*True Confessions*

[Jewelz]

Hiya hun. I've missed you too. Missed coming in here and laughing at ya'lls fun. Shit...can't stay now. Had an hour but couldn't access the site for most of that time. Darn it. But was good to see ya. Hope everything is fine with you? I hope to come back in soon. Trying to limit my online time. Things got complicated and I thought it best I made myself scarce online. I tell ya....I wish I had a warning when I first started making contact with people through the computer. Maybe I coulda protected myself better. They never mean to hurt you but yada yada yada. And this supposedly comes from people that they call themselves friends. Oh well....shit happens. Ooopps...sorry I got a bit carried away. Anywho....nice to see ya sweetie and I will be back. Just not sure if it will be today or not. Take care of yourself and do me a favor.....smile. You've got a beautiful smile and should show it off all the time.

Be well my new-found friend,
Sea

I hear ya though, really!! Just know that you are missed and thought about!! Have a great day!! *HUGS*

 

[ShiningEyes]

Whatever Confessions

*Feels like shit this morning or today or whatever it is

*trying to not move but can't help it

*Feeling really drained

*Feels like I should be more supportive but can't right now

*Has a migrain and can't get rid of it

*Almost curled up last night wishing I wouldn't wake up

*Wishes the phone wouldn't ring at all today

*I know I can't thrwo it away but would love to

*wants to scream but can't

*needs to talk but don't know how or to whom or what about

*~SENDING OUT THE HUGS, LOVE, AND ANGELS THAT I CAN~

*I haven't eatten anything today.

*I don't want sex and don't wanna play today(saddest part....being insatiable and able but not wanting....what's wrong with me)

*I hate my life sometimes

*My headache Migrain moved to a different part of my head and really hurts

*I feel really bad for sharing all this because I shouldn't unload it

*I didn't wanna get up this morning

*I got to a point last night where I told myself I didn't wanna be in this world anymore

*Thinks I should keep my damn mouth shut

*Knows everything will be alright

*Needs to get out and find a good job

*Needs to be in college

*Feeling like a failure right now

I think i'm gonna quit now

 

[Phelan]

Whatever Confessions


I think i'm gonna quit now

*HUGS SHININGEYES*

It's all gonna be ok SE, I promise.

 

[ShiningEyes]

*HUGS SHININGEYES*

It's all gonna be ok SE, I promise.

Thx. my not smiling today is hurting me sooo bad! i can't even force it. I don't know how i'm gonna get thru this day. i can't make anyone laugh or smile with the shape i'm in

 

[Bug Eyed Monster]

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[gr8dad2]

Hey SE...

You made us smile just by you being here.... you are a survivor and will get over this frump too.... you are a sweet intelligent lady who is kind and sensitive and that sometimes gets us in trouble with ourselves BUT like a laxative... this to shall pass. .. now as to not wanting sex that is a serious problem that we should discuss in depth so take off your clothes and lay down on my couch .. I just wanted to bring a smile to those lovely eyes and the rest of the person they are attached to.. hang in there baby..

 

[ShiningEyes]

Soooo this Bug Eyed Monster walks into the room, sees SE and trips over his feet. He then jumps up and starts dancing like an idiot. He grabs a bottle and uses it as a microphone.

"Did you hear the dirty joke about the two white horses? They fell in a mud puddle and three came out." (Bah dump dump) "I got a million of them."

Boy tough crowd, pratt falls - failed.
Silly Dance - failed.
Stupid Joke - failed.

Only one thing left to do.....

Wrap arms around Shining Eyes and give her a very VERY long
HUG and SQUEEZE

"Now there, there. let it all out, you can tell me anything. Dump all you want in PM or here, it doesn't matter. You don't have to make me laugh, or smile or anything else. I love you regarldless of how you feel."

Stand by for return PM.

Thank you so very much!!!! I wish I had the strength right now to be a better friend!

 

[ShiningEyes]

Hey SE...

You made us smile just by you being here.... you are a survivor and will get over this frump too.... you are a sweet intelligent lady who is kind and sensitive and that sometimes gets us in trouble with ourselves BUT like a laxative... this to shall pass. .. now as to not wanting sex that is a serious problem that we should discuss in depth so take off your clothes and lay down on my couch .. I just wanted to bring a smile to those lovely eyes and the rest of the person they are attached to.. hang in there baby..

Thank you, Phelan, BEG, and Gr8dads! I really really appreciate the kind and caring words. Thanks for the smiles, whether I show them or not, they are there.

 

[1fiestyredhead]

Thx. my not smiling today is hurting me sooo bad! i can't even force it. I don't know how i'm gonna get thru this day. i can't make anyone laugh or smile with the shape i'm in

Hang in there girl....you can do it...and things will get better.

 

[ShiningEyes]

Hang in there girl....you can do it...and things will get better.

I know...it's just getting really hard!

Wanna apologize to those that I chat with and not realizing that you've reached mile markers!!!!! Congrats on all of those!!!!

 

[Sandia]

Hugs Jewelz

I'm sorry, honey.
Breaking up can be one of the hardest things in the world.
My sympathies to you.

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Hugs Jewelz

I'm sorry, honey.
Breaking up can be one of the hardest things in the world.
My sympathies to you.

*HUGS* !!!!!!!!!! thank you Sandia!!

 

[Jewelz]

Cmon Beth, Chin up.......what did I tell you last night or early this morning?? Gotta have faith. And stop trying to fix everything. You will be ok. *hugs*

 

[Jewelz]

Hmmm!!!

*Im really pissed off!! I just bought this SEXY RED HOT LACEY BRA and it is too small!!!!!!!!!!!! My god my tits are growing!!!!! WAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH It was a 40DD and my boobies fell out every side!!! I still need a DDD!

NOT FAIR!!!!!!!! *stomps her feet and crosses her arms* I want sexy bras that fit me!!!!!!!!

 

[gr8dad2]

OOOOWWWWWW Poor jewelz here let me give you a helping hand holding thos e bad girls up Gee I aonly want to help*grinning from ear to ear*... justwant to take the weight off your shoulders for about four hours.. so lay down and I'll massage them trying to make them smaller .. honest thats all

 

[ShiningEyes]

Hmmm!!!

*Im really pissed off!! I just bought this SEXY RED HOT LACEY BRA and it is too small!!!!!!!!!!!! My god my tits are growing!!!!! WAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH It was a 40DD and my boobies fell out every side!!! I still need a DDD!

NOT FAIR!!!!!!!! *stomps her feet and crosses her arms* I want sexy bras that fit me!!!!!!!!

Not sure if I'm supposed to be laughing up upset too!!!! Thank you!! hmmm I don't want to be any smaller or any bigger!! If I grow any more I'm gonna be just a pissed!!!!

 

[Jewelz]

OOOOWWWWWW Poor jewelz here let me give you a helping hand holding thos e bad girls up Gee I aonly want to help*grinning from ear to ear*... justwant to take the weight off your shoulders for about four hours.. so lay down and I'll massage them trying to make them smaller .. honest thats all

daddy settle down LOL these boobies are for Phe!!

 

[Jewelz]

Not sure if I'm supposed to be laughing up upset too!!!! Thank you!! hmmm I don't want to be any smaller or any bigger!! If I grow any more I'm gonna be just a pissed!!!!

Laugh!!!!!!!!!!! It really soothes the soul!!!

 

[gr8dad2]

Ya but/// if they are so big maybe we could share some with us less priveleged guys.. *drooling and sweating* ya know when a guy lives on a diet of fries eggs he would love to feast just once on something larger... PHE would understand .. he's a guy... come on now your makin me beg...lol

 

[ShiningEyes]

Laugh!!!!!!!!!!! It really soothes the soul!!!

Thank you! it does, but can make a headache worse lol

 

[Jewelz]

Ya but/// if they are so big maybe we could share some with us less priveleged guys.. *drooling and sweating* ya know when a guy lives on a diet of fries eggs he would love to feast just once on something larger... PHE would understand .. he's a guy... come on now your makin me beg...lol

lol........men sheesh!

 

[Jewelz]

Thank you! it does, but can make a headache worse lol

THEN SHUDDUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAKE ADVIL AND JUST SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!



dont make me sing that song out here in front of everyone!!!

 

[gr8dad2]

OK OK Shining Eyes help me out here... if this lovely lady won't help me maybe you could as soon as your better

 

[ShiningEyes]

THEN SHUDDUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAKE ADVIL AND JUST SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!



dont make me sing that song out here in front of everyone!!!

Thank you so much!!!!!! I have no advil!! or I would!
My cam is on. My headache is getting better and I Love all my LitMates!

 

[Jewelz]

OK OK Shining Eyes help me out here... if this lovely lady won't help me maybe you could as soon as your better

aw shucks...yanno, i am so in love with my phe, i couldnt possibly help another man out now....you know you are like a big bro to me !! *hugs* I KNOW you understand.......sooo shush!