too many wet dreams

[wonder_kitty]

Just too many of them lately. It's crazy how the id can be so powerful. Like many people, i'd rather live under the pretense that my ego and superego control all my thoughts and actions, but they don't. i'm too much of a hedonist. oh well. anyway, last night's dream was a trip. I was on a hillside with my childhood friend. we haven't seen each other in years, but there she was, the way she looked the last time i saw her. we were kissing for a long time and there was a lot of innocent breast touching and things, but the thing about this dream that stuck with me the most was the way we were looking at each other, how romanticized it was. growing up, she always wanted to experiment, and though i was always more than a little curious, i would never go for it. maybe i'm regretting that now because i recently found out she was bi too. and maybe my subconscious is wondering whether or not a relationship with a woman might be easier...even though i really want one with a man. *sigh* i'm very confused.

 

[Betticus]

Have you mentioned this in the GLBT forum? Lots of people there that feel just like you do.

 

[FurryFury]

First, I love wet dreams!

Second, you might ask yourself this, what does the person in your dream represent to you? What part of you could she represent? The dream could mean nothing more or less than you need to in touch with that part of YOU.

Third if I were 19 and aware of this interest, I'd have the time to try a few things before I was tied down!

Lastly, I dunno I'm just throwing some thoughts out there and hoping they help somehow, good luck!

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

I had a great dream last night but it didn't get wet ENOUGH. *grr*

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

I truly hate frownie faces.