*True Confessions*

[sortacurious]

ugghh, thats so not cool.. im sorry honey!

OMG, counting 1...2...3...4....199

thought you were going to bed?

 

[Kay_Seeker]

One more thing...

So I raised a bunch of issues...regretting the past, pregancy sex, sex with friends, swinging, and I'd like to hear what you think. I can't really talk about these things with very many people, and I'd like to get some feedback. I am in Colorado. All these Christians make me nervous...

So just send out some threads and I'll check them in a day or two...I'm curious as to what you all think.


Still Seeking...

 

[Jewelz]

Re: I'll Keep Checkin' In

I have to get going, but thanks for the warm welcome. yeah, high sexualized people...you know, there are probably more of us then you would think, but out there in the large world, it just doesn't seem like it, or I am running in the wrong circles. I am highly sexualized all right.

I've been hitting the porn too much. I am going to take a day off and get ready for Thursday. I have a rendevouz with my wife and I want to save up for it. We'll try this pregnancy sex again! We better do it while we can...I hear the first three months after the baby is born that the woman would rather kill the husband than fuck him. So I'll make hay while the sun shines...

Thanks again!

3 mths after?? OMG!!!!! NO WAY!! LOL i wanted sex as soon as i could get it and didnt wait the recommended 6 weeks!! but on the other hand..yes, i was ready to kill him, but wanted to fuck him still LOLOL

and dont fuck her ....make slow passionate love to her........and then fuck her ...and you will jar the baby around a bit...but the lil papoose is very safe in there!! just be safe and enjoy it...it is a sacred time in your lives.

its ok to be addicted to porn as long as you arent hiding it from your wife. if she knows about it...its not hurting anyone really.

and as for your fantasies? they are pretty damn hot!! again...it depends on your marriage and your acceptance and her acceptance of what is lived out or not. and if you cant live it out, dont feel deprived.. make it all the more exciting in fantasy play. suck her vibe off ...let her use it on you...many ways to act that one out. no , its not the same thing, but...

regrets?? well, i am afraid cuz of my certain and "fresh" situation in my marriage, im not sure i have any comments on that one...

 

[Jewelz]

OMG, counting 1...2...3...4....199

thought you were going to bed?

nahh...just very tired..

havent talked to Phe tonight and worried that i might miss him

he went out to the sports bar tonight so lord knows when he will check in. i miss him. *sigh*

 

[ShiningEyes]

Confessions

*I am Masturbating as I try to type this

*I love playing with myself but wish someone were here to help

*Sending out hugs and kisses to one and all

*loves being naughty too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Jewelz]

confessions of late night......

*another hard phone call with hubby tonight

*was very very upset and irritated with my daughters earlier and was too out of control with my mouth and i regret it

*loves the thought of bucky masturbating right now

*has a pit in my tummy cuz i am missing Phe so badly right now

*should be going to bed, but it doesnt feel right unless I talk to him first

*waiting to exhale...............

 

[sortacurious]

*I just got screamed at for 20 mins. and I'm still not sure why.

* Loves the thought of SE masturbating right now.

* Hopes Jewelz breathes soon.

 

[Kay_Seeker]

Penance

3 mths after?? OMG!!!!! NO WAY!! LOL i wanted sex as soon as i could get it and didnt wait the recommended 6 weeks!! but on the other hand..yes, i was ready to kill him, but wanted to fuck him still LOLOL

and dont fuck her ....make slow passionate love to her........and then fuck her ...and you will jar the baby around a bit...but the lil papoose is very safe in there!! just be safe and enjoy it...it is a sacred time in your lives.

its ok to be addicted to porn as long as you arent hiding it from your wife. if she knows about it...its not hurting anyone really.

and as for your fantasies? they are pretty damn hot!! again...it depends on your marriage and your acceptance and her acceptance of what is lived out or not. and if you cant live it out, dont feel deprived.. make it all the more exciting in fantasy play. suck her vibe off ...let her use it on you...many ways to act that one out. no , its not the same thing, but...

regrets?? well, i am afraid cuz of my certain and "fresh" situation in my marriage, im not sure i have any comments on that one...


__________________________

Hey Jewelz,

I don't know how to automatically reply so I just cut and pasted what you wrote above. I am a virgin, it says so on the left...anyway, that's what I wanted. A little feedback. I logged back in just to say that if you didn't have any feedback, offering penance would do the trick. This is a ultra-modern confessional...do I have to say Hail Mary's or do I have to like whip myself...or something.

My wife knows everything. I am even going to tell her I posted on this, and she'll flip out...she is an ultra-private person. But that's what I have to do...the fantasies I can't live out, I have to act out with her, and that's hard for me. I guess I'm a private person as well in some ways. I'm more of a voyeur/exhibitionist than an actor, but that's going to have to change. One thing I was going to do with ther, well, it's not something I have ever shared with anyone else, but this is true confessions. Sometimes when I am really turned on, by myself, I get up next to a wall, prop my feet up, and then cum on my face and my mouth. I was going to do it with my wife, but it feels so odd, even typing it out to you...to do it with her, well, I don't know. My wife is a great woman, and she will pretty much do everything as long as it's in private (but we have had sex outside, where we won't get caught, so that's something!). But yeah, live out the fantasies you can! I guess that one about the shetland pony, the lime jello, and Anthony Michael Hall is out. Just kidding. We were visiting my wife's friends in California and there are all single women, and one night, it was late, and we were talking, and I thought it would be the coolest thing if they said, "Hey, we're single and horny, K. is here, let's do him. Is it okay with you, Mrs. Seeker?" And then one at a time they would come into the room...yeah, that's probably not going to happen in this life, but it certainly is something to think about.

No, my wife has even dubbed my porn habit as a hobby. So we joke that I'm going into my room to practice my hobby. She is really cool.

Okay, Jewelz, I won't pry on the regret thing, though I'd like to know the current "fresh" situation you have found yourself in.

If that's too much, just give me ten Hail Mary's and I have not flogy my hog for a week. Oh the agony, the agony!

Okay, slow, passionate love, and then I get to pound, but that's the way she likes it! Insert smiley face here ...I don't know how to do it, but I think I figured it out. It is a sacred time, I had forgotten that. Thanks for reminding me.

Ave Maria, gratias plena, dominus tecum...


Still Seeking

And this time I really am leaving....

 

[ShiningEyes]

confessions of late night......

*another hard phone call with hubby tonight

*was very very upset and irritated with my daughters earlier and was too out of control with my mouth and i regret it

*loves the thought of bucky masturbating right now

*has a pit in my tummy cuz i am missing Phe so badly right now

*should be going to bed, but it doesnt feel right unless I talk to him first

*waiting to exhale...............

Breathe!!!!!!! exhale please!

 

[Kay_Seeker]

A last little bit of hope, maybe...

yeah, this is addictive....

I'm not sure what to say to all of you out there that are having a rough time of it. I have stupid cliche's, that's all I have.

"This too shall pass..."

"The best years of our lives lie ahead of us..."

"You are not alone..."

"We are all loved..."

I don't have much of a God in my life, but what little I do have, I shall send prayers for you all, my highly sexualized new online friends...

And to SE who was masturbating as they were typing, I support you 100%. Just to leave you all with a little levity.


Seeking

 

[ShiningEyes]

Re: A last little bit of hope, maybe...

yeah, this is addictive....

I'm not sure what to say to all of you out there that are having a rough time of it. I have stupid cliche's, that's all I have.

"This too shall pass..."

"The best years of our lives lie ahead of us..."

"You are not alone..."

"We are all loved..."

I don't have much of a God in my life, but what little I do have, I shall send prayers for you all, my highly sexualized new online friends...

And to SE who was masturbating as they were typing, I support you 100%. Just to leave you all with a little levity.


Seeking

God is always by your side!!! Sorry you are going thru such a rough time. my ears are always open and willing to listen any time you feel you wanna talk! I know we don't know each other, but I'm a very caring and straight forward kinda gal! I love chattin' with people and making new friends. I also care a lot about people and how they feel. I have a big big heart. And am finding all this hard to type at the moment......one would think it hard to get emotional like this when about to get off lol

anyway!!!! All in good intentions!!!!!!!!! *i stop, put dildo away(for now) and am listening* hehehe

 

[Jewelz]

kay, you are profound , really. you shouldnt feel odd for doing what you do, nor typing it out. it is total anonymity and i think it is doing you alot of good to get things out. i think tasting or licking your own cum is NOT out of the ordinary and in my personal opinion, you should bring it up to her, in that, i may in fact turn her on. it would me. just the whole experimentation of sexual things with someone you love is very exhilarating. I am a serious voyeur ...little bit exhibitionist and with the right love, an actor. it has to be consentual for it to even be exciting and such. i mean , think about it, if you like to spank, but your wife doesnt like it at all...then what will YOU get from doing it.....nothing really...just a bunch of heat from her. acting it out with her shouldnt be a chore, it should be part of the thrill. i know you yearn for more, but if you dont want to jeopardize what you have..then you better get used to is quite fast why not casually mention to her about your desire to let her watch you cum on yourself...or maybe ask her what she thinks about someone doing it...and you will know from her answer whether or not you should approach her with your desire. something i just learned today though is DONT sacrifice yourself completely for someone else's happiness. ever. and i think it is great that you have such a cool wife...so maybe if she is that cool..she may be open to at least listening to your confessions herself

as for the quote thing...at the bottom right of the message you want to reply to is a button that says "quote"...click it and it will automatically tag the message for you hope that helps.
and as for the smilies..you can just click on them over there instead of typing them in too

my fresh situation is that i told my husband of 8 years, and the man that i have shared my life with for 14 years now...well, just told him yesterday that i wasnt happy and was ready to move on. and im not sure where my life is going to take me...actually when..cuz i know where i am going..

my husband has been very neglectful and he has been slowly pushing me away. and i was missing a huge part of myself for a long time until love found me recently. i feel complete now and i feel my life is meant to be spent with that someone else. its a scary thing, but lifes about change, nothing ever stays the same.

 

[Jewelz]

Breathe!!!!!!! exhale please!

ok..is it a sign of something really really good when i am this stir crazy about missing him??? i miss him.....i think i might cry myself to sleep soon.........

 

[Jewelz]

Re: A last little bit of hope, maybe...

yeah, this is addictive....

I'm not sure what to say to all of you out there that are having a rough time of it. I have stupid cliche's, that's all I have.

"This too shall pass..."

"The best years of our lives lie ahead of us..."

"You are not alone..."

"We are all loved..."

I don't have much of a God in my life, but what little I do have, I shall send prayers for you all, my highly sexualized new online friends...

And to SE who was masturbating as they were typing, I support you 100%. Just to leave you all with a little levity.


Seeking

thanks a bunch kay...very kind of you!!

 

[ShiningEyes]

kay, you are profound , really. you shouldnt feel odd for doing what you do, nor typing it out. it is total anonymity and i think it is doing you alot of good to get things out. i think tasting or licking your own cum is NOT out of the ordinary and in my personal opinion, you should bring it up to her, in that, i may in fact turn her on. it would me. just the whole experimentation of sexual things with someone you love is very exhilarating. I am a serious voyeur ...little bit exhibitionist and with the right love, an actor. it has to be consentual for it to even be exciting and such. i mean , think about it, if you like to spank, but your wife doesnt like it at all...then what will YOU get from doing it.....nothing really...just a bunch of heat from her. acting it out with her shouldnt be a chore, it should be part of the thrill. i know you yearn for more, but if you dont want to jeopardize what you have..then you better get used to is quite fast why not casually mention to her about your desire to let her watch you cum on yourself...or maybe ask her what she thinks about someone doing it...and you will know from her answer whether or not you should approach her with your desire. something i just learned today though is DONT sacrifice yourself completely for someone else's happiness. ever. and i think it is great that you have such a cool wife...so maybe if she is that cool..she may be open to at least listening to your confessions herself

I completely agree with Jewelz on that!! And I love a man that Likes to taste his on cum!! It's a major turn on for me. Only prob is...I've never gotten to watch a man eat his own cum!!! Sadly missing out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[ShiningEyes]

ok..is it a sign of something really really good when i am this stir crazy about missing him??? i miss him.....i think i might cry myself to sleep soon.........

Babygirl...I think it's a wonderful thing that you 2 have found each other!!!!! And crying cleanses the soul!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish I were there to lend a shoulder!

 

[ShiningEyes]

I completely agree with Jewelz on that!! And I love a man that Likes to taste his on cum!! It's a major turn on for me. Only prob is...I've never gotten to watch a man eat his own cum!!! Sadly missing out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not saying that's all I agree with her on.......She said it the best way I would know how!!!!!! I'm much like her and love to experiment!!!!!! Just wish I could find a lover that's into the same things!

 

[Jewelz]

Babygirl...I think it's a wonderful thing that you 2 have found each other!!!!! And crying cleanses the soul!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish I were there to lend a shoulder!

thanks honey.....its just the first night we have not spent together since we met....really harder on me than i thought...im a wimp LOL

HUGGERS

 

[ShiningEyes]

thanks honey.....its just the first night we have not spent together since we met....really harder on me than i thought...im a wimp LOL

HUGGERS

LOL a wimp? Damn!!!! I don't think so, hun! hehe

HUGS TO YOU!!!!!

 

[Jewelz]

LOL a wimp? Damn!!!! I don't think so, hun! hehe

HUGS TO YOU!!!!!

lol i think i am going to get off here. if he comes online, pass my love to him...i may be back if i cant rest..sigh...

hugs

 

[sortacurious]

lol i think i am going to get off here. if he comes online, pass my love to him...i may be back if i cant rest..sigh...

hugs

nitie nite

 

[whspr]

* had a great conversation with my Sissy <kisses Jewelz>

*is soooo happy...I talked to meop!!!

*is even more in love with meop....

*feels so much better now

I love you all!!!!

soft kisses,
whspr

 

[sortacurious]

* had a great conversation with my Sissy <kisses Jewelz>

*is soooo happy...I talked to meop!!!

*is even more in love with meop....

*feels so much better now

I love you all!!!!

soft kisses,
whspr

Yaaaay! I knew he's cheer you right up, hun!

 

[whspr]

Yea...he did...but knowing I have friends like you here..makes my heart sing too....

Love ya!!!

soft kisses,
whspr

 

[sortacurious]

Yea...he did...but knowing I have friends like you here..makes my heart sing too....

Love ya!!!

soft kisses,
whspr

Is that the beautiful Whspr in your av!? Wow sugar! oh la la!