*True Confessions*

[Jewelz]

Behind me... He's a butthead. I apologize for my use of bad languange.

Jewelz, Hang on tight baby, you can make it.



Wintermute

Im trying winzy, im trying!! *hugs*

 

[Jewelz]

Nope, sorry WM, line forms behind me, I get first whack.

that could be dangerous

 

[sortacurious]

i cant talk right now......he is lurking really close.......i am gonna go for now but will be back later this afternoon..........

k sweets, take care of you! I love you

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Just butting my way in...

Jewelz...Don't ever feel any guilt over doing what's best for you and your children!!! In the end, you'll be saving them heartache and therapy in later life....they'll love you even more for getting them out, too!! I did with my mom!!!! My dad has and always will be a loud mouth....at least now I have the means to walk out and not listen to it, unlike when I was a kid....take things into your own hands, no matter how hard it looks right now!! I'm a single parent and it's not easy but it's worth it in the end!!!

My thoughts and prayers are with you!!

Liza

Thank you Liza. Im trying to gather strength. He told me just a bit ago "after your attitude this week, there is nothing i can do"

 

[Wintermute]

Nope, sorry WM, line forms behind me, I get first whack.

Ok I guess that's fair... At least leave enough of him for me to kick.

Wintermute

 

[Jewelz]

k sweets, take care of you! I love you

i love you too honeygirl!!

 

[Phelan]

Ok I guess that's fair... At least leave enough of him for me to kick.

Wintermute

That I can do.

 

[Wintermute]

that could be dangerous

I got your backs.

Wintermute

 

[Jewelz]

PHE!!!!!!!!! You changed your AV!!!!!!!! It was a huge surprise LOL...i was like....wait, i thought i turned the webcam off!!

Love it baby........mmmmmmm........to kiss those lips!! I like the office one too ........ALOT

 

[TantaLiza]

And I'd ask him...

Now who was it that made the kids cry in less than 2 hrs flat??

What an asshole...I'm sorry but you don't act that way if you haven't been home all week....things should be loving and glad to be home!! My dad used to travel, too...he had a knack for yelling within 15 min of being home...I feel for you and the kids!!

I'd help if there was any way I could....

Liza

 

[Phelan]

PHE!!!!!!!!! You changed your AV!!!!!!!! It was a huge surprise LOL...i was like....wait, i thought i turned the webcam off!!

Love it baby........mmmmmmm........to kiss those lips!! I like the office one too ........ALOT

I don't have the office one here at home or I would have used that. I'll probably change it again when I get those ones home.

 

[Jewelz]

I don't have the office one here at home or I would have used that. I'll probably change it again when I get those ones home.

Im not complainin in the least!!!!!!

 

[sortacurious]

Re: Re: Just butting my way in...

He told me just a bit ago "after your attitude this week, there is nothing i can do"

Dude needs to grow up. The snide little comments are not helping his case. Baby, I have a feeling this is gonna get nastier and nastier before you see the sunshine. Just brace yourself, ok? Sunshine is headed your way, even when it's a monsoon and doesn't look like it'll ever shine again. I promise it will. Right Phelan?

*quick smack on back of his head* just cuz I couldn't help it!

 

[Jewelz]

Re: And I'd ask him...

Now who was it that made the kids cry in less than 2 hrs flat??

What an asshole...I'm sorry but you don't act that way if you haven't been home all week....things should be loving and glad to be home!! My dad used to travel, too...he had a knack for yelling within 15 min of being home...I feel for you and the kids!!

I'd help if there was any way I could....

Liza

I know. Everyone has been a huge help. Helping me feel justified. I wish I could just go to sleep and wake up and it would all be ok.

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Re: Re: Just butting my way in...

Dude needs to grow up. The snide little comments are not helping his case. Baby, I have a feeling this is gonna get nastier and nastier before you see the sunshine. Just brace yourself, ok? Sunshine is headed your way, even when it's a monsoon and doesn't look like it'll ever shine again. I promise it will. Right Phelan?

*quick smack on back of his head* just cuz I couldn't help it!

Ive said to him 3 times already today "you gonna act like nothing is wrong and not talk at all?"...and i get the snide remarks. He is very very pissy. Been playing with the girls today though..ha!

My response to that remark of his was "well ok, its over, we have to discuss what to do next." and he said..."im not talking about it right now"

 

[TantaLiza]

Hold your head up high!

Like sortacurious said...it'll get worse before it gets better...just know everyone is behind you and prayers are being sent your way!! Divorce isn't pretty but it's way better than abuse, physical or mental!!

Take care!!

Liza

 

[Phelan]

Re: Re: Re: Just butting my way in...

Dude needs to grow up. The snide little comments are not helping his case. Baby, I have a feeling this is gonna get nastier and nastier before you see the sunshine. Just brace yourself, ok? Sunshine is headed your way, even when it's a monsoon and doesn't look like it'll ever shine again. I promise it will. Right Phelan?

*quick smack on back of his head* just cuz I couldn't help it!

Yes Ma'am, it is gonna get much better for her, I promise.

 

[Guest]

Re: Re: Re: For starters....

Hey Mr. Allnite.....I wish I had been in the fantasy thread....lol, sounds like someplace I might fit in well...??



Nope....I live in IN so I wasn't involved in that whole Sept. 11 tragedy....but my apartment did burn down that same day.....so it's a very awful coincidence. And my mom also had a breast biopsy that same day....which in another awful coincidence came back positive for breast cancer....and then about four other tragic things happened in my life.....but I suppose what doesn't kill me outright will only make me stronger....or more cynical....either one.

The college thing is....I went to undergrad and grad school right after high school....so I have had practically no life...for a very long time. And I don't know how to go about getting one either....and sometimes I really wish I had stayed closer to home instead of moving to a different state.....because now I live hours from my family and that's hard sometimes. But anyhow.....back to my boobs (since I secretly love them I'll bring them up again)....they're around the threads here somewhere....and always love to be loved....

Well, the What's Your Current Fantasy thread is still in here. I'd love to hear yours. And please don't leave out any juicy details. It's not a really long thread either so you may enjoy reading through it.

I am so sorry things have been going so badly. But, hey congratulations on the new house. It's scary at first (it always seems to take about a year to recover financially), but you'll find its one the most rewarding things in life. Mom'll be ok. They're really getting good at killing it.

So, yes, your BOOBS. I just love boobs. That wouldn't happen to really be your boobs in the av would it? I'll leave you with two kisses, and guess where they go. kiss:

 

[sortacurious]

Re: Re: And I'd ask him...

I know. Everyone has been a huge help. Helping me feel justified. I wish I could just go to sleep and wake up and it would all be ok.

Actually, I think he's doing just fine on his own in showing you that you are justified.
Just do you best not to be led into his hurtful work game, k? You don't need to go that route. You're above that, babes. When he's ready to talk like an adult and not a kid who doesn't know any better, that's the time for communication, not this childish crap he's playing.

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Hold your head up high!

Like sortacurious said...it'll get worse before it gets better...just know everyone is behind you and prayers are being sent your way!! Divorce isn't pretty but it's way better than abuse, physical or mental!!

Take care!!

Liza

but everyone here in RL doesnt think it is "abuse". in fact, i know that they think i am making more out of things than need be. thinking we are both just very stressed with the move , the money etc....and they say, as soon as we move, things will improve for us, if *I* give it a chance. Im so done with chances. I dont want to have to tell someone after 14 years to kiss the small of my back EVERY time we fuck.......yanno he should know to do that. i want kissed. is that so much to ask? i want to be in the same bed...6 years..we havent been. i want to know he still finds me desirable and sexy and proud to have me as his wife....but we have been through this too many years. i have told him this stuff....thats all he had to do.....and never did it. im emotionally exhausted.

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Re: Re: And I'd ask him...

Actually, I think he's doing just fine on his own in showing you that you are justified.
Just do you best not to be led into his hurtful work game, k? You don't need to go that route. You're above that, babes. When he's ready to talk like an adult and not a kid who doesn't know any better, that's the time for communication, not this childish crap he's playing.

*tears*.......and i swore i would be strong today.........sigh

 

[sortacurious]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Just butting my way in...

Yes Ma'am, it is gonna get much better for her, I promise.

See now, that just makes me smile and warms my heart!

 

[sortacurious]

Re: Re: Hold your head up high!

but everyone here in RL doesnt think it is "abuse". in fact, i know that they think i am making more out of things than need be. thinking we are both just very stressed with the move , the money etc....and they say, as soon as we move, things will improve for us, if *I* give it a chance. Im so done with chances. I dont want to have to tell someone after 14 years to kiss the small of my back EVERY time we fuck.......yanno he should know to do that. i want kissed. is that so much to ask? i want to be in the same bed...6 years..we havent been. i want to know he still finds me desirable and sexy and proud to have me as his wife....but we have been through this too many years. i have told him this stuff....thats all he had to do.....and never did it. im emotionally exhausted.

Yeah well, they don't gotta live with him, and neither do you anymore!

 

[Wintermute]

Confession...

I've been waiting all week to post this message... I'll stop here and just have some fun with it.



Wintermute

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Confession...

I've been waiting all week to post this message... I'll stop here and just have some fun with it.



Wintermute

SPILL IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! make me smile winzy!