In my case I have always liked to feel and touch cocks. I started on my own when I was very young, found enjoyment with other cocks as I grew older, then discovered girls and cocks took a back seat for years. Now that I am old (88), I find that I miss a nice hard cock again.Don't get me wong, I've always liked them, and have been addicted to masturbation all my life too, but I do miss them now.
I would love to chat in PM with guys who have similar thoughts.