*True Confessions*

[Phelan]

**HUGS** sissy! missin you too. ive been having mood swings lately...been happy, then sad, then estatic, then sad, then mad, then happy LOL>........its crazy!

I miss playing with my baby love on here .....

have a good night honeygirl!!

Sorry that I wasn't around much today darlin, I was busy at work for the bulk of the day and didn't have time to play. I'll be sure to make up for it tomorrow though

Love, kisses, nibbles and licks to all your pink parts.

 

[Jewelz]

Sorry that I wasn't around much today darlin, I was busy at work for the bulk of the day and didn't have time to play. I'll be sure to make up for it tomorrow though

Love, kisses, nibbles and licks to all your pink parts.

Well we kept in touch via PMs and the telly.......and you surely made up for it tonight on the phone.......*happy orgasmic sigh*

 

[Phelan]

Re: Phe, Because I Love ALL of you.........

Forever Love

Sacred be thy love inside
Singing to appease my heart
Swaying melodies of hope
Dancing across the great divide.
Powerful emotions burn deeply
Striking flames of passion
Intensify, Intoxicate, Indulge.
Bound by simple pleasures
Of touch and truth
Paralyze me
As words escape you
To linger upon my soul.
Carefully it lies contented
Caressing, kissing and whispering
To be cherished forever love.

©Jewelz 2002

Thank you baby, I love it and will cherish it along with all your other poems. it's beautiful and I feel the same way about you.

 

[Phelan]

Lunchtime confession:

*I didnt know I could love as deeply as I do love Phelan.

*He is my heart beat, he is my voice when I cant speak

*I literally ache to be with him in every way and hold on to the day that we are able to be one

*I pray that he will always love me the way he does now

*I wanna kiss away his tears and caress his sweet laughter

*Can this be true? Can this be real? My life was complete, I thought I was whole, why do I feel like Im losing control. I never thought love could feel like this!! When I look into your eyes, I know that its true ...God musta spent a little more time on you!

*I love you baby.....yamhas a&f

Baby, it's true, it's damn true. All of it. I love you with every fiber of my being and will do my damndest to show you each and every day that we are together. I want to share everything with you, the good, the bad, the joyous and the sad. Always and forever.

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Re: Phe, Because I Love ALL of you.........

Thank you baby, I love it and will cherish it along with all your other poems. it's beautiful and I feel the same way about you.

You are welcome baby.

 

[Jewelz]

Baby, it's true, it's damn true. All of it. I love you with every fiber of my being and will do my damndest to show you each and every day that we are together. I want to shre everything with you, the good, the bad, the joyous and the sad. Always and forever.

oh my god baby. you are so amazing. i love you so much. just 4 more weeks til we can have that touch, that kiss....ohh you are making me well up in tears...thank you for loving me! you are my dream come true!

 

[alwaysawake]

...watched my EX-best friend hit his wife with his fist and broke her jaw tonight

...normally docile me--flew into a rage (I don't tolerate men EVER hitting women for any reason) and made him look worse than her


...knows I was right to do it (but with a muscular 250 lb frame--I can hurt people badly), but somewhat remorseful as I am a peaceful person and am not a fighter

Enough said--should never have posted it--going to bed and getting off of here for a day or two until I get it together

 

[ShiningEyes]

Evening or Latenight Confessions

*Missed all my LitMates!

*Has a lot to make up for!

*Saw Ice Age at the movies and watched Harry Potter at a friends house

*Hasn't been a good friend lately

*Broke a promise

*Was hurt by one of the most important people in my life

*Found out today that my Mother was molested as a child also

*I'm sorry for not being here for certain people

*Drank a lil tonight

*Should be in bed

*Missed a lot of important phone calls

*Is really sorry I broke that promise

*Feels better than the last few days

*Got out of the house and went places today

*Got brake and took pics of myself and posted them

*Doesn't want anything to change between myself a some others

*Loves being me and can't understand why people don't accept me for who I am

*Really likes chatting with Lestat

*SENDS OUT HUGS AND KISSES TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY LITMATES

*Should be around a different bunch of people

*Wants to go to Austin for a day or more

*Had a wonderful friend to talk to today but then found out a lot of bad things

*Wishes I had stayed home for a talk I was supposed to have

*Really needed to get out of the house tho

*I hate being alone and feeling alone

*I tend to get depressed about my weight and wish not to be touched sometimes

*I wish more people understood me and respected me in that way

More to cum

 

[Up Too Late]

good night confessions

I'm really hating a couple of people right now.

 

[Ladybird]

Originally posted by alwaysawake ...watched my EX-best friend hit his wife with his fist and broke her jaw tonight

...normally docile me--flew into a rage (I don't tolerate men EVER hitting women for any reason) and made him look worse than her

...knows I was right to do it (but with a muscular 250 lb frame--I can hurt people badly), but somewhat remorseful as I am a peaceful person and am not a fighter

Enough said--should never have posted it--going to bed and getting off of here for a day or two until I get it together

My dear friend. I have always liked the way that you respect women. I've never forgotten the way you came to my aid in the Tub when I needed it.

And you've come to aid of a woman in real life, and that makes you a hero in my eyes.

Being a gentle person by nature, I can imagine how you are feeling about last night's events. But don't feel bad.. rather be grateful that you were there. I'm sure that the lady involved is very grateful for you.

This world needs more heros AA... last night you became one.

Thank you..

 

[Blue Dolphin]

...watched my EX-best friend hit his wife with his fist and broke her jaw tonight

...normally docile me--flew into a rage (I don't tolerate men EVER hitting women for any reason) and made him look worse than her


...knows I was right to do it (but with a muscular 250 lb frame--I can hurt people badly), but somewhat remorseful as I am a peaceful person and am not a fighter

Enough said--should never have posted it--going to bed and getting off of here for a day or two until I get it together

AA, have seen you around, although never spoken much Sir
Must say, I agree totally with sentiments about hitting ladies.
and
I admire your response
do not repraoch your self Sir
he deserved whatever you gave him,and more
I know you are a gentleman, and that this was out of character
Yet, I take my hat off to you, and salute you Sir

 

[sortacurious]

4am confessions

* can't sleep
* feeling anxiety
* spent the last few hours in hell
* feeling so disgusted and degraded I think I'm going to throw up
* never want to go through this again
* reminding myself my promises will be kept and then it will all be over
* wanting to scream, wanting to cry, feeling too numb to do either
* thinking...guilt sucks
* just venting, please ignore me

 

[Jewelz]

Wow...lots of confessions since I left.

*Hugs* AA!! I for one am glad you posted. Im sure most any woman here would have appreciated your presence and your actions last night had it been them in that situation. Dont second guess yourself. Sometimes you just have to "do the right thing" even if it is out of character for you. Hang in there hon!

SE, glad to see that you did get out of the house. sometimes we get so wrapped up inside that we lose a part of ourselves. you have the power to change the things that need changed or that are bothering you! work on those first and drop the things you cant change......very wise words of someone dear to my heart. hang in there!

UTL....sorry to hear that...hope things work out for you!

Ladybird and BD....well said

SC!!! You have a PM...I am so very sad to read your post. *HUGS* you know i love you girl!!

 

[zetacon4]

Re: 4am confessions

* can't sleep
* feeling anxiety
* spent the last few hours in hell
* feeling so disgusted and degraded I think I'm going to throw up
* never want to go through this again
* reminding myself my promises will be kept and then it will all be over
* wanting to scream, wanting to cry, feeling too numb to do either
* thinking...guilt sucks
* just venting, please ignore me

Sweet baby! My heart goes out to you. I don't have to know all the details to know how it feels to go through horrible experiences and just be dying for release from them. Please know that I am there with you in spirit to comfort and console.
And you know that you can talk with me anytime you just need a friend to listen and understand. Kisses and big long hugs!!!
Frank

 

[zetacon4]

Dear SE, you are too introspective at times for your own good.
You are right about getting out and doing things with new friends.
And you know we have talked a lot about your insecurities. Just keep growing as you are and you will gain the strength you need to put that behind you and become a strong, successful person. Just takes some time. And surround yourself with good and supportive friends. Kisses and hugs!

 

[zetacon4]

Hi LadyBird!

Thanks for saying just what I was going to say to AA.
He is my hero too. You really know how to get right to the heart of the matter. I really appreciated your comments about that incident. And I send my condolences to AA as well. Be strong bud. Some events in our lives hurt us even while we are the ones doing right. Courage!

 

[Jewelz]

missing ya'll today!! *hugs* to all those who need them!

*Am VERY nervous about flying alone to Nebraska in 24 days!!

*Very excited about the upcoming trip!

*Hopes everyone can find peace and happiness at least for today

*VERY nervous about him seeing my body!! *pouty lips*

*Wish the guilty feelings would go away!!

*Mood swings are the pits

*Craving chocolate in a huge way right now

*my thoughts and prayers are with everyone right now

 

[Jewelz]

Dear SE, you are too introspective at times for your own good.
You are right about getting out and doing things with new friends.
And you know we have talked a lot about your insecurities. Just keep growing as you are and you will gain the strength you need to put that behind you and become a strong, successful person. Just takes some time. And surround yourself with good and supportive friends. Kisses and hugs!

very well said!! *hugs*

 

[alwaysawake]

Hi LadyBird!

Thanks for saying just what I was going to say to AA.
He is my hero too. You really know how to get right to the heart of the matter. I really appreciated your comments about that incident. And I send my condolences to AA as well. Be strong bud. Some events in our lives hurt us even while we are the ones doing right. Courage!

Thanks LB and everyone who posted...it is much appreciated! I just completely lost it when I watched a 195 pound man hit a 120 pound woman out of the blue and broke her jaw in two places. Very sobering indeed. Just going to head to work now and go thru the motions today. Take care all! AA

 

[Mountain Man]

Thanks LB and everyone who posted...it is much appreciated! I just completely lost it when I watched a 195 pound man hit a 120 pound woman out of the blue and broke her jaw in two places. Very sobering indeed. Just going to head to work now and go thru the motions today. Take care all! AA

AA...you are a Man's Man for doing what you did yeaterday....I feel the way that the other posters do..you are a hero for your actions...

Whlie you may feel bad for not being the peaceful person that you are...what you did was right!...and you should feel good for doing what is right...many don't.

Thank You for Doing What you did...I hope that i never witness what you saw...But i hope that if i do...I will react in the same way that you did....

 

[tonitits]

AA I know you are feeling bad about the situation last night, but the world needs more men like you....

My ex-husband was a lazy, no good man that abused me physically,mentally and emotionally. I know sometimes that women do things to really push you guys buttons, but NO man should ever hit a woman! I tell my son that all the time.

Even though the physical pain hurts, I think mental and emotional abuse is even Worse.


I will NEVER be with a man that physical abuses me again.

 

[zetacon4]

AA I know you are feeling bad about the situation last night, but the world needs more men like you....

My ex-husband was a lazy, no good man that abused me physically,mentally and emotionally. I know sometimes that women do things to really push you guys buttons, but NO man should ever hit a woman! I tell my son that all the time.

Even though the physical pain hurts, I think mental and emotional abuse is even Worse.


I will NEVER be with a man that physical abuses me again.

Yes Toni, speaking from personal experience, the emotional injuries take the longest to heal and seem to do the worst damage. So sorry to hear that you were treated so horribly. And way to go teaching your son to always respect women (as well as men).... Can't pass on the anger of our lives to our children...
It only perpetuates the sickness. Kisses!

 

[Wintermute]

Evening or Latenight Confessions

*Missed all my LitMates!

*Has a lot to make up for!

*Saw Ice Age at the movies and watched Harry Potter at a friends house

*Hasn't been a good friend lately

*Broke a promise

*Was hurt by one of the most important people in my life

*Found out today that my Mother was molested as a child also

*I'm sorry for not being here for certain people

*Drank a lil tonight

*Should be in bed

*Missed a lot of important phone calls

*Is really sorry I broke that promise

*Feels better than the last few days

*Got out of the house and went places today

*Got brake and took pics of myself and posted them

*Doesn't want anything to change between myself a some others

*Loves being me and can't understand why people don't accept me for who I am

*Really likes chatting with Lestat

*SENDS OUT HUGS AND KISSES TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY LITMATES

*Should be around a different bunch of people

*Wants to go to Austin for a day or more

*Had a wonderful friend to talk to today but then found out a lot of bad things

*Wishes I had stayed home for a talk I was supposed to have

*Really needed to get out of the house tho

*I hate being alone and feeling alone

*I tend to get depressed about my weight and wish not to be touched sometimes

*I wish more people understood me and respected me in that way

More to cum

::HUGS:: Hi SE! We miss you and we love you.



Wintermute

 

[Phelan]

missing ya'll today!! *hugs* to all those who need them!

*Am VERY nervous about flying alone to Nebraska in 24 days!!

*Very excited about the upcoming trip!

*VERY nervous about him seeing my body!! *pouty lips*

Baby, you have nothing to worry about. I've seen you and I love everything I've seen. I'll be there waiting for you with open arms when you get off the plane and I can't wait to wrap them around you.

You have no idea how excited I am to get you out here and how much I am already dreading having to let you go home.

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Lunchtime confessions:

* wishes there were more men in the world that were like AA

* understands abuse all too well

* is very, very tired of rain

* is thankful for wonderful friends

* is feeling decidedly un-sexy today

* wishes she understood men better

* wishes that men understood women better

* still needs to feel strong arms around her