*True Confessions*

[ShiningEyes]

thank you darlin! you know you mean so much to me! i cant ever repay you or thank you enough for all you have done for me. love you!

Lovedove, you don't have to thank me or repay me!! I'm there for you always and forever! I love you soo much hun!!!! I'm glad I could be there for you. Lord knows everyone could use more friends! I'm just glad that I'm here when you need me.

 

[Jewelz]

Lovedove, you don't have to thank me or repay me!! I'm there for you always and forever! I love you soo much hun!!!! I'm glad I could be there for you. Lord knows everyone could use more friends! I'm just glad that I'm here when you need me.

No, you see, the thing is, you are there always........

 

[ShiningEyes]

No, you see, the thing is, you are there always........

~~~~~~~HUGS YOU CLOSE~~~~~~~

 

[ShiningEyes]

Evening Confessions

*Is slowly rocking her way to 2000!!

*Loves to dance naked

*Would love to have an all out Lit orgy!!!!!!!

*Is very hot right now!!

*Doesn't like my phone!

*Is soft spoken but can get very loud

*Is worried about Jewelz

More to cum folks!

 

[Jewelz]

We are fighting...he is not home 2 hours and is yelling at the girls. I looked at him after he made the 4 year old cry by yelling, "Get the fuck to bed now!" (said very loud and screaming at her) and said

me: "Brilliant, you are so fucking brilliant. whats it been? 2 hours?"

him: "yeah probably"

me: "you are making your case very clear"

him: "what"

me: "screaming like a fuckin idiot after being home 2 hours. yeah its what i wanna be around" (said with extreme sarcasm)

him: "they need to listen bottom fucking line" (said yelling at me)

me: "yep, thats the way they will listen. hollar louder and scare the shit outta them. bet they will listen then too"

........thats it......great isnt it?

*as i was typing this, the 4 year old comes down and is still crying, and i hold her. asking her what was wrong. she said "daddy really yelled at me"....and I said calmly "we wont have to put up with or deal with that much longer babygirl".......my heart ached. He said nothing of course.

sorry to vent my whole life story here...please forgive my ramblings.

 

[ShiningEyes]

We are fighting...he is not home 2 hours and is yelling at the girls. I looked at him after he made the 4 year old cry by yelling, "Get the fuck to bed now!" (said very loud and screaming at her) and said

me: "Brilliant, you are so fucking brilliant. whats it been? 2 hours?"

him: "yeah probably"

me: "you are making your case very clear"

him: "what"

me: "screaming like a fuckin idiot after being home 2 hours. yeah its what i wanna be around" (said with extreme sarcasm)

him: "they need to listen bottom fucking line" (said yelling at me)

me: "yep, thats the way they will listen. hollar louder and scare the shit outta them. bet they will listen then too"

........thats it......great isnt it?

*as i was typing this, the 4 year old comes down and is still crying, and i hold her. asking her what was wrong. she said "daddy really yelled at me"....and I said calmly "we wont have to put up with or deal with that much longer babygirl".......my heart ached. He said nothing of course.

sorry to vent my whole life story here...please forgive my ramblings.

AWWWWWWWW Babygirl, I'm soooooo sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't apologize!!!!! You have no were else to vent right now. We are all here for you!! I wish I could hug you and hold you!!!!
I'm very sorry things are going badly for you right now!!!!
Love you!!!! I'm here if you need to chat or talk.

 

[Jewelz]

AWWWWWWWW Babygirl, I'm soooooo sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't apologize!!!!! You have no were else to vent right now. We are all here for you!! I wish I could hug you and hold you!!!!
I'm very sorry things are going badly for you right now!!!!
Love you!!!! I'm here if you need to chat or talk.

im sitting here, tears streaming down my face. yet i am numb....i dont know what to feel. where to turn next. what to do next. thanks for everything beth.

 

[ShiningEyes]

im sitting here, tears streaming down my face. yet i am numb....i dont know what to feel. where to turn next. what to do next. thanks for everything beth.

Don't thank me, hun! I haven't done anything but give you my friendship and shown you my love!!!! That's what I would do for any friend I truely care about and love!!! I'm nothing special. I wish I could come up with some good advice now to help you. I wish I were there to give you the hugs you need and the shoulder to cry on!!!!!!!!!! I'm sooo sorry you are hurting like this!!! You of all people don't deserve it! *sending out all my love to you and your girls!!*

 

[Jewelz]

Don't thank me, hun! I haven't done anything but give you my friendship and shown you my love!!!! That's what I would do for any friend I truely care about and love!!! I'm nothing special. I wish I could come up with some good advice now to help you. I wish I were there to give you the hugs you need and the shoulder to cry on!!!!!!!!!! I'm sooo sorry you are hurting like this!!! You of all people don't deserve it! *sending out all my love to you and your girls!!*

you are a very special person Beth. a true friend that anyone is lucky to have. i know i am. thank you!

 

[whspr]

Let me jump in here just to say ...

I love you SissyGirlie.....

Keep your head up high...you are above all the screaming he does....remember I'm there, too....

Hold dear inside your heart all the feelings that have been making you feel so wonderful...they will help you through...

Once again...I love you...and I'm here when you need me....

soft kisses,
whspr

 

[Jewelz]

Let me jump in here just to say ...

I love you SissyGirlie.....

Keep your head up high...you are above all the screaming he does....remember I'm there, too....

Hold dear inside your heart all the feelings that have been making you feel so wonderful...they will help you through...

Once again...I love you...and I'm here when you need me....

soft kisses,
whspr

thank you whspr angel....you are a dear and true friend too and i am so blessed to have you. i am trying hard to hold onto those feelings sissy...trying real hard. I love you too!

 

[sortacurious]

Jewelz babe? You still out here?

 

[Jewelz]

Jewelz babe? You still out here?

im around darlin

 

[sortacurious]

I just read what's goin' on.
His really pissing me off...want me to come kick his butt for ya?

Seriously, I'm so worried about you!

 

[sortacurious]

Kisses, Sortacurious!!!!
How are you babe?
Nice to see you on.

Frank, you sexy man! I didn't even see this message earlier! I'm sorry.
I'm breathin', how are you?

 

[Jewelz]

I just read what's goin' on.
His really pissing me off...want me to come kick his butt for ya?

Seriously, I'm so worried about you!

oh babygirl...try not to worry too much im so numb about it tonight...he is ignoring me, which is a good thing...but still...i just really need to think of what to do next. i know i cant up and leave state like i want...im sure he will fight me on that. my mom would just die if i did...god...i just want to be out west now.......i love you honeygirl

 

[zetacon4]

Frank, you sexy man! I didn't even see this message earlier! I'm sorry.
I'm breathin', how are you?

Hurting for Jewelz right now and mad as hell at her husband!
That's no way to treat anyone, children or adults!!!!
Thanks for responding. I was feeling a bit blue.
Hope all is good for you tonight. Have not heard any news from you in awhile.
Kisses to you and baby Jewelz!!!!

 

[sortacurious]

oh babygirl...try not to worry too much im so numb about it tonight...he is ignoring me, which is a good thing...but still...i just really need to think of what to do next. i know i cant up and leave state like i want...im sure he will fight me on that. my mom would just die if i did...god...i just want to be out west now.......i love you honeygirl

You on Yahoo right now? Wanna talk?
I love you!

 

[ShiningEyes]

*Cums in dancing Naked for my 2000th post and sees Jewelz and stops*

Sorry I'm naked babygirl but i'm gonna hug you anyway!!!! ~HUGS AND HOLDS YOU TIGHT~
You are a true friend as well!!! I'm sooo glad that you and I are friends! I love you sooo much!!!! Please let me know if you need to talk!!!

 

[LoveMeHateMe]

Re: Re: For starters....

Very worth the wait
I secrtely like your big boobs too

And I secretly like that you secretly like my big boobs

 

[LoveMeHateMe]

but thats just silly Thelma.....Im glad to see that you joined in after all.

Im also very sorry to hear about your place. how very frightening. *hugs*

but sometimes it feels like people 'round these parts aren't so friendly if you can't be here everyday to check in with 'em.....

I'm glad I joined in too....I figured what the hell...I'd put my two cents in....

 

[LoveMeHateMe]

Re: Re: For starters....

That last one, I admit it to, I wish I would have taken some time off between high school and college or during college. I went away to another state and I wasn't ready to leave home. Alas, I shall be scarred forever....so I am with you, my sister.

K.

Amen....I say we pretend like we are just out of high school and start over....

 

[zetacon4]

but sometimes it feels like people 'round these parts aren't so friendly if you can't be here everyday to check in with 'em.....

I'm glad I joined in too....I figured what the hell...I'd put my two cents in....

Glad that I was not the only person that felt that way.
I know how that feels. Just one of the things that feels bad here. But there is so much positive, I just try to keep that in mind.
Nice to see you posting again. And I must say I find your large round sweet breasts wonderful too!!!
Thanks!

 

[LoveMeHateMe]

Re: Re: For starters....

Where have you been in the What's your fantasy thread, Love?

I think I would secretly love your big boobs too.

Am I to understand your residence was somehow involved in the Sept. 11 disaster, or is it just a coincidence?

I wish I had finished college when I had the chance because I'm afraid of being in the same positon as you on that. (if i'm right about why you regret it.)

Hey Mr. Allnite.....I wish I had been in the fantasy thread....lol, sounds like someplace I might fit in well...??



Nope....I live in IN so I wasn't involved in that whole Sept. 11 tragedy....but my apartment did burn down that same day.....so it's a very awful coincidence. And my mom also had a breast biopsy that same day....which in another awful coincidence came back positive for breast cancer....and then about four other tragic things happened in my life.....but I suppose what doesn't kill me outright will only make me stronger....or more cynical....either one.

The college thing is....I went to undergrad and grad school right after high school....so I have had practically no life...for a very long time. And I don't know how to go about getting one either....and sometimes I really wish I had stayed closer to home instead of moving to a different state.....because now I live hours from my family and that's hard sometimes. But anyhow.....back to my boobs (since I secretly love them I'll bring them up again)....they're around the threads here somewhere....and always love to be loved....

 

[ShiningEyes]

Late night Confessions

*Wishes there were more I could do for those around me

*Feels helpless sometimes

*Is Feeling down about my weight and loves the friends I have cheering me up

*Wonders why some people are as cruel as they are without knowing it

*Is itching and has no back scratcher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More to cum I'm sure