*True Confessions*

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wow! That's making me sweat and I am not even involved...go Jewelz

-confession-

My mood is strange..and I can't think of how to express it but this song just got to me in the car ...it is how I feel today some of it

Blurry - Puddle of mudd

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway
 
wow amber, those lyrics describe my "mood" too!! or at least my inner most thoughts ...............
 
Wintermute said:


Gotta love an old fashion spit take... :D LOL

But, I really picture you as more of a swallower. ;)

is that so? and you would believe me if i told you that i have a mental block from a bad past experience and really have to psyche myself out in order to swallow even though my desires are to do it??
 
Jewelz said:
is that so? and you would believe me if i told you that i have a mental block from a bad past experience and really have to psyche myself out in order to swallow even though my desires are to do it??

Memories... of your very first posts!
 
Jewelz said:


is that so? and you would believe me if i told you that i have a mental block from a bad past experience and really have to psyche myself out in order to swallow even though my desires are to do it??

After everything you've share on this thread over the last month or so (when did you start this thread anyhow? :D)... Yeah, I'd believe it. :D
 
Wintermute said:


After everything you've share on this thread over the last month or so (when did you start this thread anyhow? :D)... Yeah, I'd believe it. :D

aww sweet :kiss:

see, i am a very honest woman. ;)
 
*peeks head into room*

*holds hand up in the air, ooo ooo Im a swallower! lol (well as long as its not funky spunk!)

Hi Guys...

*just got back from luncheon and meeting with our returning teachers

*I really am good in front of a group, had to lead the majority of the meeting, and is very good at making our teachers laugh (have to pat myself on the back for a good meeting *pat pat*)

*enjoyed seeing a lot of the staff

*a couple I think we just need to fire

*havent been able to eat, my stomach has been all a flutter

*really wants to get laid *pouts* physically laid

*soooooooo happy its Friday!!!!!!!! yee haw!

*has no desire to do rendezvous planned for this weekend...he is not that one I want to have physical sex with now....

*talked to ex for a little bit last night on IM, he tries so hard with me...which is sweet, I appreciate his friendship

I will be lurking, in between working.

NG
 
*waves to ng*

see, thats what it was.....funky spunk........ruined me forever....well not forever..........but yanno....lol
 
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nastygirl said:
*holds hand up in the air, ooo ooo Im a swallower! lol (well as long as its not funky spunk!)

Hi Guys...

*just got back from luncheon and meeting with our returning teachers

*I really am good in front of a group, had to lead the majority of the meeting, and is very good at making our teachers laugh (have to pat myself on the back for a good meeting *pat pat*)

*enjoyed seeing a lot of the staff

*a couple I think we just need to fire

*havent been able to eat, my stomach has been all a flutter

*really wants to get laid *pouts* physically laid

*soooooooo happy its Friday!!!!!!!! yee haw!

*has no desire to do rendezvous planned for this weekend...he is not that one I want to have physical sex with now....

*talked to ex for a little bit last night on IM, he tries so hard with me...which is sweet, I appreciate his friendship

I will be lurking, in between working.

NG

Mine is actually kind of bland. Yes, I have tasted it.
 
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Wintermute said:


Mine is actually kind of bland. Yes, I have tasted it.

nuttin wrong with that....i taste myself often ;)
 
Midday Confessions...


* Just took 30 minutes to read through Confessions since I last posted.

* Waiting for a call from the unemployment office, if they don't keep this appt, I'm gonna be pissed!!!

* Needs to eat some lunch, before getting ready for her interview.

* Glad that she has an orientation interview, but very frustrated that she had to go to a temp agency to get an interview.

* Upset that she was told all her life to get a degree. Now she has two, is supposed to be valuable in her field, but hasn't gotten shit.

* Hates that the governor cut education, and that the feds are more concerned with the military than education.

* Not going there...

* Needs a shower.

* Needs to get laid (Naded said so too).

* Thinks Naded's ass is also 'biteable'

* Never laughed so hard last night... :) OMG!!!

* Waiting for the phone to ring... *taptaptaptaptap*



 
Is this open to everyone? I need a sober confession after my drunken ramble last night - just ignore it.

* Just woke up after staying up all night doing nasty webcam business with a sexy man*

*Was so glad he was still up last night when she got home because she needed him to stop her tears*

*Wonders if it's possible to fall as hard and quickly as she seems to be*

*Worried about friends that are going through so much trouble, but doesn't know if she has the emotional energy to boost them up*

**Thinks one of her best friends fooled around with her regular sex partner, is hurt that either would do it to her, not surprised at him so much as her, but is trying to let it go as all were very drunk*

*Thinks one of her other friends only hangs around her to make herself look better....was very hurt by a comment she made last night*

*Terribly worried about her future and financial situation....needs a job or a whole new career*

*Is a bit envious of the friendships she sees formed on here....but feels better knowing that there are people in the world who actually do care about each other*

*Feels that life is falling apart in front of her face, in so many different ways....trying so damn hard not to shatter*

*Wishes the one person who seems to be able to make her smile would wake the hell up*

*Going to give my head a shake and go do my dishes now*

*Has always been such an optimistic person and wonders where all this sadness is coming from*

*Needs a kick in the ass.....or a damn good hug....or both*
 
Fucking unemployment office bitch. Wouldn't even listen to my situation. Goddammit. I hate this shit!

* Gonna go cry now...
 
Freya2 said:
*Sends a big hug to Marilyth* I know how you feel hun.

Thanks... To think I have an orientation interview in a couple of hours... oh joy... FUCK!
 
SexyAmber said:
*hugs both Marilyth and Freya and gives kisses all over thier faces*

* Is enjoying the group hug and still teary eyed... anyone else wanna come join. We need all the hugging we can get right now. At least I do... :(
 
Marilyth said:


* Is enjoying the group hug and still teary eyed... anyone else wanna come join. We need all the hugging we can get right now. At least I do... :(

You and me both hun. Sending you big hugs....it will be ok, you're strong.
 
not my 1st time here

Hi Everyone ;)

* Had a rough day yesterday, 3 meetings arguing with complete idiots. Finally finished last meeting at 2AM with future business partner.

* Going to do something unmoral in my book, but it going to be complete business. Partner/Brother in law wont know what hit him. He deserves it.

*A friend pooped in at 215 when I got out of shower. Him and his Girlfriend saw my lights on and wanted to tan. < am a tanning salon owner>. Kicked their leechy asses out at 3am.

*Layed down in bed at 315 and was going to make a call, was gonna wait a bit, so I played pool on Yahoo. I wanted her to get more sleep, so she wasnt tired throughout the day.

*I woke up at 1000am scrambling to open up my shop, realizing I was late. And then it hit me, I missed making the call to the girl. feeling a little bummed about it. I hope she realizes that I would have rather spoken to her, than to people who make alot of noise just to be heard. She has a sexy voice too. ;)


GfNYC
 
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