*True Confessions*

[redelicious]

Hello everyone.

I wanted to take a minute to thank you all for your kind words and support and the amazing PMs. You all are so wonderful.

I am still in VA, and head back to FL on Wednesday. I am feeling good, still feeling strong enough and sure of what I am doing. It has been a good trip, with lots of insight to what the near future holds if I am able to come back here for good. It just feels good to be somewhat prepared for what circumstances may arise from all of this.

Red - I am thinking of you and hoping that things are going smoothly and that you are comfortable. I hope we hear some good news from you soon!

Ty Sweetie. I am pretty comfortable, actually. Things are going well and now we are just waiting . . . . . .

And please let me tell you again how much I admire you. You seem to have such a quiet strength. I respect that very much about you.

 

[OzDvl]

i guess i may as well put down my confession

~ Last year I had a affair (and my first female experience) with a close (female) friend ~

Now the thought of being with a female consumes my thoughts nearly every day

 

[Bandit58]

i guess i may as well put down my confession

~ Last year I had a affair (and my first female experience) with a close (female) friend ~

Now the thought of being with a female consumes my thoughts nearly every day

Hi OzDvl
I had my first experience with a woman almost a year ago, as part of a FFM 3some with an older guy I was seeing at the time. At 43 I finally came to terms with the fact that I am bi, and now I live in Australia away from the small rural area in NZ where I lived all my life, I am out of the closet.

I'm yet to have another experience, but I have a loving partner who is actively helping me search for someone to explore with, either with or without him present. He says it is a part of me that he cannot satisfy, and he doesn't want me to hide anything about myself ever again.......I am so lucky

Thank you my love

 

[SuperShyGuy]

true confession: i'm a whore

Surely there is more to the story? Do tell.

 

[naughtygirl]

A *bump* and a funny...

http://www.ircuser.org/files/beerandweapons.swf


Hope y'all are having a good night!

 

[Xelebes]

Well, I thought I should return to post an update.

As I hir submit, I booted FruityLoops, worked on some automating on some filters for a track, closed it. Opened Word, started working on a little series I've started for another website. Did some six or seven paragraphs or so. And then checked on the loading status. It had finally loaded. As you can probably see, this is my plight for lack of posting.

Now, what in the world do you think was important enough to have me lending so much of my patience into this update? I'll tell you, I finally got a job. In the produce section of IGA (Valleyview - to let you know SSG.) I start next week and I must say it has certainly boosted my self-confidence quite a bit. A little less scowl on my aura will do me good.

What else? I started help planning for an OCR Party (OverClocked Remix - video game remixes for any of you who have geek-ish tendencies or histories.) To be held in Philly in 2005. We are shooting far ahead here so it can be nicely planned and advertised to have an optimal showing and performances. Hopefully, this will not fall-through and will actually see it come to fruition.

Hmm... what else should I update all of you on?

 

[redelicious]

A *bump* and a funny...

http://www.ircuser.org/files/beerandweapons.swf


Hope y'all are having a good night!

LMAO

There go the in-laws again.

 

[OzDvl]

Hi OzDvl
I had my first experience with a woman almost a year ago, as part of a FFM 3some with an older guy I was seeing at the time. At 43 I finally came to terms with the fact that I am bi, and now I live in Australia away from the small rural area in NZ where I lived all my life, I am out of the closet.

I'm yet to have another experience, but I have a loving partner who is actively helping me search for someone to explore with, either with or without him present. He says it is a part of me that he cannot satisfy, and he doesn't want me to hide anything about myself ever again.......I am so lucky

Thank you my love

thanks for sharing your story with me Bandit58, i haven't really had a whole lot of people to talk to about my first experience with a female, so it is nice coming here and reading posts and it makes things a whole lot easier..

I wish that my first female experience hadn't happened the way it did, but i can't change what happened. I love my husband with all my heart and if that sounds a bit of a contradiction well i guess it is. I have never been unfaithful with another man or even thought about it and i never would be..I have what i need and want with my husband..but there was something that i just needed to experience and it wasn't planned..it did just happen..so now he still thinks i am just curious about being with another woman and i know that i am in fact bisexual and can't do anything about it..because i am married..argh i am rambling..sorry about that..will leave this post here

 

[omahaman2]

A *bump* and a funny...

http://www.ircuser.org/files/beerandweapons.swf


Hope y'all are having a good night!

LOL,NG i thought you were in california not nebraska
XEL, great to see you again
RED, as you can tekk we are all waiting for little Oman to arrive
It would be kind of nice to coincide with mothers day.
SORTA, im just me
Everyone else, ive been gone a couple days, Nice to be back home. Hugggggs everyone.

 

[Jewelz]

Hello everyone.

I wanted to take a minute to thank you all for your kind words and support and the amazing PMs. You all are so wonderful.

I am still in VA, and head back to FL on Wednesday. I am feeling good, still feeling strong enough and sure of what I am doing. It has been a good trip, with lots of insight to what the near future holds if I am able to come back here for good. It just feels good to be somewhat prepared for what circumstances may arise from all of this.

Red - I am thinking of you and hoping that things are going smoothly and that you are comfortable. I hope we hear some good news from you soon!

Please have a very safe trip home, love. I am so proud of you and the journey you are embarking on. You have always had this aura about you, a light of beauty, strength, courage and I admire you for finally stepping out of your comfort zone to make happiness yours again. Thanks for giving me a piece of your heart and allowing me to be by your side as you walk down your chosen path.

 

[Jewelz]

Good morning everyone. Hope today brings you much happiness and laughter.

A few confessions (I feel very vulnerable doing this....but...here goes):

*I am missing my husband so much. Two more days til he is home again for the weekend.
*Our 10th anniversary is coming up (the 21st) and I have never known a love so complete, so honest, so real as our love is now. We have been through so much together, only to discover that we are not whole without each other.
*He has secret plans and surprises for me and it is so sweet to see his romantic side coming out more often now! Im so excited!
*My 8 yr old daughter made distinguished honor roll and I am excruiatingly proud of her!
*We lost an uncle last week and it really sent me into a tale spin of reflection of my life.
*Did I mention how crazy in love I am with my husband? He makes me weak in the knees and I thank God every day for giving us back the relationship we started 16 years ago when we met!
*I am so very blessed for having 3 amazing beautiful daughters.
*I miss some wonderful people that I have lost touch with over the years. I cant help but wonder how they are doing.
*I still fight my depression but it doesnt control my life like it once did and while I still fight it, my life is pretty damn beautiful right now.

 

[Curious_Fem]

I just have to confess that there are some pretty amazing people here.

 

[whspr]

I just have to confess that there are some pretty amazing people here.

I have to agree...I see several of them in posts right above mine....

 

[Curious_Fem]

I have to agree...I see several of them in posts right above mine....

Hey look at that, I'm above and below you now.

Consider yourself included in that group of amazing people here, dear one.

 

[omahaman2]

Hey look at that, I'm above and below you now.

Consider yourself included in that group of amazing people here, dear one.

YOU TOO CURIOUS!!

 

[Xelebes]

Time to post again and bump this lovely thread, lol.

Anyways...

Nothing much else to say...

I've actually gone out and partied three times... yep 3 TIMES (as opposed to none before that point) since last we talked. (before previous post). So yeah... I've been recovering slowly and gradually. hehe.

What else, oh yes, my sister is ok right now she is under therapy and my brother is back in town under a closer eye by the family. Which is always good. So yeah.

 

[InLust]

To be Shared Before Mother's day. . .

Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby . . somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, normal is history.

Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct . . . somebody never took a three-year-old shopping.

Somebody said being a mother is boring . . . somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit.

Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good"...somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee.

Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window.

Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother . . . somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math.

Somebody said you can't love the fifth child as much as you love the first. . . somebody doesn't have five children.

Somebody said a mother can find all the answers to her child-rearing questions in the books . . somebody never had a child stuff beans up his nose or in his ears.

Somebody said the hardest part of being a mother is labor and delivery... somebody never watched her "baby" get on the bus for the first day of kindergarten . . or on a plane headed for military "boot camp"

Somebody said a mother can do her job with her eyes closed and one hand tied behind her back . somebody never organized seven giggling Brownies to sell cookies.

Somebody said a mother can stop worrying after her child gets married...somebody doesn't know that marriage adds a new son or daughter-in-law to a mother's heartstrings.

Somebody said a mother's job is done when her last child leaves home...somebody never had grandchildren.

Somebody said your mother knows you love her, so you don't need to tell her . . somebody isn't a mother.

Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms of Lit!

 

[InLust]

To be Shared Before Mother's day. . .

freaken servers are at it again

 

[DreamOfSun]

Please have a very safe trip home, love. I am so proud of you and the journey you are embarking on. You have always had this aura about you, a light of beauty, strength, courage and I admire you for finally stepping out of your comfort zone to make happiness yours again. Thanks for giving me a piece of your heart and allowing me to be by your side as you walk down your chosen path.

We made it safely in last night.

Love you, jewel.

 

[omahaman2]

FOR THE TC MOMS

When God Made Mothers

By the time the Lord made mothers, he was into the sixth day working overtime. An Angel appeared and said "Why are you spending so much time on this one?"

And the Lord answered and said, "Have you read the spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic; have 200 movable parts, all replaceable; run on black coffee and leftovers; have a lap that can hold three children at one time and that disappears when she stands up; have a kiss that can cure anything from a scrape knee to a broken heart; and have six pairs of hands."

The Angel was astounded at the requirements for this one. "Six pairs of hands! No Way!" said the Angel.

The Lord replied, Oh, it's not the hands that are the problem. It's the three pairs of eyes that mothers must have!"

"And that's on the standard model?" the Angel asked. The Lord nodded in agreement, "Yep, one pair of eyes are to see through the closed door as she asks her children what they are doing even though she already knows. Another pair in the back of her head, are to see what she needs to know even though no one thinks she can. And the third pair are here in the front of her head. They are for looking at an errant child and saying that she understands and loves him or her without even saying a single word."

The Angel tried to stop the Lord. "This is too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish."

"But I can't!" The Lord protested, "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick and can feed a family of six on a pound of hamburger and can get a nine year old to stand in the shower."

The Angel moved closer and touched the woman, "But you have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?" Asked the angel.

The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason, and negotiate."

The Angel then noticed something and reached out and touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak with this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak." the Lord objected. "That's a tear!"

"What's the tear for?" the Angel asked.

The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her disappointment, her pain, her loneliness, her grief, and her pride."The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her disappointment, her pain, her loneliness, her grief, and her pride."

The Angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything for this one. You even created the tear!"


The Lord looked at the Angel and smiled and said, "I'm afraid you are wrong again, my friend. I created the woman, but she created the tear!"
Author Erma Bombeck

 

[Jewelz]

We made it safely in last night.

Love you, jewel.

Im so glad you arrived safely. Hope you were able to rest today. Give the kids some love from Auntie T. Love you too, sweetheart.

 

[SuperShyGuy]

I heard a wise man say something today:

"Gamblers are like toilets. One day they're broke, the next day they're flushing."

Something to ponder.

That's all I've got for now. es for all the TC moms, in advance of the special day.

 

[DreamOfSun]

- bump -

 

[omahaman2]

jenny was complaining that I spend too much time on the computer, and not enough time with her. I decided to fix that by having a "movie night" with her.

We watched Hackers, The Net, Anti-Trust, You've Got Mail and The Matrix.

She's still mad at me. What did I do?

 

[naughtygirl]

Good evening *bump and grind*

WOO HOO!!!!!!! ITs FRIDAY!

Dreamy, Im glad you made it back safely and that you had a wonderful trip. Im proud of you! If you ever need me, let me know hon.

Xelebes, congrats on the job!!! YAY!! Thats wonderful. It sounds like you have been very productive and having fun with your music project.

Jewelz, as you are the goddess of this thread, its always wonderful to see you share about your life. I know you did it with guarded caution for good reason. Its great to hear that things have been so wonderful with your family.


A rambling...

Well, two weeks from today I leave for a 7 day cruise to the Eastern Caribbean with my entire family on my stepfather's side to celebrate my grandmother's 75th birthday. There are about 30 of us going! Im excited but its been a bit stressful (or maybe I have been stressing myself out) with a concern for cash for the trip. I think I will be fine, its just such a bad time for a trip until we are a little more financially secure. But its a once in a lifetime opportunity for a family event like this. I just wish Nigel was going, but as my grandmother bought all the cruise tickets, the conditions were that you had to be married to go. Yes..understandable, but I hate that he is missing out on this. All in all Im very excited as I have never even travelled out of this country, unless you count the few nights I have ventured into Mexico.


Well as it appears to be very dead in here, Im going to watch "my girls" (Starting Over) saved so wonderfully on the TiVo. Have a great night!