Well, I don't really know how to say this but every once and a wile I fantsize about being with a transexual I guess you could say I'm bi-curious. I don't know its just somethng I have to do but I need help, ya know its not like I can just go out and hang out at gay clubs or do stuff like that cause it is a somewhat small comunity and everybody seems to know me. Its mainly just a anal fanticy for me but I think I could do more. Anybody else in my situation?