*True Confessions*
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Confessions:
* It is so good to see how active it has been here recently ... I admit that it makes me feel ... I don't know ... more alive ... certainly more positive.
* I also admit that lately (which means in the last few months) I have felt depressed ... and I'm already taking anti-depressants.
* no ... I haven't been in to the doctor to talk about the depression issues ...
* which is not to say I haven't been in to see doctors ... I certainly have ... just that all of those visits have been concerning my back ...
* I've also been in to physical therapy on a weekly basis. ... which is helping, in the sense that the parts of my body that needed strengthening are being strengthened (it's amazing how your body can go to hell when you stop doing any form of physical activity that might be considered exercise).
* but none of it is helping the base problem (to the consternation of the doctors)
* which is why I haven't been feeling all that chipper (funniest thing ... ).
* I won't even go into my job ... I've done that many times before and nothing positive has changed ... *
* It's spring here in Denver ... and it's positively glorious! ... of course there has been precious little rain and snow this year and it looks like it's going to be a very vicous year of drought ... but right now it's just fabulous ... *
* It is so good to see how active it has been here recently ... I admit that it makes me feel ... I don't know ... more alive ... certainly more positive.
* I also admit that lately (which means in the last few months) I have felt depressed ... and I'm already taking anti-depressants.
* no ... I haven't been in to the doctor to talk about the depression issues ...
* which is not to say I haven't been in to see doctors ... I certainly have ... just that all of those visits have been concerning my back ...
* I've also been in to physical therapy on a weekly basis. ... which is helping, in the sense that the parts of my body that needed strengthening are being strengthened (it's amazing how your body can go to hell when you stop doing any form of physical activity that might be considered exercise).
* but none of it is helping the base problem (to the consternation of the doctors)
* which is why I haven't been feeling all that chipper (funniest thing ... ).
* I won't even go into my job ... I've done that many times before and nothing positive has changed ... *
* It's spring here in Denver ... and it's positively glorious! ... of course there has been precious little rain and snow this year and it looks like it's going to be a very vicous year of drought ... but right now it's just fabulous ... *
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when you least expect it ...whspr said:Mmmmmmmm...I'll be looking forward to that nibble....
SecretScribe
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I'm hoping you do ...whspr said:
good night whspr ... may all your dreams be wondrous ...now I'm off to bed...work in the a.m....unfortunately....
one more time for the barkeep....
have a good night....
whspr
and you know the
was reciprocated ... long and deep ...
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* the bar is now empty *
* but sweet it was ... even if it was only the late shift *
* from a hiding place under the bar, the bartender selects a cigar*
* cuban, Hoyo de Corona *
* shaves the tip and places it between his lips ... one of his vices, rarely indulged in .. *
* cleans the bar, collecting the dirty glasses, wiping up the spills and stains*
* savoring the taste of the unlit cigar *
* finally ... wooden fixtures gleaming ... tables spotless *
* he removes the cover of the billiard table *
* no pockets ... 10' x 5' *
* lights the cigar, savoring the taste of the smoke on his tongue *
* exhales without inhaling ... *
* and sends the cue ball toward the red ... and off to the other cue (after 3 rails) *
* quietly the balls are hit, the rails bounced ... the aroma filling the air ... *
* but sweet it was ... even if it was only the late shift *
* from a hiding place under the bar, the bartender selects a cigar*
* cuban, Hoyo de Corona *
* shaves the tip and places it between his lips ... one of his vices, rarely indulged in .. *
* cleans the bar, collecting the dirty glasses, wiping up the spills and stains*
* savoring the taste of the unlit cigar *
* finally ... wooden fixtures gleaming ... tables spotless *
* he removes the cover of the billiard table *
* no pockets ... 10' x 5' *
* lights the cigar, savoring the taste of the smoke on his tongue *
* exhales without inhaling ... *
* and sends the cue ball toward the red ... and off to the other cue (after 3 rails) *
* quietly the balls are hit, the rails bounced ... the aroma filling the air ... *
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* College_geek ... sorry ... we have no masses here ... you'll not be lost among them .. 
* bossman ... first ... welcome ... second ... I'm afraid you are going to be a victim of my soapbox -> you say you trust her implicitly ... yet ... you are suspicious ... all I can say is that those two statements don't go together ... I cannot cousel other than to be honest with yourself ... and to trust that she is trying to do the best she can for herself ... beyond that I know of no good salves for a broken heart (I know of several bad ones and I would recommend none of them ... they are bad ...)
Fiesty!!! ... dammit girl I've missed you! ... and if you are giving out hugs ... I want one ... ok two ... wtf ... how about a boatload???? ... (and you are delicious, you know that, don't you??? ... if not I'll be glad to whisper it to you a few times ... or more ... )
Mayi ... are the flowers beginning to bloom in your neck of the woods? I think of you and your pain more often than you might know ...
SSL ... ... hasty decisions ... you have the time ... do not be hasty ... good luck on the job interview ...
Tanta! ... sorry I missed you last night ...
Jewelz ... one of these days I'm going to be here when you are ... and it's going to make my entire month ...
Jeff ... lol ...
WM ... nice AV! ... and the euphemisms were a real hoot!
DOS ... ... 
... I have missed thee ... and I have not abandoned being the barkeep ... I just am having trouble being here when I want to ... I'm sorry you didn't time to find your AV ... the boobfest AV ...
EL ... absolutely lucious AV ... hoping your sister stays split from the man who gives turds a bad name ... and glad you have recovered from the measels!
SSG ... long time!
IL ... I noticed that your chart about losing weight with sex was missing a few alternatives ... I'd be glad to help you measure the caloric usage on them! ... good luck on your job interview as well ...
Red ... stop lurking!!!! post ... lots!miss you
Jenny and OMan ... dang but you two make me smile everytime I think of you ... ok ... not everytime ... sometimes it's a big, honkin' grin ... you know why? ... being witness to a fairy tale in progress ... I am so privledged ...
Xelebes ... hoping your anxiety improves ... (goes away)
SC ... will we ever be in TC at the same time? *whimper* now as to Peach Sangrias ... (there could be others ... but this is one I found ... )
1 bottle White Zinfandel
1/3 cup sugar
3/4 cup peach-flavored brandy
6 tbsp thawed lemonade concentrate
8 oz sliced peaches
Mix together the wine, sugar, brandy and lemonade until well mixed. Add in the peaches, and refrigerate overnight.
Serve the next day from a large pitcher filled with ice.
Brian ... yes the bar was open ... it's always open, it's just that the bartender is not always there ... but the bar is always open and really ... there have been several bartenders and there are always room for more, I just happen to do the ordering ... that's all ... thanks for filling in ... (I presume you found out how fun it was to be the bartender ...)
NG!!!!!!!!! ... missed you ... miss you ... ... always will
* bossman ... first ... welcome ... second ... I'm afraid you are going to be a victim of my soapbox -> you say you trust her implicitly ... yet ... you are suspicious ... all I can say is that those two statements don't go together ... I cannot cousel other than to be honest with yourself ... and to trust that she is trying to do the best she can for herself ... beyond that I know of no good salves for a broken heart (I know of several bad ones and I would recommend none of them ... they are bad ...)
Fiesty!!! ... dammit girl I've missed you! ... and if you are giving out hugs ... I want one ... ok two ... wtf ... how about a boatload???? ... (and you are delicious, you know that, don't you??? ... if not I'll be glad to whisper it to you a few times ... or more ... )
Mayi ... are the flowers beginning to bloom in your neck of the woods?
I think of you and your pain more often than you might know ... SSL ...
... hasty decisions ... you have the time ... do not be hasty ... good luck on the job interview ...Tanta! ... sorry I missed you last night ...
Jewelz ... one of these days I'm going to be here when you are ... and it's going to make my entire month ...
Jeff ... lol ...
WM ... nice AV! ... and the euphemisms were a real hoot!
DOS ...
... ... I have missed thee ... and I have not abandoned being the barkeep ... I just am having trouble being here when I want to ... I'm sorry you didn't time to find your AV ... the boobfest AV ... EL ... absolutely lucious AV ... hoping your sister stays split from the man who gives turds a bad name ... and glad you have recovered from the measels!
SSG ... long time!
IL ... I noticed that your chart about losing weight with sex was missing a few alternatives ... I'd be glad to help you measure the caloric usage on them!
... good luck on your job interview as well ... Red ... stop lurking!!!! post ... lots!miss you
Jenny and OMan ... dang but you two make me smile everytime I think of you ... ok ... not everytime ... sometimes it's a big, honkin' grin ... you know why? ... being witness to a fairy tale in progress ... I am so privledged ...
Xelebes ... hoping your anxiety improves ... (goes away)
SC ... will we ever be in TC at the same time? *whimper* now as to Peach Sangrias ... (there could be others ... but this is one I found ... )
1 bottle White Zinfandel
1/3 cup sugar
3/4 cup peach-flavored brandy
6 tbsp thawed lemonade concentrate
8 oz sliced peaches
Mix together the wine, sugar, brandy and lemonade until well mixed. Add in the peaches, and refrigerate overnight.
Serve the next day from a large pitcher filled with ice.
Brian ... yes the bar was open ... it's always open, it's just that the bartender is not always there ... but the bar is always open and really ... there have been several bartenders and there are always room for more, I just happen to do the ordering ... that's all ... thanks for filling in ... (I presume you found out how fun it was to be the bartender ...
)NG!!!!!!!!! ... missed you ... miss you ...
... always will
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omahaman2
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Darn.I missed everyone together!!
I missed everyone having fun!!!
Everyone seems to be having fun,except me!!
DARN, everyone except me
Pigs ...You will never drive by the pig farm without a smile
on your face again.
A farmer had five female pigs and, as times were hard, he had
decided to take them to the county fair and sell them. While at
the fair, he met another farmer who owned five male pigs.
After talking a bit, they decided to mate the pigs and split
everything 50/50. The farmers lived sixty miles away from one
another and so they agreed to drive thirty miles and find a field
in which to mate their pigs.
The first morning, the farmer with the female pigs got up at 5 AM,
loaded the pigs into the family station wagon, which was the only
vehicle they had, and drove the thirty miles. While the pigs were
mating, he asked the other farmer, "How will I know if they are
pregnant?"
The other farmer replied, "If they're in the grass grazing in the
morning, then they're pregnant, if they're in the mud, then
they're not."
The next morning they were rolling in the mud, so he hosed them
off, loaded them again into the family station wagon and proceeded
to try again. This continued each morning the following week until
one morning the farmer was so tired that he couldn't get
out of bed. He called to his wife, "Honey, please
look outside and tell me if the pigs are in the mud or
in the field."
"Neither," yelled his wife, "they're in the station wagon and one
of them is honking the horn."
I missed everyone having fun!!!
Everyone seems to be having fun,except me!!
DARN, everyone except me
Pigs ...You will never drive by the pig farm without a smile
on your face again.
A farmer had five female pigs and, as times were hard, he had
decided to take them to the county fair and sell them. While at
the fair, he met another farmer who owned five male pigs.
After talking a bit, they decided to mate the pigs and split
everything 50/50. The farmers lived sixty miles away from one
another and so they agreed to drive thirty miles and find a field
in which to mate their pigs.
The first morning, the farmer with the female pigs got up at 5 AM,
loaded the pigs into the family station wagon, which was the only
vehicle they had, and drove the thirty miles. While the pigs were
mating, he asked the other farmer, "How will I know if they are
pregnant?"
The other farmer replied, "If they're in the grass grazing in the
morning, then they're pregnant, if they're in the mud, then
they're not."
The next morning they were rolling in the mud, so he hosed them
off, loaded them again into the family station wagon and proceeded
to try again. This continued each morning the following week until
one morning the farmer was so tired that he couldn't get
out of bed. He called to his wife, "Honey, please
look outside and tell me if the pigs are in the mud or
in the field."
"Neither," yelled his wife, "they're in the station wagon and one
of them is honking the horn."
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Not sure everyone was here all at the same time any way .... all I know is that next Thursday I'm going to be here at 5pm (Mountain) and I'm staying around till 5am if need be ....omahaman2 said:
Dropping off sweet kisses to my dear friend SS. Miss you so!
Oman, sweet brother, sending you and Jenny big hugs!!
Staying so late on here last night...um, Im paying for it this morning. Im wicked tired!
im the only girl TNR didnt say goodnight to last night....pout!
Have a great weekend everyone! SS I got a new yahoo ID, PM me iffn you want it honey.
Oman, sweet brother, sending you and Jenny big hugs!!
Staying so late on here last night...um, Im paying for it this morning. Im wicked tired!
im the only girl TNR didnt say goodnight to last night....pout!
Have a great weekend everyone! SS I got a new yahoo ID, PM me iffn you want it honey.
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Hi whspr, long time, huh? How have you been?
Hi the rest of TC. Sorry, I will not be able to make Thursday nights, but you all have fun, you hear?
Some of you know I started doing karaoke about 8 weeks ago. Well, last night I entered my first contest..................and won!
Amazing.
Hope you all have a great weekend.
Hi the rest of TC. Sorry, I will not be able to make Thursday nights, but you all have fun, you hear?
Some of you know I started doing karaoke about 8 weeks ago. Well, last night I entered my first contest..................and won!
Amazing.
Hope you all have a great weekend.
Batch
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confession
~went to bed at a normal time and slept well
~did not wake at 3 or 4 or 5 but at 6:45
~only woke because of thesevere leg cramp and then my foot curled
~confess the leg and foot spasms haven't made me cry in some time...this one did
~couldn't walk, couldn't stop it till I forced myself to walk
~save for that I dreamt well and sleep deeply
~confess that that is ... a rare gift like rain.
~forced myself to pay bills on Wednesday
~ when it is overcast and rainy here I feel good.
~went to bed at a normal time and slept well
~did not wake at 3 or 4 or 5 but at 6:45
~only woke because of thesevere leg cramp and then my foot curled
~confess the leg and foot spasms haven't made me cry in some time...this one did
~couldn't walk, couldn't stop it till I forced myself to walk
~save for that I dreamt well and sleep deeply
~confess that that is ... a rare gift like rain.
~forced myself to pay bills on Wednesday
~ when it is overcast and rainy here I feel good.
Curious_Fem
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SecretScribe said:CF ... I enjoy being here too! ... especially when lovely young ladies such are you are here ... (ok ... so I'm biased
so what's knew with you?
I'm sorry for not answering you last night, SS. Computer decided it wanted to do it's own thing, and I was getting sleepy so I just headed to bed.
I know we all enjoy you when you are here, and please, be biased as much as you want.
New with me? Oh not much, same stuff, different day I guess. This makes me realize we've never really gotten to know each other too much, aside from posting here together. That's 2 wonderful TC men that I have posted with forever that I haven't taken the time to get to know. What in the world is wrong with me?
One of them I'm working on getting to know a little. Maybe we can do the same.
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SecretScribe said:DOS ...
I miss you as well... so many things I miss.
nrcma98
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Shuffles to the door
And tries the old key...Raises an eyebrow that it still fits.
Tired, shuffling footsteps to the bar...surveys the evidence of old friends gathering. Places his bag on the stool.
Remembers the old days, old "rules" and proceeds pour the Long Island...With a nice 20 year old single malt to back it.
Fills the pretzel bowl and eats the late meal, sipping the scotch.
Ponders how shift start times are so set in stone, but the conclusion is always flexible.
Ponders the idiocy of some people and the generosity of others...usually with the saint suffering.
Debates, then decides that why is unanswerable and is willing to accept it.
Pours the smooth scotch all the way down...Reaches for Long Island.
Sometimes 110% isn't enough.
Nothing is on our time.
Surviving isn't always a blessing, knowing when to let it go is.
Three nights can feel like an eternity.
Decides the scotch can stand alone and allows the sink to guzzle Long Island.
Turns to leave....grabs the bag and plods to the door, locking the night behind.
Cab?
The shoes ran all night, they can cool down with a walk.
Shoulders heavy, the feet turn the right direction.
And tries the old key...Raises an eyebrow that it still fits.
Tired, shuffling footsteps to the bar...surveys the evidence of old friends gathering. Places his bag on the stool.
Remembers the old days, old "rules" and proceeds pour the Long Island...With a nice 20 year old single malt to back it.
Fills the pretzel bowl and eats the late meal, sipping the scotch.
Ponders how shift start times are so set in stone, but the conclusion is always flexible.
Ponders the idiocy of some people and the generosity of others...usually with the saint suffering.
Debates, then decides that why is unanswerable and is willing to accept it.
Pours the smooth scotch all the way down...Reaches for Long Island.
Sometimes 110% isn't enough.
Nothing is on our time.
Surviving isn't always a blessing, knowing when to let it go is.
Three nights can feel like an eternity.
Decides the scotch can stand alone and allows the sink to guzzle Long Island.
Turns to leave....grabs the bag and plods to the door, locking the night behind.
Cab?
The shoes ran all night, they can cool down with a walk.
Shoulders heavy, the feet turn the right direction.
Buck Funkenstein
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I have a confession to make. My brother in law got a girlfriend the day after my wife and I had our marriage. We were in nashville, tennessee for our honeymoon. He says he loves her but I have always thought that he just got her to go out with him so he wouldnt be alone. Basically he was jealous of his sister getting married. He has no conversational skills and has had no luck withgirls in his past. But somehow he got her to be hisgirlfriend. Ever since then their relationship has been like a rollercoaster. One week they are happy and holding hands every second and the next week they are quiet and on the verge of breaking up. But he wont break up with her cuz he needs the sex and doesnt want to be alone again. From the time they got together till just last year i have been SECRETLY sabotaging their relationship to try and break them apart for good. She WAS no good and had a bad attitude. But last year she has started making a turn around and now i believe that their relationship has gotten stronger and better. Their compatibility for one another is not so good.. on a scaleof 1-10 their match up would be a 4. But I have decided to not mess with it anymore and personally I wish them the best of luck. If they were to get married later in life then I would most definitely be there for him if he wanted me to be his best man. Ive done bad things in the past and that would be definitely one of them. I should have never tried to mess up their love for one another. But now ive confessed and i stopped the sabotaging. PHEW.......glad i got that off my chest. Time to go bait.
DreamOfSun
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Re: Shuffles to the door
Rest well, Jeff.
nrcma98 said:
Rest well, Jeff.
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Gina - Sorry I missed you last night. I scooted out the door a little to quick I guess and missed some fun. My bad, and my loss to I bet.
Jewelz - I love the new AV.
Buck Funkenstein - Welcome to TC.
Good morning to everyone else.
Jewelz - I love the new AV.
Buck Funkenstein - Welcome to TC.
Good morning to everyone else.
Batch
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Morning right back at ya!SuperShyGuy said:Gina - Sorry I missed you last night. I scooted out the door a little to quick I guess and missed some fun. My bad, and my loss to I bet.
Jewelz - I love the new AV.
Buck Funkenstein - Welcome to TC.
Good morning to everyone else.
DreamOfSun
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Welcome to TC, Buck! It is so hard to watch loved ones do something that we feel is not in their best interest, isn't it?
Hi SSG!
Hi SSG!
TNRkitect2b
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Jewelz said:Dropping off sweet kisses to my dear friend SS. Miss you so!
Oman, sweet brother, sending you and Jenny big hugs!!
Staying so late on here last night...um, Im paying for it this morning. Im wicked tired!
im the only girl TNR didnt say goodnight to last night....pout!
Have a great weekend everyone! SS I got a new yahoo ID, PM me iffn you want it honey.
Sorry my dear... I must have missed you in the rush..... How a bout a good morning this morning? and a promise to make sure I don't overlook you next time? (forgive me ? )
TNRkitect2b
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To all that read this thread, I have a question to ask.
What Feeds Your Soul?
It seems a simple question, yet the answers may suprise you. Now, I won't take the credit for this, as the question was asked in a thread on the How-to boards What Feeds Your Soul by Sheath.
I believe that in focusing on what feeds your soul instead of the things that take away from it, you will find yourself feeling better, smiling more, and having a greater appreciation for life.
Last night's party here is one of hte things that feeds my soul. Seeing old friendships renewed laughter and good times had by all.
I strongly suggest that you click through and read some of the entries on the thread. See how peoples realization of the good in thier life helped them, and then ask yourself.
What Feeds Your Soul?
Brian
What Feeds Your Soul?
It seems a simple question, yet the answers may suprise you. Now, I won't take the credit for this, as the question was asked in a thread on the How-to boards What Feeds Your Soul by Sheath.
I believe that in focusing on what feeds your soul instead of the things that take away from it, you will find yourself feeling better, smiling more, and having a greater appreciation for life.
Last night's party here is one of hte things that feeds my soul. Seeing old friendships renewed laughter and good times had by all.
I strongly suggest that you click through and read some of the entries on the thread. See how peoples realization of the good in thier life helped them, and then ask yourself.
What Feeds Your Soul?
Brian
Batch
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TNRkitect2b said:To all that read this thread, I have a question to ask.
What Feeds Your Soul?
It seems a simple question, yet the answers may suprise you. Now, I won't take the credit for this, as the question was asked in a thread on the How-to boards What Feeds Your Soul by Sheath.
I believe that in focusing on what feeds your soul instead of the things that take away from it, you will find yourself feeling better, smiling more, and having a greater appreciation for life.
Last night's party here is one of hte things that feeds my soul. Seeing old friendships renewed laughter and good times had by all.
I strongly suggest that you click through and read some of the entries on the thread. See how peoples realization of the good in thier life helped them, and then ask yourself.
What Feeds Your Soul?
Brian
You are a sweetheart aren't you?
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