Things That Make You Uncomfortable....But Also Turn You On

[Deleted member 6789170]

My chronic masturbation daily need yet my strong faith/belief.
Such a contradiction.
But Im turned on by religious erotica. I literally just submitted a poem to Lit

 

[base10]

Oh boy. My relationship with pretty much everything sexual involves guilt. It's a driving force for me, for better or worse (mostly worse).

I converted to Catholicism as an adult. I have a very complicated relationship with it. I occasionally have blasphemous fantasies.

I also kind of hate how hard pet play hits for me. The sheer humiliation of eating at someone's feet, being a little feral, etc., etc. I find it utterly degrading, and yet I find it so, so, so hot.

I feel bad about sharing images of myself. For a long time, I felt really embarrassed at the idea. I tried a little on Fet, and the ones I recently posted here are shy, but...I am an exhibitionist at heart, if a shy one. And some of the more intricate dirty comments I've received drove me to touch myself.

I'm trying to keep to myself these days, but I had a huge fetish for obedience via voice interaction, text, etc. Like, I got trained into guided masturbation years ago, and I just...yeah. I am trying to do more solo work these days, if you know what I mean.

I think one of the great things about a place like this is the ability to explore these things behind closed doors and in private.

I’m all for embracing your dark desires, but to be about to do in private

 

[base10]

Same.
Id be so wet

I have plenty of ideas that are super hot in theory, yet have no safe practical ability to have happen in real life.

Sometimes super hot ideas will just have to live in your head as a theory

 

[tristianc]

My chronic masturbation daily need yet my strong faith/belief.
Such a contradiction.
But Im turned on by religious erotica. I literally just submitted a poem to Lit

I love the mixture of religion and erotic acts as well.

 

[Deleted member 6789170]

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[Shenanigans90]

https://imgur.com/a/wWKOAm4

 

[aussiegeekygal]

https://imgur.com/a/wWKOAm4

 

[MK_Whimsy]

I would go with the thought of being trapped, restrained, and controlled in some way, having my freedom and autonomy stripped away. I'm a very independent person and would normally detest the thought of this, but part of me finds the idea alluring too.

 

[cascadiabound]

I would go with the thought of being trapped, restrained, and controlled in some way, having my freedom and autonomy stripped away. I'm a very independent person and would normally detest the thought of this, but part of me finds the idea alluring too.

Agree. These are ideas that turn me on and also make me deeply uncomfortable.
I think the idea/fantasy is enjoyable as he whispers in my ear all the dirty, controlling, terrifying things he's going to do to me; but the actual experience would actually terrify me and would leave me cold.

 

[Azuldrgon]

If I am with someone I am comfortable with, I would enjoy being tied down and blindfolded.
The trust needs to be there though or I'm breaking out.

 

[oneguy4fun]

How does it make your wife feel!?

She is amused by it. Not sure that she gets any pleasure from it but she knows it gets me into a submissive state thereby keeping me focused on serving her and being obedient and that’s what she likes about it.

 

[cascadiabound]

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This kind of scenario is definitely one that makes me uncomfortable and also turns me on. I regularly am drawn to these images depicting 2 men with one obviously submissive and naked woman in a deeply compromised position.
Are her ankles connected?
Both men have hands on her, guiding, controlling, appreciating? A hand on her head, hands and waist... she is not overtly bound, but their hands restrain her. Is the table top a mirror, or just highly polished? This is another component that makes me squirm... a mirror requiring me to confront my nakedness within a scene - unable to escape the fact of submission and watching myself with eyes that almost allow distancing from self... snapping back to reality, quivering in the exposure and control, obedience and need.

 

[Deleted member 5428187]

I came across a porn site recently - seems to originate in a Scandinavian country - where this fat, ugly, disgusting old man fucked a really pretty young woman (18+). She was really cute. She sucked his tiny limp dick and he fucked her several different ways before cumming in her mouth. She swallowed his load. It was sickening and at the same time I was so turned on. What really got to me was how she kissed him - a lot. For some reason it was the kissing that sent me over the edge. It’s a fascinating dynamic to be sickened and turned on simultaneously; gross guys fucking attractive women seems to do it to me.

 

[masterslave00]

Anal fisting. I don't think my asshole could ever open enough for it. But then it excites me so much I would love to try it.
Same applies to thick sounds and other urethral insertion. It both scares me and excites like fuck...

 

[bobb_sledd]

Recently it's been pegging scenes on other sites I follow. Erotic and scary at the same time.

 

[Sn0wBelle]

The thought of being fisted!
It brings to mind memories of the doctor's hand up there after giving birth... which makes my stomach turn...
But also it seems kinda hot (in a bedroom, non medical situation!)

 

[base10]

The thought of being fisted!
It brings to mind memories of the doctor's hand up there after giving birth... which makes my stomach turn...
But also it seems kinda hot (in a bedroom, non medical situation!)

I recently did this to a partner. It was a wild experience. Go slow, lots of lube, it doesn’t always work

 

[gatsbyswhore]

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This!
Pushes my humiliation fetish... she's essentially naked, collared, and the way he's grasping her pony tail for the pic he is showing his ownership and complete control of her.
Her nipples are erect and she is in a submissive kneel while still wearing beautiful high heels. Her mouth is soft and submissive even as she looks boldly at the camera. Is there a lock on her collar? I'm not sure.

Is this the beginning of many photos he will take? And what might he do with those images? The idea of having my submission be photo documented definitely gets into my humiliation head space. And the room - an upper floor with lots of windows. So much opportunity for exposure or perceived exposure. That is a head game that cranks me up into subby head space too. And of course the CMnf dynamic is hot af. Which is another element of submissive humiliation. He's fully clothed, she's not. Her complete exposure of skin while he remains clothed heightens the power dynamic and is a overt sign of control. He has complete access and control of her (yes that sparks on the humiliation spectrum) while she has no access to him.
It plays into all of my CMnf fantasies of being displayed. Of being the only naked person in a room of men - maybe serving drinks, maybe simply being displayed and spoken about, not to. Yikes... way uncomfortable- super arousing.

I came across this picture a long time ago myself. It created the same images in my mind that you describe. It touched me in ways I could not believe, I felt ashamed just thinking the thoughts it drew in my mind. So harsh, so beautiful, so dark. The envy.

 

[Deleted member 5428187]

View attachment 2372772
This!
Pushes my humiliation fetish... she's essentially naked, collared, and the way he's grasping her pony tail for the pic he is showing his ownership and complete control of her.
Her nipples are erect and she is in a submissive kneel while still wearing beautiful high heels. Her mouth is soft and submissive even as she looks boldly at the camera. Is there a lock on her collar? I'm not sure.

Is this the beginning of many photos he will take? And what might he do with those images? The idea of having my submission be photo documented definitely gets into my humiliation head space. And the room - an upper floor with lots of windows. So much opportunity for exposure or perceived exposure. That is a head game that cranks me up into subby head space too. And of course the CMnf dynamic is hot af. Which is another element of submissive humiliation. He's fully clothed, she's not. Her complete exposure of skin while he remains clothed heightens the power dynamic and is a overt sign of control. He has complete access and control of her (yes that sparks on the humiliation spectrum) while she has no access to him.
It plays into all of my CMnf fantasies of being displayed. Of being the only naked person in a room of men - maybe serving drinks, maybe simply being displayed and spoken about, not to. Yikes... way uncomfortable- super arousing.

Remarkably well said. Your words are in fact more erotic than the picture itself.

 

[base10]

The thought of being fisted!
It brings to mind memories of the doctor's hand up there after giving birth... which makes my stomach turn...
But also it seems kinda hot (in a bedroom, non medical situation!)

I recently got a chance to do this with a partner. It was hot, fun, and very intense. Even if you can’t get a full fist in, the trying to makes it a lot of fun

 

[Jordan90]

View attachment 2383831
This kind of scenario is definitely one that makes me uncomfortable and also turns me on. I regularly am drawn to these images depicting 2 men with one obviously submissive and naked woman in a deeply compromised position.
Are her ankles connected?
Both men have hands on her, guiding, controlling, appreciating? A hand on her head, hands and waist... she is not overtly bound, but their hands restrain her. Is the table top a mirror, or just highly polished? This is another component that makes me squirm... a mirror requiring me to confront my nakedness within a scene - unable to escape the fact of submission and watching myself with eyes that almost allow distancing from self... snapping back to reality, quivering in the exposure and control, obedience and need.

Mirrors can be incredibly controlling and powerful when used intelligently...

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

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This kind of forced, prolonged direct eye contact. It feels so vulnerable and focused. I crave that lost in someone else feeling and this is such a good picture of it.

 

[fma20fma]

watching guy in crowded train discreetly masturbating in his trouser pocket looking at me.

 

[Erosfan]

When I'm naked for her, when and where she wants. She has me make myself cum for her.
After I cum, I lose almost all of my exhibitionist tendencies, and want to cover up. She makes me stay naked for her while she teases me about being so exposed.

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

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