PacificBlue
Beautiful
- Joined
- Jul 11, 2001
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Still feel grumpy. Maybe I should go to bed early tonight. Several things happened that just chapped my hide. I need to let them go as it will do me absolutely no good to hold on other than to posion my system with angry toxins.
Ass Bug #1...A week ago I posted a thread about "Standing Up For People". Full on investigation done...all parties lied through their fucking teeth about the incidient. Decision made to do absolutely nothing considering the evidence given. People are so fucking used to hearing lies that when they get the truth they have no idea what to do with it. Next time...they can rip their fucking fool heads off. Try and do the right thing and the system fails.
Ass Bug #2...Monday morning I spoke to my boss about meeting sometime this week to go over a project that he has had me working on. I needed some feedback. I only needed 30 minutes of her time. She cancelled twice this week and has not rescheduled and has no plans to do so. I am on my own. Of course, I will be chewed out royally when I do the project wrong but I will not get help on the front end that I need. Not the first time, not the last time. Blah, blah, blah.
Ass Bug #3...Lying. Been lied to my face several times this week. People must think I'm a fucking moron to not see through it. Yes, I may be a little non-self-confident at times but I'm not an idiot.
Ass Bug #4...Not even worth going there...as I try to formulate the words, I feel my jaw clenching. Society was just stupid as hell when they came up with the *classes*. My opinion.
Ok then...I feel toxic. Where the hell is all this anger coming from and what do I do with it? I can't keep stuffing it down with food...doesn't work anymore. Just comes right back up...literally and figurtively.
Ass Bug #1...A week ago I posted a thread about "Standing Up For People". Full on investigation done...all parties lied through their fucking teeth about the incidient. Decision made to do absolutely nothing considering the evidence given. People are so fucking used to hearing lies that when they get the truth they have no idea what to do with it. Next time...they can rip their fucking fool heads off. Try and do the right thing and the system fails.
Ass Bug #2...Monday morning I spoke to my boss about meeting sometime this week to go over a project that he has had me working on. I needed some feedback. I only needed 30 minutes of her time. She cancelled twice this week and has not rescheduled and has no plans to do so. I am on my own. Of course, I will be chewed out royally when I do the project wrong but I will not get help on the front end that I need. Not the first time, not the last time. Blah, blah, blah.
Ass Bug #3...Lying. Been lied to my face several times this week. People must think I'm a fucking moron to not see through it. Yes, I may be a little non-self-confident at times but I'm not an idiot.
Ass Bug #4...Not even worth going there...as I try to formulate the words, I feel my jaw clenching. Society was just stupid as hell when they came up with the *classes*. My opinion.
Ok then...I feel toxic. Where the hell is all this anger coming from and what do I do with it? I can't keep stuffing it down with food...doesn't work anymore. Just comes right back up...literally and figurtively.