*True Confessions*

[sortacurious]

Re: Re: Re: Re: And I'd ask him...

*tears*.......and i swore i would be strong today.........sigh

You're not weak at all angel...you're stronger than you're giving yourself credit. And cryings is release of emotion, not a sign of weakness. In fact, I cry more when I'm really pissed than when I'm hurting. It's just water from the eyes...
*kisses each tear away*

 

[Jewelz]

confessions:

*catch myself scrolling just to look at Phe's AV but shhhhhh dont tell him!

*has a tummy ache yet again

*hubby said i could order chinese though...yay!

*gonna eat some watermelon in a minute...lol

*i need a real life hug from all my friends at the confessional!!

 

[sortacurious]

Re: Confession...

I've been waiting all week to post this message... I'll stop here and just have some fun with it.



Wintermute

You tease!
Come on...tell!

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: And I'd ask him...

You're not weak at all angel...you're stronger than you're giving yourself credit. And cryings is release of emotion, not a sign of weakness. In fact, I cry more when I'm really pissed than when I'm hurting. It's just water from the eyes...
*kisses each tear away*

I cry every day! I doubt myself too much! I wanna be a better person emotionally.

 

[sortacurious]

confessions:

*catch myself scrolling just to look at Phe's AV but shhhhhh dont tell him!

*has a tummy ache yet again

*hubby said i could order chinese though...yay!

*gonna eat some watermelon in a minute...lol

*i need a real life hug from all my friends at the confessional!!

mmmmm, now I'm craving chinese food!

 

[Jewelz]

Ok my friends...Im signing off for a bit. Hafta pee, hafta call the chinese take out, hafta clean my house and get me a nice warm shower!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL! thanks for being there and listening to my hellish life!! I dont mean to be a downer...really.

Be back when all the above are accomplished!

 

[sortacurious]

Ok my friends...Im signing off for a bit. Hafta pee, hafta call the chinese take out, hafta clean my house and get me a nice warm shower!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL! thanks for being there and listening to my hellish life!! I dont mean to be a downer...really.

Be back when all the above are accomplished!

Enjoy your shower and chinese angel. Just remember, don't play the games, k? Only more pain to be found there.


Wm???? fess up!

 

[ShiningEyes]

Good morning everyone! Hope you all have a fabulous day today!
Special thanks once again to my babygirls SE and SC for the chats last night. Helped me relax before bed and SC, hope we can pick up that topic soon as it was really helping me reflect on the "why's". I love you both very much. And of course my darlin Phelan. Thank you for our chat last night too. Love you baby!

WOW! What a conversation and confessions early in the morning ya'll had!! Welcome to confessional sweet Frank!!!!!!!! So glad you stopped in here!! And LMHM soo nice to see you back too! I wish you wouldnt feel shunned and if people are upset with you cuz you cant get here every day...then they are much of a friend right?? They should be happy to see you and cherish the time when you are here! I do! Im also very sorry to learn of all the bad news you have had to learn. sending you hugs!!


Ohh and Beth baby.......i am not asking...but 10" in the ass OMG! fuckin ouch!! did you tell phelan that when you guys were talking on yahoo last night? he probably will ditch me for you LMAO! just watching tv eh phe?? uh huh! sheesh!!

Lady Sam...i am so sorry to hear that your meeting has been postponed. gosh that is just not cool. *HUGS* and i really do hope it happens!!

Good morning, afternoon!!! hehehe How is everyone? Just got up not to long ago. Having some strange ass Shit go on over here. Will try my best to be there for everyone today, but feeling like something really big is going to happen today. Just a feeling.

Jewelz...how are you sweetie? I missed you! Got to my 2000 and danced around Lit Naked!!!!!!! Then....hijacked the BBW Lovers that Fab started!! lmao I tell you what those 2 and not naming names are awesum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the 10"...well...I'll explain that in private! Actually, I was talking to you long after he went to bed!!! I didn't tell him that. I'm sure he'll see it on here.

 

[ShiningEyes]

Confessions

*Had a good night last night but missed Jewelz!

*~~~~BIG HUGS TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHETHER YOU NEED ONE OR NOT!~~~~~

*Is shaking I'm soooo hungry

*Feels something is going to happen today but not sure what it is!

*NEEDS HELP IN THE WORST WAY!!!!!!!!!

*Loves having all my friends here

*Wants to go see some movies but can't

*LOVES TO GO FISHING!!!!!!!!

*Listening to country music and wishing Jewelz was here to hug!

*Sending out a big shout to all my friends!!!!

*My ass is sore!!!!!!!! (lmao)

*Took a phone call last night at 2:30am and don't remember anything I said due to being half alseep!

*is Feeling a lot more but not sure what all to say!

More to cum

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Nope, sorry WM, line forms behind me, I get first whack.

Wait a minute....I think I claimed the first place before either of you...lol.....and ladies first!!

 

[ShiningEyes]

Wait a minute....I think I claimed the first place before either of you...lol.....and ladies first!!

What are we fighting over???? What did I miss??? Would I enjoy being in line before the men?????????

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Re: Re: Hold your head up high!

but everyone here in RL doesnt think it is "abuse". in fact, i know that they think i am making more out of things than need be. thinking we are both just very stressed with the move , the money etc....and they say, as soon as we move, things will improve for us, if *I* give it a chance. Im so done with chances. I dont want to have to tell someone after 14 years to kiss the small of my back EVERY time we fuck.......yanno he should know to do that. i want kissed. is that so much to ask? i want to be in the same bed...6 years..we havent been. i want to know he still finds me desirable and sexy and proud to have me as his wife....but we have been through this too many years. i have told him this stuff....thats all he had to do.....and never did it. im emotionally exhausted.

Ok...I have to say something here about the "once the move is over" stuff. I've been there hun...it's not the move. And once the move is over it will not get better...if anything it will be worse. He is an abuser and needs control. You've given it more than a chance.

Ok, I'll hush up now....but big hugs to you hun. You're stronger than you think you know?

 

[1fiestyredhead]

What are we fighting over???? What did I miss??? Would I enjoy being in line before the men?????????

It's the line to smack Jewelz husband....lol

 

[ShiningEyes]

It's the line to smack Jewelz husband....lol

I'm totally there!!!!!!!! Right behind ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She's right!! ladies first!!!!!!!! lmao

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Confessional for today

* really needing strong arms around me today

* sitting here drinking a mimosa

* finally going to see Spiderman tonight but not with a date

* followed by dancing with a bunch of friends

* sending strength to honey girl Jewelz

 

[zetacon4]

* I love redheads!!!!! Fiesty!

* Jewelz is so precious and I keep hoping she will find the strength to do what she needs to do.

* Want to thank ShiningEyes for her sweet self and loving attention to helping me feel better about staying on Lit.

* Hoping SE's move back to Miss. will be smooth and give her the leg up on things she seeks.

* Found a major woody playing with Cipher and having my neck bitten and sucked.

* Wants a tattoo of something in a nature theme on my chest!

* Hunting hot throbbing cocks to satisfy my hunger.

 

[Wintermute]

Confessional for today

* really needing strong arms around me today

* sitting here drinking a mimosa

* finally going to see Spiderman tonight but not with a date

* followed by dancing with a bunch of friends

* sending strength to honey girl Jewelz

* Wants to be that man with his strong arms around Fiesty

* Wish he could be feeding Fiesty some fresh strawberries to go with that mimosa

* Already saw Spider-man but would go again with Fiesty as my date

* Would love to dance with and sing to Fiesty

* Wants to look Fiesty in the eye when I tell her how I feel about her

* Loves Jewelz just as much as everyone else



Wintermute

 

[Jewelz]

YOU ALL ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya'll are makin me blush with all your sweet sentiments!! *bashful*

Thanks for believing in me and our lil confessional family here! Ya'll are the best!!

I got some cleaning done, not all, took a small nap, not long enough, ate my yummy chicken chow mein and shrimp egg roll! , SLURPZZZZZ!, and didnt get my shower yet LOL.......Im feeling quite lazy today!

I asked him iffn we were going to talk at all and he said "well, uh, yeah"....but we havent yet.

He knows its over, just a matter of formalities really. which i know neither of us are looking forward to. im worried for the kids. my 6 year old came out to my lap this morning and hugged me close (she is my one that is very sensitive and suffers social anxiety)...but she said "momma, why do you always look so sad. you just seem so sad all the time"...........BROKE MY HEART!!
then she said, "well momma, i love you so so so much. you are the best momma in the world"....*sigh* she is precious.

 

[ShiningEyes]

* I love redheads!!!!! Fiesty!

* Jewelz is so precious and I keep hoping she will find the strength to do what she needs to do.

* Want to thank ShiningEyes for her sweet self and loving attention to helping me feel better about staying on Lit.

* Hoping SE's move back to Miss. will be smooth and give her the leg up on things she seeks.

* Found a major woody playing with Cipher and having my neck bitten and sucked.

* Wants a tattoo of something in a nature theme on my chest!

* Hunting hot throbbing cocks to satisfy my hunger.

More Confessions!

*Feels that Frank does't have to thank her, he's a very very sweet man and Love chattin' with him!

*Wishes I had a scanner to scan my pics!!!!!!!!!!

*I love tattoos and wants more!!!!!!!!!!

*Loved playing with last night!

*Loves Jewelz and hopes that everything is alright with her and her family!!!!

*Has a friend over here that just looked at some of my pictures!
(loved hearing his compliments but don't agree)

*I didn't really say that above!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Misses all my LitMates!

*Wants another orgy, but this time I WANT MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More to cum!

 

[ShiningEyes]

Confessional for today

* really needing strong arms around me today

* sitting here drinking a mimosa

* finally going to see Spiderman tonight but not with a date

* followed by dancing with a bunch of friends

* sending strength to honey girl Jewelz

*Would have loved to have gone with you, have always wanted to play around in a movie theatre with a woman!

*~SENDS OUT HUGS AND KISSES TO FIESTYREDHEAD AND JEWELZ~

*~SENDS OUT MY LOVE TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!~

 

[Jewelz]

*is amazed at how insatiable SE is

 

[Wintermute]

<<---- Wishes he new one thing in his life that was a definative truth.

<<---- Is very confused right now.

<<---- Understands how the world works, but doesn't have to like it.

<<---- Wants to be loved more than anything else.

<<---- Wonders when SE gets time to sleep.

<<---- Wonders how I manage to go so long on 4 hours of sleep a day.

<<---- Am seriously starting to burn out.

<<---- Has got to stop dwelling on news I just got or I will end up being depressed again.

<<---- Checks to see if there is any gum or shit stuck to his shoe.



Wintermute

 

[ShiningEyes]

*is amazed at how insatiable SE is

hehehe *wicked giggle* I can't help it!!!!!!!!! I just don't get enough of anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Jewelz]

<<---- Wishes he new one thing in his life that was a definative truth.

<<---- Is very confused right now.

<<---- Understands how the world works, but doesn't have to like it.

<<---- Wants to be loved more than anything else.


<<---- Has got to stop dwelling on news I just got or I will end up being depressed again.

<<---- Checks to see if there is any gum or shit stuck to his shoe.


Wintermute

*hugs* winzy.......im sorry!

 

[Jewelz]

hehehe *wicked giggle* I can't help it!!!!!!!!! I just don't get enough of anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think you are every man's dream...they seem to never have enough either LOL....im a sex fiend, but there are times when i could do without