Linbido
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- Sep 30, 2003
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Hello everyone. I have some things that I need to tell you. Forgive me for being brief, but this is very painful for me.
This weekend, the two girls that I and John (Icingsugar on Lit) have been waiting for, and was born late Saturday morning. The most eager one to see the new world we called Maria, and the second one Martina.
Sadly, little Martina didn't make it through the first night on her own. Her sister is a helthy, feisty girl, but Martina was weak and tired from the first breath. Her heart gave up beating in the middle of the night, and the doctors were unable to save her life.
It is nobody's fault, at least that's what we've been told - that niehter we not the hospital could had prevented this outcome, and that these things just...happen. I don't know. They are probably right. One nurse tried to give us a long winded medical explanation, full of latin words and evasive solutions, but honestly, it went in one ear and out the other. We'll try to make sense of what happened later. We're home now. A bit earlier than was recommended, but Maria is healthy and well, and I just couldn't stay there, in that room anymore.
Seeing all the good wishes (thank you all, wonderful people
) I just wanted to set the record straight about this. It would be wrong to let you think of us as the twin parents, when we're not. We are parents, the gift of a beautiful daughter has been bestowed on us, and that is such a wonder in itself that we cannot allow ourselves to be greedy. Both our daughters deserves better than that.
It's a very strange place to be in. We will give Maria a double dose of love, and try to put our lives on the right track again. It's a difficult time, but we've both been through difficult times before, so even if it does not feel like it now, I know that we'll come out of this with our heads above water.
We have more reason now than ever.
Forgive me for messing up the good mood here. But I thought that you deserved to know. We're both around, and can be reached by mail and PM, but we have too much to deal with right now for keeping in touch.
Don't worry about us, we are ok, or will be. Shaken, a little confused, and not with all marbles in place yet. So until later...
Thank you for reading.
-Lin
This weekend, the two girls that I and John (Icingsugar on Lit) have been waiting for, and was born late Saturday morning. The most eager one to see the new world we called Maria, and the second one Martina.
Sadly, little Martina didn't make it through the first night on her own. Her sister is a helthy, feisty girl, but Martina was weak and tired from the first breath. Her heart gave up beating in the middle of the night, and the doctors were unable to save her life.
It is nobody's fault, at least that's what we've been told - that niehter we not the hospital could had prevented this outcome, and that these things just...happen. I don't know. They are probably right. One nurse tried to give us a long winded medical explanation, full of latin words and evasive solutions, but honestly, it went in one ear and out the other. We'll try to make sense of what happened later. We're home now. A bit earlier than was recommended, but Maria is healthy and well, and I just couldn't stay there, in that room anymore.
Seeing all the good wishes (thank you all, wonderful people
) I just wanted to set the record straight about this. It would be wrong to let you think of us as the twin parents, when we're not. We are parents, the gift of a beautiful daughter has been bestowed on us, and that is such a wonder in itself that we cannot allow ourselves to be greedy. Both our daughters deserves better than that.It's a very strange place to be in. We will give Maria a double dose of love, and try to put our lives on the right track again. It's a difficult time, but we've both been through difficult times before, so even if it does not feel like it now, I know that we'll come out of this with our heads above water.
We have more reason now than ever.
Forgive me for messing up the good mood here. But I thought that you deserved to know. We're both around, and can be reached by mail and PM, but we have too much to deal with right now for keeping in touch.
Don't worry about us, we are ok, or will be. Shaken, a little confused, and not with all marbles in place yet. So until later...
Thank you for reading.
-Lin
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