh!?)
*favorite phrase used repeatedly "Dammmmmmn!!!!" (followed by boy or girl, depending on gender) as in "Damn, boy! you make me hot"
*makes my bed every morning, even if that means being late a few minutes to work
*dances often around house, while serenading dog (only one person has caught me doing this -- thank god!)
*enjoys sharing stupid, silly jokes with small children -- uses this to get a giggle or a laugh and makes a point of learning a new one before I visit the preschool center
*watches Animal Planet channel every chance I get, in particular the Jeff Corwin experience cause he is such a goof!
*is a pro at fooseball, will take on any man and kick his ass! and likes to set them up with "hmmm how do you play this game??? geez *innocent look* im not sure if i can play this" hehehe
*likes rap music and will play this loudly while driving around (ok, have to know me, but this soooo doesnt fit my image at all-- picture me in black frame glasses, driving the volvo)
NG
*just spent afternoon doing some shopping for hot date this week...made me feel really good and very sexy
*also bought gift for coworker who is leaving us tomorrow, she is going to Mexico City to live and do mission work....so jealous for so many different reasons. so sad she is leaving, but so happy for her.
No heavy duty confession this afternoon. Tired of the emotional blah blah blah! Thought I would make confessions about my ridiculous quirks or things that are silly or random things about me...play along wont you????
*has many food quirks...wont eat any left over in the fridge for more than 24 hours....wraps things in the tradition of the anal chef -- does not like stale cereal, crackers etc., and picks through dairy sections making sure she gets the lastest possible date on the food items (this drives shopping partner nuts!)...oh and gags at the smell of hamburger cooking in a pan, Hate that!
*drools sometimes when I sleep hard (have been told this is cute -- hard to believe huh!?)
*favorite phrase used repeatedly "Dammmmmmn!!!!" (followed by boy or girl, depending on gender) as in "Damn, boy! you make me hot"
*makes my bed every morning, even if that means being late a few minutes to work
*dances often around house, while serenading dog (only one person has caught me doing this -- thank god!)
*enjoys sharing stupid, silly jokes with small children -- uses this to get a giggle or a laugh and makes a point of learning a new one before I visit the preschool center
*watches Animal Planet channel every chance I get, in particular the Jeff Corwin experience cause he is such a goof!
*is a pro at fooseball, will take on any man and kick his ass! and likes to set them up with "hmmm how do you play this game??? geez *innocent look* im not sure if i can play this" hehehe
*likes rap music and will play this loudly while driving around (ok, have to know me, but this soooo doesnt fit my image at all-- picture me in black frame glasses, driving the volvo)
NG
NG!!!!!! Yay for you, shopping and feeling sexy!!
And please!! I wanted confessional to be fun too. That was my intentions when it started for us to get to know our friends a bit better and laugh!! I sooo loved reading your "quirks" LOL..
You are an awesome person! Im glad to call you my friend!
And please!! I wanted confessional to be fun too. That was my intentions when it started for us to get to know our friends a bit better and laugh!! I sooo loved reading your "quirks" LOL..
You are an awesome person! Im glad to call you my friend!
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Jewelz said:NG!!!!!! Yay for you, shopping and feeling sexy!!
And please!! I wanted confessional to be fun too. That was my intentions when it started for us to get to know our friends a bit better and laugh!! I sooo loved reading your "quirks" LOL..
You are an awesome person! Im glad to call you my friend!
Play along then wont you Jewelz...i know that you have had a heavy heart lately...so be silly
What are your quirks??NG
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*people assume I am stupid because of how I look*
*people assume I sleep around for the same reason*
*I often do things to make other people happy instead of myself*
*I wish people weren't so cruel sometimes*
*I wish when they were it didn't bother me regardless of the front I put up*
*I wish everyone was just kind and accepting to people with good intentions*
*people assume I sleep around for the same reason*
*I often do things to make other people happy instead of myself*
*I wish people weren't so cruel sometimes*
*I wish when they were it didn't bother me regardless of the front I put up*
*I wish everyone was just kind and accepting to people with good intentions*
SexyAmber said:
Sweet Amber,
The assumptions of others based on your looks are ludicrous. I cant stand the labels, the stereotypes people place on others. They assume that I am a lazy slob. Im not. They assume I sit around and stuff my face all day. I dont.
I am like you. It has become second nature for me to put other's happiness above my own. I know nothing else. If those I love are happy, it makes me happy. Even if I am dying on the inside.
Cruelty and fronts. Yes, I try to ignore the fact that I get stares and snickers while in public. But inside, Im crying. I so relate to your words Amber.
I cant thank you enough for your kind words on the other thread. I am deeply moved. You truly are an extraordinary woman. We are alike in many regards.
I wish nothing but good things for you Amber. You so deserve the best of life.
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Phelan said:
I just had to say how my eyes just teared up just reading your posts! I want you two to have the most wonderful love two can possibly have!!!! Can't wait to hear about your sweet union!!
Don't keep us waiting too long, please!
zetacon4 said:
I just had to say how my eyes just teared up just reading your posts! I want you two to have the most wonderful love two can possibly have!!!! Can't wait to hear about your sweet union!!
Don't keep us waiting too long, please!
Aww frank...*blushing*....thank you. ya'll really have no idea how much it touches me to have support and genuine care for what is known as "US".... I am so very much in love. The man breathed new life into me. He is my everything. truly. (aside from my girls and his son)
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awe thank you Jewel...I do agree we are very much alike..we may not get the same stares or things like that but we experience the same things...I rarely get approached by men...they may stare but rarely do they approach me and in bars when they do they usually say something so rude and obnoxious that it makes my heart drop...Jewelz said:
Sweet Amber,
The assumptions of others based on your looks are ludicrous. I cant stand the labels, the stereotypes people place on others. They assume and I a lazy slob. Im not. They assume I sit around and stuff my face all day. I dont.
I am like you. It has become second nature for me to put other's happiness above my own. I know nothing else. If those I love are happy, it makes me happy. Even if I am dying on the inside.
Cruelty and fronts. Yes, I try to ignore the fact that I get stares and snickers while in public. But inside, Im crying. I so relate to your words Amber.
I cant thank you enough for your kind words on the other thread. I am deeply moved. You truly are an extraordinary woman. We are alike in many regards.
I wish nothing but good things for you Amber. You so deserve the best of life.
I have actually overheard in bars men saying "I bet you $50.00 you can't score with her" ..while in no way is this a pity party for myself...I am conscious of how I look, I try to eat right and obsessively excerise so like you said before ..I can control it..but it still doesn't make it any easier when you try to smile though the pain..I just wish people would not define others by THIER dimwitted perception.
Thank you again Jewel for your kind words, you name fits you more than any others here!
my love
A
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A sneek peek into me
* Well, was having a good day, then I found a box of old pictures from when I was young and dumb and in the Army. Brought back memories of people I knew back then and brought up feelings I had long ago suppressed with great effort.
* Is tired of always living behind walls
* I bought my car strictly to be a toy, and I haven't played much with it, and it drives me nuts.
* wishes that just one night he could sleep without knowing that the same dream will come back
* for all his talk about facing fear, I am really quite not so brave inside, I just hide it well.
* doesn't usually let people get close to me, they get hurt and that hurts me
* is a confirmed workaholic
* wonders why people look at my (now former) line of work as "cool" or "amazing", when its scary as hell and not something I had picked as a kid to grow up to be.
* always wanted to be a firefighter
* has a deep addiction for adrenaline and extreme sports, but I am a bit of a homebody. I need excitement, but I also have a huge book collection and love to just watch movies.
* hates being alone, misses the scent of a woman on his clothes, in his room.
* has snuck into public ladies rooms to lift all the toilet seats up
* was once discribed as a rogue and a scoundrel, thinks it's entirely too fitting.
* has too many secrets
* Well, was having a good day, then I found a box of old pictures from when I was young and dumb and in the Army. Brought back memories of people I knew back then and brought up feelings I had long ago suppressed with great effort.
* Is tired of always living behind walls
* I bought my car strictly to be a toy, and I haven't played much with it, and it drives me nuts.
* wishes that just one night he could sleep without knowing that the same dream will come back
* for all his talk about facing fear, I am really quite not so brave inside, I just hide it well.
* doesn't usually let people get close to me, they get hurt and that hurts me
* is a confirmed workaholic
* wonders why people look at my (now former) line of work as "cool" or "amazing", when its scary as hell and not something I had picked as a kid to grow up to be.
* always wanted to be a firefighter
* has a deep addiction for adrenaline and extreme sports, but I am a bit of a homebody. I need excitement, but I also have a huge book collection and love to just watch movies.
* hates being alone, misses the scent of a woman on his clothes, in his room.
* has snuck into public ladies rooms to lift all the toilet seats up
* was once discribed as a rogue and a scoundrel, thinks it's entirely too fitting.
* has too many secrets
SexyAmber said:
Darlin,
I can only imagine the hurt from such ignorant men who treat you like an object. I am sorry. I am sorry that we have experienced this pain of feeling the way we have about ourselves. But it is so obvious that you shine above that ignorance. Your soul is telling of who you really are.
May you always reflect the twinkle of the stars and enhance the grace of the moonlight.
My love to you as well.
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part 2
* was a choir boy until voice broke at 15
* when I came back from the Army my mother didn't want me in the house because she was afraid of me.
* promptly moved 120 miles away and now listens to her bitch that I don't visit enough, FUCK ME.
* was also defined as this: The type of guy your mother always warned you about, but didn't know it when she met me.
* hates being stereotyped
* has a huge fear of heights
* died 3 times on the operating table and didn't see a bright light, disturbing if you believe in god, which way am I due to go?
* Most soldiers get their faith in the foxhole, I lost mine there.
* wants to live in a little house on the beach where I can see the sunset each night.
* is getting more wine
* has a ragged old teddy bear named George
* was a choir boy until voice broke at 15
* when I came back from the Army my mother didn't want me in the house because she was afraid of me.
* promptly moved 120 miles away and now listens to her bitch that I don't visit enough, FUCK ME.
* was also defined as this: The type of guy your mother always warned you about, but didn't know it when she met me.
* hates being stereotyped
* has a huge fear of heights
* died 3 times on the operating table and didn't see a bright light, disturbing if you believe in god, which way am I due to go?
* Most soldiers get their faith in the foxhole, I lost mine there.
* wants to live in a little house on the beach where I can see the sunset each night.
* is getting more wine
* has a ragged old teddy bear named George
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*deep breaths gaining inspiration from Naded's honesty*
1. Was beaten into a coma when I was 17 by my boyfriend
2. In one of my jobs I have a weight restriction that I must keep in, if not I am fired from it...have often went a week on celery and water before weighing in
3. Was raped when I was 17
4. Was driving a car that paralyzed someone I loved
5. Walk in on my college roomate giving blowjobs to three of my guy roomates, she was engaged
6. Sometimes, in all seriousness, thinks I am addicted to sex
7. Craves to be cherished
8. Would like to try fucking someone with a strap on, a man
9. Went to catholic school for 12 years and am now wiccan
10. Is obsessive/compulsive...must check things three times
11. Can not eat food on a plate if it is touching another food
Talk about Quirks!
1. Was beaten into a coma when I was 17 by my boyfriend
2. In one of my jobs I have a weight restriction that I must keep in, if not I am fired from it...have often went a week on celery and water before weighing in
3. Was raped when I was 17
4. Was driving a car that paralyzed someone I loved
5. Walk in on my college roomate giving blowjobs to three of my guy roomates, she was engaged
6. Sometimes, in all seriousness, thinks I am addicted to sex
7. Craves to be cherished
8. Would like to try fucking someone with a strap on, a man
9. Went to catholic school for 12 years and am now wiccan
10. Is obsessive/compulsive...must check things three times
11. Can not eat food on a plate if it is touching another food
Talk about Quirks!
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* wishes he was trapped in a Catholic Girls School for 12 years
* anyone else just dying to see what Amber looked like in knee high socks?
* thinks Amber is in much better shape then most of us, me being the top of that list
* Quebec? Not too far, you ever need anything, anything at all, someone to talk to or to make someone disappear (joking, wait, am I?) you let me know.
* woo the man who ever hurts one of his friends (and you know who you are) on Lit.
* anyone else just dying to see what Amber looked like in knee high socks?
* thinks Amber is in much better shape then most of us, me being the top of that list
* Quebec? Not too far, you ever need anything, anything at all, someone to talk to or to make someone disappear (joking, wait, am I?) you let me know.
* woo the man who ever hurts one of his friends (and you know who you are) on Lit.
wow naded and amber.........*deep breaths for sure*.....wow...
you both are an inspiration.
*am a survivor of emotional and verbal abuse that has left me scarred for life
*suffered from an eating disorder in junior high and high school. I was bulemic.
*I am a self injurer. I have always cut myself when the pain got too much to handle. Cutting helped me focus on the pain outside not the death that was happening inside. My left arm is full of scars..alot have faded through the years.
*Made a promise to 2 very close lit friends that I wouldnt ever cut again. When I have the urge, I remember my promise and havent cut since.
*I once was hit in the face by my step father. Closed fist and the impact was so hard that i flew across the table, falling into the stove.
*I punched him back.
*I have tried to commit suicide a whopping 11 times since the age of 12.
*Never wanted to die. Just wasnt strong enough or didnt believe in me
*My bio father laughed in my face when I asked for his help to get me out of the abusive environment.
*Sometimes resent my mom for always getting in her car and leaving when my step dad would abuse me. She let me there alone with him cuz she was so sick of being put in the middle.
*Watched my step dad almost break my mom's arm once when she tried to leave
*Was beaten with a long wooden paddle with holes nearly every day when I was a child. Spankings occured for everything. I never did anything to his standards.
*He often gave white glove inspections to my bedroom. I would spend hours cleaning trying to be perfect. He came in and dumped all my desk and dresser drawers and said "clean it again"
*This happened often
*I wish I had a daddy. The only father I really knew was my pappy. That is why he is my hero. he took me away from the pain. made me laugh. showed me love.
*It hurts that my mom still says that I have made my past out to be worse that it was. When everyone around us sees it but her.
*Mom once told me she was very disappointed in me and the woman I have become.
*Hates that I am so overly sensitive and worried about things so much
*Feels the distinct NEED to be wanted and loved by most people
*Was pushed into an electric fence once
*has got to shut up for now
you both are an inspiration.
*am a survivor of emotional and verbal abuse that has left me scarred for life
*suffered from an eating disorder in junior high and high school. I was bulemic.
*I am a self injurer. I have always cut myself when the pain got too much to handle. Cutting helped me focus on the pain outside not the death that was happening inside. My left arm is full of scars..alot have faded through the years.
*Made a promise to 2 very close lit friends that I wouldnt ever cut again. When I have the urge, I remember my promise and havent cut since.
*I once was hit in the face by my step father. Closed fist and the impact was so hard that i flew across the table, falling into the stove.
*I punched him back.
*I have tried to commit suicide a whopping 11 times since the age of 12.
*Never wanted to die. Just wasnt strong enough or didnt believe in me
*My bio father laughed in my face when I asked for his help to get me out of the abusive environment.
*Sometimes resent my mom for always getting in her car and leaving when my step dad would abuse me. She let me there alone with him cuz she was so sick of being put in the middle.
*Watched my step dad almost break my mom's arm once when she tried to leave
*Was beaten with a long wooden paddle with holes nearly every day when I was a child. Spankings occured for everything. I never did anything to his standards.
*He often gave white glove inspections to my bedroom. I would spend hours cleaning trying to be perfect. He came in and dumped all my desk and dresser drawers and said "clean it again"
*This happened often
*I wish I had a daddy. The only father I really knew was my pappy. That is why he is my hero. he took me away from the pain. made me laugh. showed me love.
*It hurts that my mom still says that I have made my past out to be worse that it was. When everyone around us sees it but her.
*Mom once told me she was very disappointed in me and the woman I have become.
*Hates that I am so overly sensitive and worried about things so much
*Feels the distinct NEED to be wanted and loved by most people
*Was pushed into an electric fence once
*has got to shut up for now
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